Hey guys, sorry for the wait, but i'm trying to focus on a different fic. Anyways, here's the second chapter, Enjoy!

Chapter 2 - Di Colpa

Tony sat in an uncomfortable padded chair, his head in his hands.

Ziva had been taken away. She was in shock and tried to kill the people who wouldn't let her in to see her daughter. When Tony had read the letter to her she collapsed into tears and a group of nurses took her into a room and sedated her.

She was sleeping, her arms restrained to the sides of the bed like a psych patient.

Tony sat in her room his mind buzzing.

He was exhausted. His anger only just in control. The pain he felt too much for tears.

Trina was alive. Barely. She had been closest to the explosion. Tony blamed himself, but knew it was not his fault.

It was Ziva's.

And once he thought it there was no escaping it. The letter was for her. The revenge was for her. The explosion's was to get to her.

They were playing her like Ari played Gibbs.

For that Tony knew that she couldn't help it. That it really was not her fault. He forgave her that. But he couldn't help but think how he didn't want to come. How he would rather not introduce her to his Catholic family. How she had forced. How if not for her his daughter wouldn't have been taken. Trina would be safe.

His Grandfather wouldn't be dead. His father wouldn't be in a coma. Sophia wouldn't be struggling for her life and Jack never would have given Jemma a blaReck eye and Mario a broken nose trying to get at Tony.

Ziva's eyes fluttered open. She was confused and her gaze was blurred as she looked at Tony.

"Tony." She whispered, "Tony wa-"

"It's real." He said, his voice hoarse and sore but still strong, "Trina is pulling threw but she hasn't woken up."

"Gibbs is here." He added, "Sitting with Trina. I gave him the letter and the necklace. He's got McGee flying out, Abby and Kate will process the evidence, it's all being sent to them."

"Tony." Whimpered Ziva,

Tony broke down, "How did this happen? Why? Who has my baby, Ziva? Who has our little girl?"

"I love you Anthony." Whispered Ziva, but Tony couldn't answer. Because he refused to lie to her. He refused to be like the doctor who said Trina would be ok. Or Jenny who assured him they'd get his daughter back. He didn't love her. How could he?

It was her fault.

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