A.N.: Alright, here comes long awaited explanation about 'baby' ;-) …I didn't want to be cruel so, just read and don't hate, and it make sense :D I thought it through and after longer searching and reading and watching AHS Coven again XD I wrote explanation like this…. thanks for understanding and not hating me :D love you, thanks for keeping reading ;-) ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo


Almighty God, please let my son get better. I don't want anything else , just my Luke…my Luke get better, please. I know I had my dark moments, and lot of repent, and I went through the hell, but the only thing I really care of is my son…my little boy. Please, let him get better.

Joan fondled Luke's forearm as he lied firmly in hospital bed on intensive care. Right after knowing what happened she rushed into hospital and found her son, with Nan.

At first she threw her out, but her friends let her in Luke's room. After while Joan found out, they are also Witches, as Fiona is, and Nan showed her , she could be useful. She talked with her son due clairvoyance and made her feel calm, until…until Luke started talking about everything she had done to Denis. She had to threw Nan out, or Luke would talk more and he could tell her about them.

Now she was sitting for more than three hours by Luke's bed, outside mostly dark yet. But she didn't care. The lights in hospital weren't good for reading, when she recited Good Book to her son. But she didn't care. Doctors were quietly polite. But she didn't care.

The only thing she cared of, was her little boy lying in that bed, fighting for his life and knowing about what she had done…

She felt so guilty, tears filling her eyes after every half hour. She was like never-stopping river.

Unless…

,,Good morning Mrs. Ramsey,'' doctor stepped into Luke's room.

,,Good…morning-is it already ?'' Joan wiped her tears away.

,,I have a good news,'' Doctor slowly smiled after checking Luke's condition with few nurses.

,,Really ?'' Joan smiled weakly, trying to stand up.

,,Yes, Luke is on good way, he's getting better. We can already discontinue oxygen regulation.''

,,What-what does that mean ?'' Joan asked worriedly.

,,That means he's breathing properly and…there is a chance he could wake soon,'' Doctor smiled.

,,Oh thank God !'' she sighed in relief, sitting back in her chair beside Luke's bed, crossing herself.

Doctor left the room and let one nurse to do what he said. She managed to do something on machine next to Luke, something Joan wasn't able to understand and then pulled out tube from Luke's mouth, letting him rest and left the room.

Suddenly as she did that Luke start slowly, but surely waking up. Joan sighed with relief a happy tears in her eyes, she caressed his left hand.

,,…..you murdered dad !'' Luke uttered, crying after his vision focus his mother.

,,…Lu-Luke, I-''

,,You killed him…why didn't you tell me ?'' he whispered, whimpering.

,,I-I did it for us, I-he would have left…he-he ab-abused me…'' she whispered in response.

,,…I know.''

,,I-What ? How do you mean you know ?'' Joan was shocked.

,,I saw…God exist. And He showed me the truth, as I said-''

Joan's mouth was opening and closing as she mouthed some words she couldn't vocalize.

,,He showed me how, and why…and I saw, what my father has done to you before he told you about divorce…'' Luke spoke slowly and quietly, to not let anybody else hear their conversation.

,,Ammm…'' was all she managed to vocalize.

,,God forgave you…that's why you are back,'' Luke said.

,,The Second Chance,'' Joan breathed remembering on what Fiona said.

,,Yes…''

,,And what about…our relationship, how God acts to that ? Shall we repent and-and-''

,,Mom, no…God has nothing to our relationship. It was He , who put us two together, He told me. Because you were his faithful worshiper and when Devil seduced my father, he decided to let you have at least somebody…but if I may say you pretty upset Him,'' Luke explained God's intentions.

,,Upset Lord…by using you-''

,,No, you were not using me…and I started this...God said he 'helped' me with that, but I don't care a lot, I love you Mom. You upset Him , because you killed my dad,'' Luke answered to her inquiring face. ,,But He forgave you after your repenting, and brought you back from hell-''

,,It was the hell then ?!'' Joan breathed still a bit shocked.

,,Yes, how was it ?''

,,You didn't saw ?''

,,No…''

,,You don't want to know-''

,,-Our Lord said everybody has his own hell…how was yours ?''

,,I-I don't wanna talk about it…now,'' she pleaded with her eyes still red from tears.

,,Alright,'' Luke smiled as she petted his forearm.

,,So-you're saying God put us together ?''

,,Yes, and we shall be together…if you still want,'' Luke smiled and his eyes start closing.

,,I want-I-I don't know , how about you-''

,,-I want, I said I love you…once I want to find a wife just like you…but until then,'' Luke smiled.

,,Fine, my boy- may-maybe it sounds crazy, but if God is alright with it…but I-I need to tell you something,'' she silenced her voice choked as she realized what happened before all of this. Her face turned pale.

,,Are you alright mom ?'' Luke worried about her.

,,I-….I'm carrying yo-your chi-child,'' she choked out of herself, squeezing his hand in hers.

,,Oh this, you're not-''

,,What ? What ?! He told you even this ?'' she backed away a little.

,,Yes and I can calm you, you were not and you are not-''

,,-But how ?'' she interrupted, confused.

,,Did you check the pregnancy test ?''

,,Yes but-I-''

,,-And did you take two ? Were you by doctor ?'' Luke argued.

,,No…no,'' she shook with her head.

,,Another Devil's game,'' Luke soothed her.

,,Really ?'' she breathed her question.

,,Really…well I must admit I had to apologize to our Lord too…for that renouncing thing, foolishness but he forgave me as well,'' Luke slowly succumbed to sleep.

But before he managed to do that, Joan fell to her knees next to his bed and start silently praying her thanks to Almighty God.

,,He forgave us, and gave us a Second Chance, we shall not ruin it,'' Luke petted her hand as hse sat down on her chair again.

,,Alright my little boy…and now go back to sleep…''

His hand leaving hers and slowly creeping under her dress and up her knee. She tried to push him away.

,,Not here Luke…'' she cooed quietly, turning if somebody may hear or see them.

,,I don't want to do anything, just to touch you,'' he pleaded with his puppy dog eyes, which were slowly closing from psychical exhaustion.

,,I-'' she turned around again looking to the doors, and when she was sure nobody can see them, she scooted closer to his bed with her chair and let him slid his hand back under her dress. His nails gently brushing her outer thigh before his palm caressed and rested there.

She leaned closer and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead.

,,I will protect you I promise to you and to God, my baby…'' she whispered to his sleeping form before leaning back to her chair and letting herself to sleep as well. Sighing in a big relief with a slight smile on her face. Her hand resting on his trough her dress.


A.N.: So this is it…maybe it's odd, but what is not, right ? But it's happy ending because it doesn't end by dead ! So that's it for me…let me know if you like it and if not I'll stop ;-) if yes, I will post more chapters. I have some more chapters to come ;-) just in case you like it…reviews please I can take everything thank you all , ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo