Hey guys! So here is the first chapter of the story! I really hope you guys like it! Review it pleaseeeee! Thank you! So here it goes! Lol

Bella's pov

"Good morning babe"

My boyfriend Mike said to me as I got into his car. Not a hot rod car. Nor a hot boy. Just a regular Honda civic. And a blonde haired boy who thought he was some massive god but had yet to realize his head was a bit to big for his body. I sat in the passengers seat and buckled up. Praying that I wouldn't do something to set him off. There wasn't anyone in the car. He could do what ever he wanted. He looked over and smiled at me. I smiled alittle back. Hoping it was enough to keep him satisfied.

"Morning hun"

I said kissing his check as the feeling of disgusted ran through me.

"How was your night? Did Charlie ask?"

Mike looked worried as if I would have actually told Charlie what had happen after school yesterday. But I wasn't dumb. Mike would literally kill me if I did.

"Mike…you know I wouldn't-"

He smiled and kissed my lips before I could finish. I felt the same feeling. Like I wanted to puke.

"Good cause hun im sorry, I didn't mean it. I love you so much! You know that. I just lost control and im sorry I took it out on you. I promise to never do it ever, ever again. It meant nothing I didn't mean it. I love you….you're my everything. Were gonna buy that house one day right? And have a family!"

For a second I saw sincerity in his eyes and his smile. I felt as though maybe he did feel bad and he was going to change. But then I saw the bruise on my left arm and I felt the pain. I closed my eyes and thought of the perfect lie. I knew I couldn't leave. He would follow. So I lie.

" I know babby, I love you too. I can't wait to be your forever.."

My stomach ached. I wanted to puke up the breakfast Charlie had left before work. My eyes burned because I wanted do cry. But if I did he would notice I was lying. He would get mad and it would be a repeat of the passed four months.

It hadn't always been like this. Mike use to be a great guy. When we first meet my freshmen year. He walked up to me. His chubby checks smiling and his bright blue eyes looking straight into mine. I felt so pretty when he missed me on the check and asked me to be his girlfriend. We would go to the movies and secretly make out in the corner. Last year over the summer I told him I loved him and he did too. I lost my virginity to me on my bed. He would hold my hand and help me make dinner for Charlie. He would watch all the good cute movies with me.

Kiss me on the forehead, tell me secrets. Tell me everything. But then it all changed when his mom died. He became shallow. And he stopped doing all of it. He forced me into sex when I didn't want it. He started hitting me when he would get upset. Our fights lasted days now instead of hours. It wasn't the Mike I knew. He was a different Mike. I had been there when his mom died I had been through it all with him.

I understood his pain yet he still hurt me. One of the only people who he had left. Except Eric. His best friend who has seen him hit me numerous of times and hasn't done anything about it. Everyone else had backed away from him. He would get mad for no reason and he got real protective over me. He wouldn't let me talk to any guy ever.

So as he drove to school the car was quite. We didn't talk. I had nothing to say. I couldn't leave him. He wouldn't let me I had tried. He told me he would really kill me. With his bare hands. He looked over at me with a worried face.

"Why aren't you talking baby. You never talk to me anymore. Are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong? I said I was sorry Bella isn't that enough don't you trust me?"

I stopped a second and closed my eyes to think if what to say.

"I….I am just thinking about that test in Spanish. Its going to be hard. And you know how I can't speak Spanish for my life!"

He pulled into the school. Oh no. We were the first one's there. Great more time alone with him.

"NO! Its not! Your lying! Do your really like lying to me? HEY! Do I ever do that to you? EVER?"

He grabbed my chin and made me look him in the eyes. His eyes were no longer brilliant blue they were dark blue. A dark scary blue. Not the blue that I loved anymore.

" No…im sorry mike your right….I just…I don't want to loose you….I miss you Mike…You"

He grabbed my chin harder and pulled me closer to him.

"This is me Bella! Love me for me or else!"

I nodded my head and smiled

"I do Mike. I love you"

And just so he would calm down I kissed him hard. Just the way he liked it.

A few minutes latter all our friends pulled up and Mike put on his perfect fake act. Evreytime he would sneak a kiss on my check or put his arm around me I liked to pretend he was still the same guy I loved. The one who had always been my best friend. But then hey would leave and he wouldn't look at me or his arm would drop off my shoulder and I remembered he wasn't.

Mike said goodbye to me and I went on with my day as if I was fine. As if I hadn't got my ass kicked by my boyfriend the night before. At lunch I couldn't find Mike. Some people said he was by Jessica Stanley's locker and then they couldn't find him. So I sat with Angela and Alice. My best friends.

"So did you hear about the new kid? I heard he like got kicked out of his old school cause he killed someone!" Angela said sitting down at our normal table. Alice sat down shortly after. Angela was still staring at me waiting to answer.

I shook my head with a slight smile.

"NO! is it true?"

I asked pretending to get interested. Alice wasn't talking, When she usually always talked. She was staring at my arm. I slowly covered it by putting on my jacket.

"I don't think so. He is in my Biology class and he looks so nice. The teacher messed up his name and he almost wasn't in our class cause they thought he was a different student so he had to go down to the office and back and he was so sweet about it he smiled and just simply walked out and then came back in! And he is hot too! He is like gorgeous in ever way. Perfectly tan skin and beautiful dark brown hair and eyes. He has to be from the reservation or something!"

I put a carrot in my mouth and continued to fake begin interested. Alice still wasn't talking she just looked upset as she at what was on her plate.

" Wow sounds cute!"

Angela nodded and looked at Alice. Even Angela who never notices anything nitced that Alice was upset.

"Alice what's wrong?"

Angela said her dark brown eyes getting sad behind her glasses. Angela was very ditzy and happy go lucky she didn't like talking about sad stuff innless she had to. She was a good friend when you needed her most.

" Bella….what's on your arm?"

Alice finally asked after a few seconds of silence. She looked at my arm as if she could still see the bruises although they were covered by the jacket.

" Uhm, just bruise. Last night when I was making some dinner I dropped the pan on it! Hurt like hell."

Horrible lie. Except the part where it hurt like hell. Because not only did it internally hurt but the pain of begin hit and grabbed was extraordinary. And raped wasn't even half of it.

Alice put on a fake smile and shoved some food into her mouth.

"Oh"

She simply said while chewing on her tomato.

After lunch I headed to my last period class Mr. Frasier with Geometry. I sat in my usual seat and prayed that this last period of the day wouldn't end that it would go on forever. I didn't want to go home with Mike. As people began to file in the class I recognized a unfamiliar face sit down in the seat next to her. She looked at him and realized it was the new kid. Angela was right he was defiantly gorgeous. Beautiful ski and eyes and hair that I just wanted to touch because it looked so perfect.

I looked away scared that I was staring at him too long. But I got an odd sense of comfort from him. That I hadn't felt in a while. I liked it a lot. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him look over an me and for a split second I saw him smile. A beautiful smile. And I felt butterflies in my stomach. For the first time in years.

"Uhm do you have a pencil I can borrow?"

The boy asked. I was surprised he was even talking to me. I looked over and saw his eyes. Hazel. Perfect. Wow. He was gorgeous.

"Yeah here."

I said reaching into my bag and grabbing a pencil. As I handed it to him our fingers touched and I felt a small zap. I pulled away and looked away. What did I just do. He was totally trying to talk to me because there was a pencil already on his desk. My checks blushed a bright red and I started at the board waiting for Mr. Frasier to come in.

Once he did I wish he didn't the whole period was a lecture but I noticed that the boy kept looking over at me. The entire period. It was cute. It made me happy! It made me smile a bit. For the first time in a long time I felt like someone might actually kind of think im cute. But if Mike found out, he would flip.

After class the kid came up to me. He was huge! He was tall and had dark brown skin and huge arms! He had the most fit body I had ever seen!

"Hey thanks for the pencil. Im Jake by the way. Well Jacob but everyone calls me Jake. "

I smiled and for a second I forgot about Mike and everything.

"Im Bella. Well Isabella but everyone calls me Bella"

He smiled and dug his hands in his pockets.

"That's a pretty name. Your Italian?"

I laughed and shook my head. I blushed as well. How did he make me feel like this ever since Mike changed I tired to keep my feelings secure. But he made me feel weak in the knees and my vision got blurry.

"Nope. My mom just loved the name!"

He laughed and looked me in the eyes. No guy had done that since Mike, before he went all weird.

"Well Bella, im going to need help im new here do you think you could show me around a bit? If you don't have anything planned?"

I had it in my mind to say yes! I want to talk to you all day and show you everything! But then is aw Mike coming down the hallway and he looked really mad.

"I cant im sorry. Angela Weber could though. Bye"

He looked at me confused but I speed passed him to Mike

"Wait Bella!"

But I didn't even bother to look back because I knew, I knew in the pit of my stomach that Mike had something planned. He grabbed my arm fireclay and I screeched. It was the one he had banged up last night. He whispered in my ear.

"Shut the hell up."

"Bella"

Jake called again. But Mike had already dragged me out the door into his car. We sat there for a minute in silence. His nostrils flaring and his eyes locked on the steering wheel.

"Your cheating on me Bella? With the new boy?"

I was surprised. I quickly shook my head and put my hand on his check.

"No! never Mike I love you!"

But he slapped my hand away and grabbed it tightly. I closed my eyes in fear. I was scared. I didn't mean for him to get angry. I didn't think he would.

"No you don't! You want him! You want to have sex with him don't you!"

He slapped me across the face once. Tinted windows sucked. I didn't answer. So he slapped me again.

"You want to suck him don't you?"

He shook me and then threw me against the seat.

"No….I don't I only want you…"

I finally said a few tears coming down my eyes.

"Good then lets go home"

He said driving from the school to my house quicker then ever. My heart was racing next came the forced sex. Like every day….

He would slam the front door….lock it and push me on the couch. I stopped fighting a few months ago….he would tear my cloths off and take my body over….I just wanted to die….but for some reason his time….I couldn't get Jake out of my head….yeah a part of me wished this was him instead of Mike. Although I had just meet him. He made me feel beautiful already. But I would keep that one of my deepest…darkest secrets.