Okay so this is Sirius thoughts on everything that happened. Please review. It's really not that hard. Marauders honour.
Disclaimer: Idon't own Harry Potter, anything you recognise, I don't own.
Laughter
Sirius laughed. He laughed as the street exploded, as Peter transformed, as he was thrown in Azkaban. He laughed and laughed and laughed, and only while everyone slept, he cried. And laughed when they woke. The laughter was less painful than the tears. While he laughed he could pretend James was alive, for only James could make him laugh that much. But James was dead. And Sirius felt as though it was his fault. That was the only thing stopping him escaping right then, the only thing stopping him from requesting a trial. He deserved it. He had persuaded Peter to become secret keeper. If he had chosen Remus instead... But he hadn't, he had thought Remus the traitor. He had blamed Remus but Sirius was wrong. When had Remus ever been a coward? Sirius had been a fool. And Sirius would never forgive himself.
The days passed and Sirius lost track of time. He couldn't see the moon and he didn't like it. He worried about Remus. And Harry. But mainly Remus. Was he changing now? Was he in pain? Was he alone or with someone else? And would he ever forgive Sirius? Sirius thought not. Sirius knew from fifth year Remus could hold a grudge. And for something this bad. Sirius laughed. A hollow, empty laugh, not his normal laugh and he could hear that. He thought there could never be anything to truly laugh at, not how he laughed with James. Sirius would never be the same again. He'd lost his brother, not Regulus, because Regulus never seemed like a proper brother, but James, Jamie, Prongs. There would be no more pranks with James, no more planning how to tell Lily he loved her, no more trying to get Peter and Remus girlfriends, no more of James' Marauder rules, no more I solemnly swear in front of every serious promise. And Sirius solemnly swore he would never get over James death, Peters betrayal and the guilt of leaving Remus. Remus was the only thing he could do anything about but yet he couldn't escape yet, he deserved it for Sirius thought it was his fault. Remus was going through the transformation on his own. Remus was alone. Remus thought Peter was dead. Peter was as good as dead to Sirius though. Peters betrayal went against everything they had ever said, ever solemnly swore. After all they'd done it was poor repayment. It was funny how with James' death they all fell apart. How without James' they were no longer friends, no longer brothers. Sirius laughed again.
What did you think? Good (or bad) enough to review maybe? And a big, big, big thank you to everyone who reviewed. It made me very happy