A/N: I do not own Gundam SEED, SEED Destiny, or any factors of the Gundam Franchise.


Lost Soul

Ch 2 Something Lost, Something Found

One month later…

Things began to settle down over the next month.

Flay was taken to see a therapist to help her console through her miscarriage. Her doctor also suggested that she try to find ways to distract her mind every now and then till she was able to move on again.

She ended up trying to exercise a lot, to keep herself occupied.

Since she was having trouble sleeping, she ended up leaving the orphanage at about 4 in the morning each day and jogging down the beach.

Kira had decided to join her, since while he wasn't feeling the same kind of loss as her; he didn't want to leave her alone.


It was about 5 in the morning when the two had jogged along the coastline and stopped near a small cliff.

"So how are you feeling flay," asked Kira as he took two water bottles from a pack on his back he was carrying.

He was wearing a blue jogging suit, while flay was wearing a red one with her hair tied back in a ponytail.

"A bit better I guess since I finished my last session with my therapist yesterday," said Flay, taking the water from him.

They sat down on the ground and leaned against a large boulder on the cliff.

"But the feeling is still there?" asked Kira.

"Yeah," said Flay sadly.

They had decided to make a grave marker for their lost child sometime ago. They gave their unborn child the name George, after flays father. While he hadn't been a very good father in never being around when flay needed him, she decided that she would at least do something to remember him as well.

Flay had settled into accepting that she had lost her child, but the fact that she could never have children ever again in her life was still clouding her mind.

"What exactly did your doctor say again," asked Kira.

"That my reproductive organs were affected by internal burns and partially punctured from some debris fragments that where impaled into my body after the shuttle explosion. They told me that it affected my fraternity rate, and there would only be a 5% chance of me possibly becoming pregnant again, but that it lowers to 1% since there could be a chance of another miscarriage with the damage to my reproductive system," said Flay.

"But that doesn't mean that you have no chance of ever having another baby flay," said Kira.

"It's not that simple Kira, my mother's side of the family already has a history of woman being sterile. So my chances already go lower that 1%," said Flay, "and besides it's not something I can do alone."

She placed her hand into Kira's own, hinting at her response.

Kira knew what she meant. If she desired a chance to ever have another child again, she wanted it to be with him. He was actually glad, while they were still mending their relationship, he was actually curious about having a child of his own.

Both of them helped lacus and malchio at the orphanage taking care of the orphans, but to actually have a child that was your own flesh and blood, it was something different.

"Do you want to try?" asked Kira.

Flay blushed at his statement, and then turned to see him.

"You….you want to try to have another baby," asked Flay.

"Well like you said, there's little chance that you will get pregnant again," began Kira not noticing how depressed flay began to get hearing him say that.

"…but we don't know when you will have a higher chance later in the future. We can try, and you inherited you fathers estate, so we can support a child financially speaking, and we are already helping with some orphan babies, so we have a sense of what needs to be done in raising a baby," said Kira.

They didn't reply at all to each other after this, but leaned in forward and shared a gentle kiss.

They were both brought out of their kiss as they saw something like a shooting star across the sky in the horizon.

"That looked amazing," said Flay softly.

"Just like you," said Kira to her.

Flay then leaned against his shoulder, and then they both just watched as the sky in the horizon began to glow slightly, with the sun starting to rise, and the sounds of the waves hitting the beach around them.


They ended up falling asleep against the boulder right there, and woke up about an hour later near 7 am, as the sun began to shine on them.

"Guess we better head back to the orphanage now," said Kira.

"I guess we should," said Flay, beginning to get out of his embrace.

The two left the spot they were at, and began jogging along the beach back to the orphanage.

"Hey what's that," asked Flay.

Kira looked to where she was pointing, and saw something near where the water was hitting the beach.

"KIRA, there's someone washed up on the shore," said flay.

They both ran over to where flay pointed, and he saw she was right.

He saw that it was a teenage girl, about 15 to be right. She had brown hair, and was wearing a pilot suit, that had the orb insignia on her shoulder.

"It looks like she swallowed a lot of water," said Kira.

"You need to give her CPR then," said Flay panicked.

"Right, ok then…um actually I don't think I can do it," said Kira.

"Why not, you know how…" began flay, till she figured what Kira meant. The girl would also needs mouth to mouth in addition to CPR, and Kira didn't know how flay would feel seeing Kira have his lips on another girl.

"Oh...ok, I'll do it then," said Flay, moving over and adding pressure to the girls chest, and then giving her mouth to mouth.

The girl began to choke, and spit out water, but remained unconscious.

"She's still alive," said Flay, a bit relived.

"Then we should probably get her some medical attention," said Kira.

Flay helped him put the girl on his back, and he carried her back to the orphanage, with flay at his side.

Neither one of them noticed that where the girl had washed up, an ID card belonging to the said girl was half buried next to where she had been, that read:

Via Hibiki


A/N: Well here is chapter two.

A bit short, but wanted to get this part through.

Please tell me what you think, as well as what can be improved.