Hey guys,

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE MUSIC VIDEO FOR "GIVE YOUR HEART A BREAK"! I'm addicted to the song and honestly, I cry everytime it gets to the part where she says 'Cuz you've been hurt before I can see it in your eyes You try to smile it away Some things, you can't disguise Don't wanna break your heart Baby, I can ease the ache, the ache'

MARCH 6, 2012 Will most likely be the most emotional night of my life... Bringing out the tissues! Haha :D

I think this computer has a virus :'(

Today was the FFA advisory picture day... it was fun! EXCEPT it was embarassing being on the bus with people who were not in FFA uniform and Freshman... I HATE being a Freshman :-/

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Chad grabbed my hand and we started to walk back to his house, "I love your back yard." Chad smiled, "Wait." I stopped walking, I looked at Chad, confused, Falling in Love at a Coffee Shop by Landon Pigg was softly playing, I looked at Chad in confusion, he just smiled, "It's on my nighttime garden playlist." I nodded, this is mine and Chad's song. "Can I have this dance?" Chad sweetly asked me, I nodded, "You may have this dance, kind gentleman." Chad and I smiled, he put his hands on my waist, I wrapped my arms around his neck. We softly swayed to the music, "This is… nice." I said, grinning, Chad pulled me in for a kiss, "Remember the coffee shop where we shared our first kiss?" Chad asked me, smiling, I smiled back at him, "Yeah." Chad leaned down and kissed me again, the song still softly played. We broke away after a minute, Chad has his forehead rested on mine, "So are you okay?" I nodded, Chad kissed my cheek. We stopped dancing as the song went off, "I don't think I want to go inside now. I like it out here." I said. Chad grabbed my hand, we started walking, we got to the swings and sat down.

Chad put his arm over my shoulder and I leaned onto him and rested my head on his shoulder. He started rubbing small circles on my back, "Are you scared of anything?" I asked Chad, out of nowhere, Chad sighed, "Losing you, clowns, spiders, and Lady Gaga." I laughed, I then sighed, it was a moment of silence, "What about you?" I thought, "Losing you, heartbreak, fainting, murder mysteries, anything really." I said, laughing at the last part. "Why heartbreak?" I looked at Chad, hoping he would drop it. He didn't, he grabbed my hand and looked at me in my eyes, I pulled my head down, he picked it back up. "Why?" Chad softly asked, his eyes were full of concern, "It's a long story." Chad nodded, I made myself comfortable, "I have time Sonshine." I nodded. I looked at Chad, "It's because of my dad." I simply said. Chad knows about my dad, him leaving my mom and I, we had to fend for ourselves for a year, we were almost homeless until my grandpa stepped in, I got a spot on So Random! two years later. Chad kissed my cheek, "For some reason, I felt like if I fell in love with the wrong person, that I would be heartbroken like my mom. I stayed single for a long time, I have had guys who were close to being my boyfriend, but then again, they had girlfriends."

I took another sigh, close to tears, "I love you entirely too much to even think about letting you go. Before we started dating, and I liked you, I made a promise to myself and prayed on it, that you would be mine forever." Chad said, he had his head rested against mine, tears of joy came down from my eyes, Chad looked worried, "Sonshine, don't cry, please." I smiled at Chad, I then poked him, "I'm fine, it's just happy tears." Chad wiped my tears away, he and I ended up laughing. I leaned back onto Chad's shoulder, we relaxed in each other's arms, the little iPod kept playing its little songs, they have speakers throughout the backyard. "What if these speakers got wet?" I asked, Chad laughed, "They're waterproof and the iPod is in a glass case, it constantly charges and never moves." I nodded, Chad tickled my sides, I laughed. Chad's blue eyes got warmer, I looked up, the stars were brightly shining. Chad carefully caressed my cheek, I closed my eyes with his touch, I repositioned myself and moved closer to Chad, "I wanna go inside now." I told Chad, he nodded, "Sure?" I sighed, "Yup."

"That's my girl." I laughed, I pulled out my phone and looked at it, my mom texted me, "Hey Sonny, just letting you know I'm on my way to bed, I love you sweetie." I smiled, I texted her back. I stood up from the swing, stretching. Chad got up too, he held out his hand and I took it.

We walked out of the backyard and back up to his huge mansion door, Chad opened the door with his key, he opened it, we walked in, I took off my shoes. Chad did the same, we then walked into the living room, Audrey, Bela, and Shaun were in here, "Hey guys." I said, sitting down next to Audrey, "So, you two… how was the backyard date?" said Bela, I laughed, "What?" she gave me the "You know what." Look, I blushed, "Aww she's all blushy." I laughed. Chad smiled at me, I smiled back and laughed, "Wait, how exactly do you two know about that?" Shaun looked suspicious, "Shaun… what did you do?" Shaun sighed, "All three of us spied on the two of you the whole time." Chad smacked Shaun on his shoulder, "Ow." Chad laughed, "Why?" Shaun shrugged. "You guys are too adorable, I'm not losing my sister in law because of my snobby parents." Audrey said, I smiled and hugged her, "I love you guys."

"We love you too Sonny." They all said. "So where are mom and dad?" Chad asked Bela, "After the three of us snapped at them for being so rude at dinner, they went off to bed." Chad nodded.

"We're sorry Sonny. They're always like this, we all hate it." I nodded, "Guys, it's okay, don't blame it on yourselves, you guys didn't do anything." they nodded. I sighed and sat back, "Come on Sonny! We have to talk about some things!" Bela and Audrey said at the same time, excitedly, "Okay." I said, nervously, they both pulled me up from the chair, I laughed, Chad stayed with Shaun.

Bela, Audrey, and I ran into Audrey's room, "Okay, sit." I nodded, I sat down, confused, I ran my hands through my brown hair. Audrey started talking, "You love Chad right?" I nodded, "Yeah, why?" I asked confused. "Just asking. Don't leave him because of our parents, I know they're horrible, but Chad's changed because of you, and if you leave, he'll probably go back to how he was before." I nodded, "I'm not leaving him at all, I promise."

"Good. I still don't forgive them for nearly making me break up with my fiancé." Bela said, her fiancé Brian is so awesome and sweet, he's Tawni's cousin in law. "Wait, what happened?" Bela sighed, "Right after I said yes to him when he proposed to me, mom told me that she would disown me if I did marry him. Then she told me to break up with him. Honestly, to tell you the truth, I'm only staying here because of Audrey." I nodded. "That is so mean, and coldhearted." I said, feeling bad for the both of them, "I know, and she didn't even bother to apologize." said Bela. Audrey started to speak, "I'm moving out the day of my wedding. Only eight more days, then Bela's moving in with me." I nodded, "I wish I had a sister, then we would be as close as you two are." They both hugged me, "You have us kid." I nodded. "Thank you."

We went downstairs, Chad was talking to Shaun, Shaun was with his wife Ava, she ran over to us, "Sonny!" she quickly attacked me, I laughed, "Ava!" we let go, "So I heard you met mommy and daddy… how was it?" I looked at her, "Scary, embarrassing, nerve-wracking, okay, in further words, I ran out the house, crying." She looked at me, sadly. "Aww babygirl," she gave me a hug, "Don't let that stuff get to you, you're an amazing person, if they can't see that, then it's their loss." I nodded, "Thanks Av." She nodded, giving me another hug. We let go and I walked over to Chad, he just got finished talking to Shaun, "Ready to go home?" I nodded, I then yawned, "Is my baby sleepy?" I laughed, "Yeah, I am." Chad pecked my lips. "Guys, I'm going home." I was suddenly attacked with hugs, "So Sonny, I'll see you tomorrow?" Audrey asked me, I nodded, "Yeah, goodnight guys."

"Goodnight Sonny." Chad and I walked to the door, I put my shoes on and so did Chad. He opened the door for me, "After you m' lady." I smiled, "Thank you kind gentleman." I walked out the door, so did Chad, Chad took my hand, I'm so sleepy right now.

Today was fun, I guess, tonight was the best and the worst all put into one. We got to Chad's car, he opened the car door for me, I got in and Chad closed the door, I looked out the window, the stars were still shining. Chad got into his side of the car, we sat here for a second, "So how did your night go?" Chad asked me, "It was good, I mean I enjoyed it, except for your parents. I'm sorry, but they scare me." Chad looked at me and laughed, "What?" Chad stroked my hand, then kissed it, I blushed, "You're the best thing that's ever happened to me, but yeah, my parents can be the worst." Bot of u laughed, "You're the best thing that's ever happened to me too, but my mom loves you." I said, smiling, Chad kissed my cheek, "Yeah. My parents will have to settle the fact that when our wedding day happens, that they can't break up." I nodded. "Why does our relationship feel like Romeo and Juliet? Both of our parents hate each other, I was threatened to break up with you, we weren't allowed to date at work until Jim, Ms. Bitterman, and Marshall talked Mr. Condor into letting it happen, some of your fans hated us together, the other half wanted us to be together, your cast hated me, the Randoms except for Tawni weren't ok-" Chad kissed me just to make me shut up, Chad smiled on my lips, I kissed him again. We broke away, "We're Channy, one of the strongest couples who can make it through anything."

I agree with Chad, Chad continued to stroke my hand, I smiled at him, he began to back away from the driveway, we drove and began to talk, "So how long is your rehearsal tomorrow?" I asked Chad, "Not long, about 45 minutes, you?" I shrugged, "I don't know." Chad nodded, he ran his hands through my hair, "Do you want to go out to lunch tomorrow?" I sighed, I'm so sleepy right now, "Sure." Chad nodded, I closed my eyes, falling to sleep, "Sonny, you're home sweetie." I opened my eyes, I got out of Chad's car, he came around and held my hand, I still get those sparks every time we touch or kiss, that sounds cliché and VERY but I know I love him with all of my heart. Chad and I made it to the door, he leaned in for a kiss, we were so close to kissing until we heard, "Mew." It was a tiny and adorable sound. I broke away from Chad, I looked down, there was a little gray kitten with blue eyes staring at Chad and I. Chad picked it up, "Hi little guy." he said to the small kitten, the kitten looked at him and blinked. Chad rocked it back and forth, it closed its eyes. "Aww." I softly said, Chad smiled. "It's so adorable and warm. Wanna hold it?" I nodded, Chad passed the kitten to me, she looks like she's about 5 months old, Chad held the door opened for me and I went in the building, the kitten was sound asleep.

We walked up to the second floor and Chad pulled out my house key, yeah, I gave him a copy of it three years ago. We walked into the apartment, I turned on the light and walked in, I sat the kitten on the floor, she walked to the carpet and curled up into a little ball and went to sleep. "Ugh, I forgot, she needs a litter pan and litter." I said, worried that the kitten might poop, "Yeah. Okay, I'll get it, you can stay here, oh and instead of kitten, what should we name her?" I thought, "Um… What about Channy? I mean we both saw her and she interrupted our kiss." I said, smiling, "Yeah, it fits her, she loves both of us, so Channy it is." We both smiled. "Okay, Sonshine, I'll be back okay?" I nodded, Chad hugged me, then kissed my lips, I smiled, "Love you."

"Love you too. Be careful." Chad nodded, "I will Sonshine." Chad winked at me, man that makes me melt. Chad closed the door and left, I stood in the living room, I sighed.

I walked to my room, I clicked on the lights and took off my jewelry and my shoes, I put my shoes in the closet. I brushed my hair and pulled it into a ponytail, I grabbed my bathrobe and slid on a pair of flip flops and walked to the bathroom. I took everything off and hopped in the shower.

I was out in ten minutes, I walked into the living room, there was a knock at the door, I opened it, it was Chad, "Thank you so much." Chad smiled at me, "It's fine, anything for my baby." I blushed, Chad sat the litter box on the floor in the corner, he then took the cat litter and poured it into the litter box. Chad then went into the kitchen to wash his hands, he dried his hands and walked over to me, he was still in his white shirt and blue skinny jeans, he looks so… I can't even say it, that's how handsome he is haha. Chad walked over to me, "Oh, here you go." Chad held out his hand, I put my hand in it, he put something in my hand, it was a collar with a nametag. "Channy Cooper 5550188." It was Chad's number, "Aww, Chad, you didn't have to do this, the litter was enough." Chad kissed my cheek, "Don't worry about it Sonshine." I nodded. "What's wrong?" Chad asked me, I shook my head, "Nothing, I'm fine." I walked over to the chair and sat on it. Chad came over to the chair too, Channy was still asleep, "Sonshine? Tell me." I sighed, I laid my head on Chad's lap, he stroked my hair, "What's got my beautiful Sonshine all rainy?" Chad asked, I closed my eyes, "I'm just wondering, what if we did get married and your mom still hated me, what would happen?" Chad looked at me, he pulled me into his lap, "Nothing would happen, the only thing that would happen is our wedding, she can't destroy our love, it's too strong for anyone to break."

"I'm scared of her, and your dad." I said with worry in my voice, Chad hugged me close, "I know, I'm sorry I dragged you into this." Chad kissed my cheek. "You didn't… I wanted to meet your parents, just not this soon, but at least I got it over with." Chad laughed, "What?" I sighed, angrily, "Hey, Sonshine, relax. Mom and Dad have done the same thing with my siblings and you see where they are now right?" I nodded. "Think of it that way." I smiled, "I love you Falls." Chad laughed, "Love you too Random." I yawned, "My baby's sleepy." Chad said in a baby voice, I laughed, "I didn't know Chad Dylan Cooper loved kittens." Chad laughed, "Come on, you need to go to bed." I nodded. Chad and I walked into my room. We prayed together and read the bible, I got into bed, Chad tucked me in. "Goodnight Sonshine, I love you." I smiled, "Goodnight Chaddy, I love you too." Chad kissed my forehead and closed my room door. I fell asleep, relieved knowing that Chad and I would be fine.


So um... I can't see ANYTHING on my left side of my screen, my iTunes bar is blocking it! I move over to it and the options turn BLUE... so sorry for these typos!

NEVERMIND! :D it's off!

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God Bless,

Javi :)