April 2012
Hey, my name's John Cena and I am a wrestler for the WWE brand. I debuted in 2002 and have loved my job ever since. I had a great life and everything was amazing, I had great friends, a great job, and a great wife...well, until recently. My marriage just isn't what I thought it was and I decided I needed out. Now it's become a huge nightmare and I can feel myself pushing away from everything, including my friends who have been with me and there for me through everything. One friend in particular, Ms. Reilly, I hate to admit, I've pushed her the farthest away and can't for the life of me figure out how to stop. She's the one that has supported me and been there for me when I needed a female opinion or advice when my marriage was crumbling and yet, she's the one I see myself distancing from the most...deep down I know why, but I could never tell her. I'm too afraid I would scare her away or lose her permanently. Who knows, I keep pushing much more and I might just push her away anyway...