DISCLAIMER: Stephanie Meyer owns the Twilight series
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Thankyou to evceryone who reviewed!
i own nothing but the plot.
-BPOV-
Two weeks after finding out i was pregnant i decided to get a job, and i now work at 'Sue's Bookstore." and actually the pay is pretty good, if i save up my money for about 5 months i'd have over 900 hundred dollars. i went to stand by the mirror and pulled my shirt back staring at my stomach. would i get fat soon i winkled my nose as the thought.
Alice broke me from my thoughts running into my room. "Bella! what are you doing?" she questioned. fuck. i spun around lifting my shirt back down.
"Nothing. i fell and got a stratch the other day and im trying to see how red it is." i lied. she didn't realize though.
"So are we leaving now?" i sighed. she wanted me to come over and redecorate her room with Rose.
"Sure Alice, why not?" i slumped my shoulders walking towards the door.
When we got outside there was Rose in her sleek red car. she was filing her nails. we got inside and headed towards the Cullens. did that mean i would have to see Edward? i gulped. he was actually a really good guy but would he what a baby right now? i already knew the answer to that. no. who would twant to have a baby at the age of nineteen? and i just turned nineteen last month. we pulled up to Alice's house and we got out, and walked in. i decided to tell him now. im here so why not?
"Hey Alice i'll be right back. it won't take long." i smiled.
she rolled her eyes. "are you trying to get out of decorating? thats not fair!" she pouted.
i ignored her and headed towards Edward's eoom. should i knock? if i knock theres no turning back though. should i just not tell him and move away? where would i go? i shok off the thought and just knocked. after i did that i regretted it and i slapped my hand. why did i do that? he came to the door, probbaly shocked it was me.
"Hi. i won't be here long we just need to talk." i said walking around him. he turned and stared at me sitting down.
"Okay..." he said.
i cleared my throat. "Im not going to beat around the bush because if i do that we'll never get to the point." where did i get this all-of-a-sudden confidence? i really didnt care all i knew is i liked it. he waited for me to continue.
"Remember that night last month? yeah my birthday, well we have a problem now because im pregnant. i don't need your help and you do not have to be in this child's life if you don't want to. i promise i won't tell anyone that you're the father we can just go on with our lifes and act like none of this has ever happened."
i sighed taking a deep breath. i carried that guilt around for about two weeks and now i don't have to. i didn't give him a chance to reply as i walked out, i heard him calling my name but i kept walking ignoring it all. i ignored Alice as she told me to come back. but then i stopped as i realized i didn't come here in my car. i frowned. i decided to take the bus to work since my shift is in an 1 or so. i walked into the Bookstore and punched my time card in.
"Hey Bella." i heard mikes voice. i was not in the mood but i didn't want to be rude.
"hello Mike." i said as i started putting books in the correct spot. i then moved behind the counter waiting for a costumer to save me from Mike.
"so..do you wanna hang out sometime? maybe go see a movie?" he asked rubbing the back of his neck.
"Im sorry, but im already seeing someone." i lied. he just walked away mumbling something stupid.
after my shift was over i saw i had 8 missed calls. 6 from Alice of course. 1 from Rose, and 1 from Edward. Edward? I wasn't in the mood so i didn't call them back. as soon as i got home i fell asleep in the living room but i had woken up because i could've sworn i heard a noise. i realized it was just the door and figured it was Alice so i opened it.
"Alice what do you want?" i asked but my eyes widen when i saw it wasn't Alice. it was Edward. he ran his hand through his hair and stepped aside and to come and sat in the living room.
"Come in." i mumbled. i went to sit in the chair.
"Was that a joke? because it isnt funny." he said looking worried.
"No, its not funny." i whispered.
"You're pregnant?" he asked. i nodded.
"When? how?" i didnt answer that.
"When are you due?" i only shrugged.
"How long have you known?" he asked, but continued.
"When did you find out?" i was getting angry.
i jumped up out of my seat. "what is this, twenty questions?" my fists balled up, and then all of a sudden i started to feel dizzy. i guess i was falling because Edward caught me. "are you okay? he asked, his brows furrowed.
"Im fine. thanks." he nodded. it was silent.
"sorry for snapping at you. im just.."
"Stressed." he smirked finishing my sentence. i nodded.
"Yeah. thats the word." i bit down on my lip.
"How long have you known?" he asked.
"about two weks i guess."
"and you didnt tell me?" he asked frowning. was he upset?
i sighed. "i was waiting until i saw you."
he nodded.
"We need to see a doctor and i need to tell my parents." he spoke. we? did that mean...? i nodded.
"If you let me, i would actually like to be there for my child so..: my head snapped up.
"Yeah, yeah of course. i mean i can't do this alone. i want you there. for everything." i whispered.
"Yeah?" he asked smiling. that made me smile.
"Yeah." i said. "what are we going to do?"
he looked down. "I don't know." he sighed. "but what i do know is that we will be okay. we have each other right?"
i nodded. he came to sit next to me and i didnt even think, i just layed my head on hi shoulder.
"I never wanted to get pregnant at 19. Im glad its you though." i said, smiling.
xoxoxoxoxo
I invited Rose and Alice over to tell them the news. its been a couple of days since i told Edward and we've gotten closer, we talk everyday.
"So...what the hell we here for?" Rose asked with one of her perfect eyebrows raised.
Alice smaked her arm. "What? it must be good, Bella never likes to gossip." i rolled my eyes. i sighed and shook my head.
"Its not gossip Rose. now shut the hell up so i can tell you two." Alice was jumping in her seat.
"tell us tell us!" i sighed.
"Im pregnant." i whispered with my eyes closed. no reaction so i decided to sneak a peak.
they both had thier mouths hanging open, although Roses' was from shock and Alices' was from excitment. i waited and wait.
"Seriously? shit. Whos the baby daddy?" Rose asked leaning in.
"Mike Newton." i joked. Rose slapped me and Alice giggled.
"OW!" i screamed. "I have a baby in here!" i said pointing towards my stomach.
"and? i hit your face not your belly." she rolled her eyes. "but seriously Bella. who is it?" i took a deep breath.
"Its Edward." i starting fidgiting with my figers until Alice started screaming at the top of her lungs. i covered my ears.
"Im gonna be a auntie" she started singing.
"Yup." i said my lips popping on the p.
"wow." said Rose.
"i know." i said.
"Its okay, Bella. me and Rose will always be here for you no matter what. i just an't believe you're gonna be a mother!" she yelled.
"Yeah, any bitch that dares to say anything bad about you just come get me." she winked. but i was stuck on one thing Alice just said. i was going to be a course i already new that but reality was setting in. i gulped.
A/N : GUYS! Review. im so glaad you guys liked the first chap. next chapter is doctors app. Review please! longer chapters to come.
-Anne.
