Author's note- had to post it lol. i had to sneak and EPOV in here...let me know what you think.
Disclaimer- i only own the telling of this story.
EPOV
I couldn't keep these feelings to myself any longer. I had to share them. Sometimes they were so strong that I was positive that she could hear my lust.
Lust was the heat that came with the blossoming of love. Without pollination, that blossom couldn't exist. But if Bella were reluctant, or hesitant in the least, I would understand. I could wait. I should wait. I should have let her decide.
Why did I even bring it up? She is going to get up and run from me, I hated myself sometimes. Why was I so rash? Stupid perverse vampire, that's what I was. What kind of angel would want to touch, or be touched by a chilly thing like me? I immediately regretted the statement that Bella had just heard.
I lifted my hand to shade my eyes as I lowered my head in shame. What was I thinking? Anything like this could harm Bella. She was so fragile I could crush her! I snarled in disgust with myself.
And then, a soft movement caught my eye. Bella reached towards the bottom hem of my shirt. I was awe-struck and stared at her in disbelief. She wanted this too? I had to be sure that I didn't let things get out of hand…I had to keep in control. Had to.
The tips of her fingers brushed against my chest as my shirt was raised over my head. Her fingers left trails of tingling heat where they had made contact with my skin. I could feel heat also radiating from between my hips.
Her eyes looked over my chest and her smile widened. She quickly let her eyes escape lower…and I saw that she let them escape…and I liked it. This was all so new for me, to yearn for the heat of Bella's skin to be against mine, to crave the silk of her lips, and to guide my eyes along the outline of her curves.
I sat up abruptly, accidentally surprising her. I had to be more careful, especially now. I took her face into my hands and stared into her deep eyes. My eyes flew to her lips and I saw her close her eyes. I pressed my lips into her and felt her body conform to the lines of mine.
I breathed in deeply and my mind fogged over as her scent pulled me further into her. She placed her hands against my pectorals and made small circles with her fingernails. An unfamiliar flutter swam up through my chest and my fingers twisted into her chestnut hair. The movement of my hands filled the air with the seductive scent of her strawberry shampoo.
Her right hand came to rest in the middle of my sternum and she gently pushed me back towards the ground.
I paused and held my hand against her shoulder, signaling her to stop. I ran to the bag I had brought and grabbed the blanket. I chuckled slightly as I thought of Alice's comments earlier that morning. I laid it out on the warm rock and sat back down.
I cradled Bella's face in my hands as I slowly lowered myself onto the ground. She exhaled and I nearly fainted as the exquisite smell clouded my vision. She only made it worse as she pushed her lips onto mine.
My hands found her small waist and I hesitantly ran my fingers over her perfect curves. She gasped quietly when my fingers passed over her hips, a tiny quiver filtered through me.
I felt my eyes grow wide as her lips broke from mine, and her leg swung across my hips until she was straddling me. I had definitely never felt it this strongly before. I felt the heat spreading more deeply through my system as I leaned upwards to meet her lips again.
Author's note- Review please. it keeps me going :)
ps Jexena you crack me up