Oh my god this is me in the mornings guys.

I woke up today due to the ringing from my phone.

I scrambled under the sheets, trying to reach for it with my eyes still closed. I usually go to sleep with my phone in bed Because I can't afford any nightstands, and putting the expensive device on the ground means I'll be stepping on it one of these days.

And I don't have the money to make that gamble.

"urgh" I grumble as I can't find it and the ringing is obliterating my ears with annoyance.

I huff in defeat and sit up, the blanket sliding off of my head as I do.

I peel open my tired eyes to try and end this madness.

But the ringing's stopped.

Are. You. Shitting. Me.

I feel a dark storm forming over my head as the anger seeps through my skin. I did EVERYTHING to answer the phone, and when I am finally awake enough to search for it... The ringing stops.

I raise my head and look up, proceeding the motion until I fall back on the bed fully in a "flomp".

I feel the phone stabbing me at the small of my back, I huff in frustration "Fu-"

But before I was about to lash out at the universe the phone began ringing again.

Sigh.

I reach for the little box of hell that's stabbing me and swipe at the screen, not bothering to see who is calling me.

putting one hand on my face to cover my eyes as the other presses the phone to my ear I breath out "...yeah?"

"did I wake ya sleeping beauty?" I hear a gruff voice ask.

I snort and then a smile creeps to my face "yeah." I yawn.

"good. Wanna hang out? I know you miss me." the voice teased.

"mm... What time is it?" I look at the window, thank god it's sunny.

"noon."

"aww shit." I grab my hair.

"what happened?" the voice is worried.

I sit up and lean my elbows on my thighs, holding my head to stop it from spinning "ugh, I overslept."

"oh so let's go then, I'll meet you in the parking lot in fifteen minutes." he said as a matter of fact.

I went on autopilot and answered "uh-huh." as I was still trying to control my head from spinning.

"great I'll see you there. Kiss kiss."

"kiss- hey wait a mi-" the line broke off before I could object.

Dammit mornings, seriously, people can talk me into robbing a bank if they'll talk to me when I'm half awake.

And 'kiss kiss'? What the hell Grimmjow?

Well I guess it's time to get going.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth, throwing a sweater over my head and some jeans, I took my jacket and left my apartment.

Work ended really late yesterday, I was there until four o'clock in the morning. I yawn as I walk quietly.

It's starting to get cold, and it smells like it was raining. I breath in through my nose so I could smell the freshness and sigh in content.

I did miss Grimmjow. I smile softly, looking at the ground.

The walk was nice as I was silently beginning to get excited of seeing him again. I reached the turn to the parking lot where we met a couple of days ago, and then I saw him Leaning on the wall, staring into space. He was still wearing that crazy leather jacket, underneath he wore a white hoodie, black combat boots and ripped washed up blue jeans.

He noticed me as I got closer and gave me a big grin.

I couldnt help but smile back at him.

He came up to me "you have bedhead" he chuckled.

I shrugged "I work it."

"it's cute." he narrowed his eyes, smile never fading away.

I roll my eyes at the comment but don't say anything.

We seemed to stand in silence for a moment before Grimmjow moistened his lips and tilted his head, he bent down his body to reach me with his face, and brushed on my lips with his own, eyes closed.

I got surprised but didn't pull away. He straightened his body to his full height and smacked his lips.

"hmm... Mintey." he chuckled.

"I thought I'd do the honors of brushing my teeth for the occasion" I remarked sarcastically.

He bowed in front of me, one hand on his chest and the other at his back "tis a great honor." he said in a serious tone.

I chuckled and he took my hand, pulling me in the direction of the exit "let's go."

"so... Where are we going?" I ask as we walk beside each other.

He let go of my hand and streched out his body "to a friends house." he gives me a smile

I nod in understanding.

Oh joy, human interaction.

We sat at the house of a tired man named starrk. He was a very relaxed person and gave off a comfortable feeling.

I wasn't as much tense as I was in the beginning.

In his house there were other people, the only one I somewhat recognize is the tall black haired loud guy that was with Grimmjow the first night we talked.

He still had a bandana on his face.

"Ichigo you look kind of tired." starrk mumbled as he was letting out a yawn.

I wanted to smirk at the irony.

"yeah sorry, it's just that I was working late yesterday." I yawned back.

"heh, I woke him up." Grimmjow said with a cheeky smirk.

Starrk got up and said over his shoulder while scratching his stomach "come with me, I'll make you some coffee."

"thanks" I get up to follow him, leaving Grimmjow on the couch.

I entered the kitchen and see that it's well kept and big.

"you've got a nice place here." I say while looking around.

He glanced at me and smirked "it better be nice, I pay a shitload of rent money."

I chuckled at that.

"so you and Grimm?" he raised an eyebrow at me while making coffee.

I blinked at his question, suddenly taken aback by it.

He gave me a lazy smile and focused on what he was doing "it's fine, it's just that he really likes you." his voice was gruff as if he just got up.

I sucked my teeth because I didn't know what to say to that, I was standing awkwardly next to him.

He turned to me once he turned on the kettle "you're not so quiet when you're around him y'know." he folded his arms and had a neutral expression, not meaning any harm by the statement.

I chuckle awkwardly "I guess that means I like him too."

He smirks at me "you're a good kid, Ichigo. I'm glad Grimmjow found someone like you." his eyes crinckled with his smile.

I frown "kid?" I raise my eyebrow at him.

"I'm thirty five, I can call any of you munchkins 'kid' if I want." he ran a hand through his hair and chuckles.

I chuckle with him and raise my hands in a gesture of surrender "your house your rules."

He narrowed his eyes at me "I knew I'd like you." he nodded to himself.

"Oi Grimm! Haven't seen you in while mate." I hear a loud happy voice say as a door opens.

"Shiro? What the fuck are you doing here?" Grimmjow's voice was surprised.

"you fucker! Haha" I heard a "thud" as the two were cackling.

Starrk leaned his body so he could see what's going on there "hey, don't break anything." he let's out a half hazard shout at the two.

"suck my balls starrk!" came a loud retort.

Starrk snorted "little piece of shit." he chuckled.

I gaped at him as I didn't understand what's going on and he kindly elaborated "that's Shiro, he's a loud mouth but he's a good guy. He... May come off too strong But I'm sure you'll get used to it." he looks at me reassuringly.

"oh, okay." I comment.

As we get our coffee and go back to the living room I see Grimmjow and a freaky albino talking animatedly with one another.

I take a sip and sit down back on the couch.

"oh, hey Shiro. This is Ichigo, Ichigo, this is Shiro." Grimmjow introduces us excitedly.

Haha he's cute when he's excited.

"hiya" the albino winks at me and I frown.

"hi."

Grimmjow laughs at my annoyance.

"Shiro stop, he's gonna hate you." starrk comments as he rubs his tired eyes.

"awww c'mone starrk you know I'm just taking a piss." he chuckled.

"speaking of piss" Grimmjow got up and went "I'm gonna take one right now."

And so, I was left with the obnoxious albino on the couch.

He leaned closer to me and grinned "do you and Grimmjow have a thing?" he cocked his brow.

I take a catious sip from my hot beverage "you could say that" I say in a bored tone.

He leaned back "hm, too bad." he gave me a look. I scowled and did not look at him. "although I see why you do, I mean, the guy KNOWS how to fuck for a nineteen year old kid." he nods to himself, as if remembering.

My eyes widened for a fraction and I held my cup tighter. I turned my head to him "you... Were together?" I ask cautiously.

Shiro glanced back at me in nonchalance "well... We used to fuck a lot." he scrached his head "but it was nothing serious." he waved his hand to dismiss the topic.

I felt my blood boil at his words, and he was saying them so damn CASUALLY.

Grimmjow suddenly came back and sat beside me, he looked at my face. I had an upset expression and was biting my lip.

He lifted my face to him with his hand "what's wrong?" he asked worried.

"your friend told how good of a fuck you are." I glare.

Grimmjow blinked and scowled. Then he sighed "hey it was a long time ago okay? I'm yours now." his eyes were soft.

My glare dissolved, I guess I got angry because he was saying those things to my face shamelessly.

"I will brake your bones." I warn him.

He chuckled as he gave me a kiss and then whispered in my ear "mmm getting feisty on me huh?" he purred, his warm breath fanning my ear and neck. I flinched as his warm breath touched my neck.

"mmmm yep, y'guys are fucking hot together." I hear Shiro say, I look at him and see him leaning forward to see what we're doing.

I'm not sure if I should Let Grimmjow kiss me so I can mark my territory in front of the crazy albino or just punch him in the face because he'll like it anyway.

I pick the latter, I scowl and say "I'll kick your ass."

Grimmjow noticed my anger and said to Shiro "I think that's enough fucking around Shiro." he says with a warning expression that says 'stophesgonnakillyou'.

Albino guy leaned back laughing "okay sheesh, don't get all cranky at me. Oh, by the way. I brought us some white widow." he winked.

Grimmjows eyes widened "oh shit, no way!" he grinned excited.

I scowl "white widow?" I ask aloud.

Shiro and Grimmjow turn to look at me with big eyes.

"it's pot." I hear starrk say casually.

Shiro takes a small box out of his pocket and opens it, he started mixing something and rolled a joint.

"you've never smoked weed?" Grimmjow asks me.

"no." I answer as I look at Shiro light it up and take a deep pull, passing it to Grimmjow.

"fuck that's good weed." Shiro sighs out smoke. "ya wanna try it Ichigo?" he asks.

I think about it, I have never done any drugs in my life. But I've always been curious about it.

"sure." I shrug.

Grimmjow passed the joint to me, letting smoke softly roll out of his mouth. "you gotta take a pull and try to hold it in, then let it go out gently." he smiled.

Okay, here goes no-

"wait! We need tateach him how to smoke first." Shiro stopped me with his words.

I frown at him "I know how to smoke fuck face, I used to smoke in the past." I'm gonna fuck him up if he continues like that.

"hahaha Grimm let him smoke quick! Before he kills me!" Shiro cackles and starrk was smirking at us.

I take a pull and breath in the smoke. I suddenly felt as if a cloud was forming in my head, a nice sensation of lightness was absorbing my body. I let the smoke out and take another pull, repeating the process so the sensation intensifies and pass it to starrk.

"how are you feeling?" I hear Grimmjows voice near my ear.

I turn to face him "like there's a cloud inside my head."

He chuckles and kisses my cheek "good."

We were sitting, talking and smoking for a while now. I felt so floaty I was sagging on the couch, pressing myself to Grimmjows side.

I saw people walking about in the house, saying something to one of us here and there, but I can't find the energy to move. I felt so comfortable.

"I could stay here forever." I blurt.

"I feel ya Ichigo." Shiro gave me a lazy grin and his eyes were red.

I heard a deep chuckle from the body beside me and the chuckle turned in cackling.

"what's so funny?" I turn my face to Grimmjow in curiosity.

"you are." he said with a giant grin.

I frown at that and pout, sitting up "how so?"

He pulled me to him by the back of neck, and looked into my eyes "may I have these lips for a moment?" he blew smoke from the side of his face so ot will not hit mine and I started giggling.

Grimmjow cupped my face as I couldn't stop "come one Ichigo, focus, I asked a serious question." Grimmjow pouted.

"hahah o-okay okay, heh." I took a breath in to calm myself "yes you may, good sir." I said with a smile.

He snickered and closed his lips on mine. I felt softness embrace me and I leaned in, closing my eyes.

Grimmjow ran his fingers through my hair "mmmm..." I hummed and we broke it off.

"I would continue this but we're too high and there are too many people in this room." Grimmjow whispered in my ear.

I shuddered as his voice reached me.

fuck.

I think I want this to continue.

I pull on Grimmjows hoodie so he'll lean down to me and I press my forehead to his cheek "Grimm..." I sigh out.

He wraps his arm around me. I am the most comfortable man in the world. I nuzzle his neck "Grimmjow I..." I start saying but the sensation of comfort made me stop and I was drifting inside my head.

Hi people.

I am really really tired, but you wanted more from this, sorry it came out like this but...

Shut up.

Anyway, tommorw I'm gonna fly away ALL the way to spain with mah mam.

So I'll see you in a week and a half and try to update more.

The problem is that I wrote something cool, but then I figured that I've gone too far in the story.

So I backed the fuck up.

Have fun with high Ichigo in the meantime.