As I saw Peeta, I stopped right away, His face flushed of the effort or maybe of the surprise of seeing me.
You´re back. I said
I wanted to get back sooner, I´m sorry, but Dr. Aurelius didn´t let me, I just arrived a few hours ago. Peeta said. By the way, he said that he couldn´t go on with this, pretending that he´s treating you. You have to answer the phone.
And I felt for the first time a light grin, almost a smile draw my face. He´s looking good, a bit thin, and covered of scars like me, but his eyes seems to have lost that grim and tortured image. He seems a bit confuse cause he´s frowning looking at me.
I start to feel self conscious, and I try to uncover my face of my hair that it´s a total mess.- What are you doing?
I went to the woods this morning to bring this, for her- he says carefully.- I thought we may put them in your garden. And he looked down.
I´m about to scream horrible things to him, but then I see the bushes and the flowers they aren´t roses, and a new name is registered in my mind; those are primrose, primrose of the night. The flower my sister was named for. So I nod of assent, and another word take my mind, Rose, so I rush inside of the house, without closing the door, and I go straight to my room.
The freaking thing it's inside my house, in my room. I'm shaking, and anxious i run up the stairs, but in the last step, I struck against the floor.
Katniss- Peeta said worried
But i stand up and walk in to my room, and there the scent it's just a faint smell, but prevails there, and there it is, on my night stand the white rose on the vase, faint, and shriveled but holding on to the last seconds of perfection, just like Snow.
I take the vase holding my breath and I run down toward the kitchen, where peeta set some fire for tea, I throw the water in the sink and the I throw the rose on the fire, when one more time the fire wins. And for my last act, I throw the vase against the floor.
I see Peeta, who seem to wants to say something, but he doesn't know the words, and finally says something when he sees my hands.
-Katniss, you're bleeding- He sound concerned.
He took my hand gentle, and helped me to wash the wound, it wasn´t deep but he wanted to healed it, but I was so dizzy because the odor of that rose.
-thanks, I need to take a bath. I said before I went up, when I opened the windows to fade the stench of Snow, but it prevails in my skin, in my clothes, in my pores. So I strip and take a shower, with careful to no watch myself in the mirror and the fusion of my new skin, which remind me that I'm a mutt. I left the clothes with stain of blood in the floor and I hop in to the shower and scrub my skin a bit violent to take out the stench of roses, of my hair, my body, my mouth.
As I finished, I wrap myself in a towel and it seems to work the shower, now I can smell the cinnamon, dill, vanilla, ginger, Peeta's scent.