THANK YOU FOR GIVING MY STORY A CHANCE, IT FEELS NICE WHEN YOU WORK HARD AND YOU'RE SO NERVOUS IF OTHER'S WILL LIKE IT OR NOT, BUT PEOPLE LEAVE POSITIVE MESSAGES AND ADVISE.
I KNOW THIS PART OF THE STORY IS CHEESY, BUT I HAVE TO INTRODUCE RAVEN'S NEW EMOTION.
That night Raven went to her mirror to see what new emotion she had created. She already had suspicion which emotion it was. She entered her virtual world, which adjusted rocks for a pathway for her to walk down.
"Happiness? Love? Where is she?" Raven yelled out as she made her way down towards Happiness's world. Her world dramatically changed to a pink sky, a strawberry scented outdoor scene with hills and flowers as far as the eye could see. A duplicate of Raven whose only difference was a pink leotard, suddenly appeared.
"Raven! Girl, so nice of you to visit!" Happiness shrieked. "Want to talk about the other night! That was so much fun!"
"Happiness, where is she?" Raven asked without her expression changing. She was used to her crazy Emotions greetings.
"Oh! You want to meet Lust? Well, sure! Lust!" Happiness called out. A black ball of energy appeared in front of them. Out popped another duplicate form of Raven, who was wearing a black leotard. She had replaced Raven's normal boots to high heels with her toes showing.
"Well, that's appropriate." Raven said in her monotone voice. "You look like Batman."
"And wasn't Batman popular with the girls?" Lust said as she slyly put her hood down. "So you finally created me? About time, you seriously needed to be laid."
"Again, how appropriate." Raven said. "The first time I ever had a sensual thought in my head and Miss. Sensitive gets created, as well as criticizes me on how I lived my life."
"I know why you're here. You ask why am I here? How can I go away?" Lust said in a jokingly manner. "I'll tell you something, I'm not leaving. You know too well that once an Emotion gets created, it doesn't go away. Ever."
"I know." Raven said calmingly as Lust circled around her, as if to tease her about her lack of being sexual. "But I want to know how I can control you. Or maybe you don't want to be controlled."
"Oh, I do want to be controlled, but the question is will you control me?" Lust said.
"What? What is it? Will you tell me?" Raven asked suspiciously.
"Yes, I will." Lust said. "Unlike your other Emotions, I'm a new Emotion that can't be contained, because unlike Happiness or Rage, you need to fulfill the action of this emotion to control it."
"That doesn't make any sense." Raven said. "Every Emotion I have has to be contained or my powers will be unstable. If I feel Happiness, my powers will go off."
"Well, that's true." Lust said playing with Raven's hair. "However, having lust is the desire to act out sensually. The more you bottled me up, the harder it will be to contain."
"That's bullshit. You're just making this up to be released." Raven said.
"Actually, she's right." Almost as if on cue, an energy ball containing another copy of Raven popped out in front of them. She wore a yellow cloak and oval glasses. It was Wisdom, sometimes known as Intelligence by the other Emotions. "Remember when Love and Happiness took over you when you were with Garfield at first. It was chaos, but then you slowly learned how to control them. Then when Garfield went away, Love and Happiness were confused about the new situation, and Timid took over, which made you cause more chaos."
"Yes, so?" Raven asked. Wisdom was one of the few Emotions Raven could have a logical conversation with.
"Well, Lust is a new Emotion that is on the same level as Love and Happiness. Lust is by definition an uncontrollable urge to engage in sensual activity. You married your little Beast Boy with Love and Happiness, and with it came Lust. You can control Love and Happiness because you are used to it by now." Wisdom said. "Naturally, Garfield wanted more from you then your usual limit, so this is new to you. You must learn, you must engage with Garfield in order to control this new Emotion."
"But what if he didn't like us?" All of a sudden Timid appeared out of nowhere, as if she had quietly came into picture without saying anything until now. She kept her gray hood up. "I mean we weren't exactly a pleasant company he had the other night. We cried out that sex was evil. How could he possibly want to do that again?"
"Don't exaggerate, he married us, I don't think he's going to leave." Wisdom said, she looked over to Timid. "Also, that wasn't 'us', that was you who cried out. I'm the one who had to tell Garfield afterwards 'we' didn't mean it."
"I'm sorry, I was scared." Timid said. "I didn't mean to offend—"
"It is okay, Timid." Raven said. That was all Timid needed, was reassurance from their boss, because they were all just soldiers. Raven turn towards Wisdom. "I will try it again, Wisdom, but if you are wrong, I will be forced never to do it again." And with that Raven vanished as she surrounded herself in a ball of energy.
Weeks went by, before Raven once again had another night with Garfield. It was a quiet evening when they decided to go to bed early. It was a long day with training in the morning, and a battle with Mad Mod in the afternoon. He had escaped from jail and was planning to flood the city with bags of tea.
Wow, that is not a stereotype, Raven had thought to herself.
While all the Titans were busy trying to distract Mad Mod so they wouldn't be hypnotize, Garfield wanted to right away jump forward in his tiger form and attack Mad Mod. Stupid decision, but God he looked magnificent charging over to Mad Mod in his tiger form. With his throbbing body moving towards Mad Mod, Lust was slowly creeping out of Raven.
Knock it off, Raven had thought, Can't you stop thinking about something sexual every five seconds?
Well, that is the point of my existence, Lust had answered back. Now Raven couldn't get her mind off of his tiger form the whole day.
Garfield was already wrapped up in his side of the bed, with the dark blue covers over his face with only one ear sticking out. Raven edged herself, still in her blue pajamas, holding onto Garfield's body.
"What is it Rae?" Garfield asked worryingly, getting up from the covers because she would only bother him if something were bothering her. Raven looked into Garfield's eye's saying nothing. "Rae?" The passion in her body could not take it anymore, Lust was coming out, and she had to release her this way or something more dangerous might happen.
"Azarath, mentrion, zinthos….." Raven said as she gently lunged forward and kissed his soft lips. Garfield didn't waste any time adjusting to Raven's sudden mood shift, and he happily responded back to her kiss by aggressively taking over the position and charging his tongue further down her throat. He then took her by her hips and forced her down to lie her back on the bed.
He quickly went into the bathroom to take care of some business first, but came out with the look that he had when he was in his tiger form. Aggressive, dangerous to play with, and full of intoxicating energy. Even though Raven had started it, he was going to end it. He climbed back into the bed with Raven lying there still and with him grabbing her buttons from the front of her pajamas so he could unbutton them. Each time he unhooked one of the buttons, Lust was getting more powerful, and Raven let off a gasp. Finally, he gently stripped her of her oversized gown that she called pajamas.
Once he threw the pile of fabric out of the way, he sat up on the bed, just stared at the creature behind the clothes. Staring back at him with wide eyes, Raven sat up, and then held a grip on his shoulders. Garfield passionately kissed her neck.
"Azarath, mentrion, zinthos…." Raven whispered in his ear. Raven took a grasped of Garfield's boxers and removed them while he did the same to her. She went back to lying down, leading Garfield to her. "Azarath, mentrion, zinthos. Azarath, mentrion, zinthos…"
Garfield was hoping she would come around soon, but didn't expect this soon. It took about two months before Raven allowed him to kiss her again the first time they kissed, so naturally he expected to wait longer. But nonetheless he did a little homework to see if he could pull a trick out or two, even though he didn't want to do anything to surprise her. She was like a deer in the wilderness, he could look all he wanted and even try to pet her, but one wrong move and she would run away.
He slowly lowered himself until his head was resting on her shoulder. This time she expected what to happened, but it was still a little painful when he entered. She let out a gasped and then went back to her chant. This time Garfield started a little more aggressively than before. Gripping her by her shoulders and neck, he moved upwards toward the top of her hair. Then he forcefully went back down to the top of her chest.
Each move he made had an effect on Raven's Lust. Slowly and slowly, Lust was getting stronger, but oddly Raven still felt like she was still in control. The more he moved, the more Raven could feel her emotion Lust being fed, and this was unsettling for Raven to learn. She could possibly destroy the world if she had sex, she could possibly destroy the world if she didn't have sex, and it was a conundrum Raven didn't want to figure out at the moment.
"Azarath, MENTR-ion, zin-THOS….." She continued to chant. Her eyes started to go to the back of her head, from the ongoing exercise Garfield was conducting on her. His ritual once again caught some speed, but they were far from the climax they were expecting. It was more of the pleasure of the journey to the climax this time, then the climax being the big payoff.
It could be that Lust was enjoying this more for herself, but Lust was only an Emotion of Raven, and Raven was the one who officially allowed her emotions to come out. It wasn't Lust's fault that she was created, Raven had felt lust for the first time in her life, and now she was a slave to Lust's demand, that is, she was a slave to her own desirable emotion. But she was chanting, which kept herself in control.
Garfield on the other hand made noises that could have been heard all through the Tower if anyone was still up at this hour. His skin glisten with small beads of sweat as he alternate from kissing her neck, grabbing her hair, and holding her hand as tight as he could. He would at times bang on the back of the bed banister as he could feel climax getting closer. Raven ignored the noise and his constant changing of positions; she just focused on her breathing and her chanting.
Raven suddenly sat up to feel more of Garfield's skin as she could feel that climax coming, as Garfield move away a little bit to allow Raven some room. They both embraced each other. She wrapped her legs around him to get in a more comfortable position.
Even though Raven had just adjusted herself to lift up a bit, she felt like Garfield's equal. Not better than him, or worst off, just equal.
At times, their relationship looked to others as though Raven was the alpha-female, but really when it came to the sensual acts, Garfield would take over that position. Now she felt that they were both equally contributing to their passion.
Her soft breasts were caressing his sweating chest, as he began to pick up some speed.
As her words became slower and slower to speak, her head lifted up to the ceiling, keeping her eyes closed. Her hair was no longer smooth or silky, but became rather frizzy and curled towards her face. Garfield's stomach was now touching hers, causing them to create more sweat. His hair was greasier rather than frizzy.
He was still doing the usual routine, even though they had changed positions, but it was more of challenge this way for him to keep up, and he liked the challenge. As he grasped Raven's head, he could feel a sensation, sensitive feeling.
"Azara-TH…MEN-tri-ON…..ZI—oh Beast Boy! Beast Boy!..." She screamed. She didn't know where the inclination was to scream his old name out loud, but due to the situation, he was acting like a beast. It was moment of breaking her concentration, and she felt the power coming out.
She was expecting all the lights in the Tower to shut down, the kitchen catching on fire, or at the very least more of the furniture moving around in the night. But none of that happened. Except only for all the drawers in Tower opened up, as if paranormal activity being unleashed. Her Lust had been fed, and she embraced Garfield as they both finished and just tried gasping for air. They briefing broke their embrace just to get comfortable in bed, and he put his arms around Raven, who was facing him, as they quieting went to sleep.
The next day, Raven was once again the first up and dressed, but this time she was already meditating and figured Garfield would understand her message. Garfield got dressed in his team uniform and made his way down to the living room that was adjacent to the kitchen. Once he got there, he could see all the drawers imaginable in the living and kitchen room opened up wide. This time Starfire and Robin were both up, with both of them eating breakfast in silence.
"Beast Boy, good morning! Do you know who opened up all the drawers? I tried closing some of them, but they seem to be stuck." Starfire asked. "Robin checked the computers, but was undetermined to name the cause." Robin sank lowered into his chair.
"Oh, it was a minor accident, but Raven is meditating. She's fine." Garfield said as he eyed to Robin, who's faced turned red. "What's for breakfast?"
"Is friend Raven okay?" Starfire asked with concern. "I heard strange noises last night, but couldn't find the source. Was it by any chance Raven?"
"I told you she's fine, it was just an accident." He said.
"Star, he feels protected if his 'manhood' is challenged." Robin interrupted, it was enough that Robin knew, but he for one never spilled details about his and Starfire's affair's, so in turn he thought he shouldn't spill the details of Raven and Garfield's. Besides, Garfield could turn into a fly and look at them in private for revenge if Robin allowed their information from being leaked out. "Raven is his wife; if he says everything is okay then everything is okay."
"Still, we should go check on her. You never know what is going with her, and maybe we could help." Starfire said.
"Believe me; I have helped her a lot." Garfield said jokingly. Robin's face turned a much deeper red. "She's meditating, I'm warning you, she will not be happy if you disturb her."
As Garfield was settling in to eat breakfast, Cyborg had come strolling in with a tired look on his face, until he saw Garfield.
"Mornin' Robin, Starfire!" Cyborg yelled across the room. He came down to the kitchen and took a sit next to Garfield. "Mornin', B.B." Cyborg said condescendingly as he lifted up one of his eyebrows. "Where's Raven?"
"She's meditating, doesn't liked to be disturbed." Garfield said without questioning Cyborg's cockiness. Everyone except Starfire didn't seemed to say much during their breakfast, Robin was avoiding at looking at anyone, Cyborg kept looking at Garfield, and Garfield was pretending to listen to Starfire as not to make the meal feel more awkward then it already was. At some point Starfire had to excuse herself to start her training session.
"So Cy, what is your deal?" Garfield asked. Cyborg eyed Robin. "Robin probably already knows what you're going to talk about."
"I don't think Robin knows what I know." Cyborg said.
"Have you noticed something strange here?" Garfield said pointing to drawers being opened. "Robin has a computer; he can see who opened the drawers. Nobody opened the drawers." For a minute Cyborg didn't trust what Garfield was saying, but he was already willing to spread gossip, so at the point he didn't care if Robin didn't know.
"All I just wanted to say was bravo." Cyborg said in a sly way.
"Oh, geeze." Robin exclaimed as he was standing by the counter doing the dishes, he was going to hear this conversation whether he liked too or not.
"And why do you say 'bravo'?" Garfield asked.
"Hey, you guys went to bed early that night. I was still up. I was making my way to my room, which happens to pass you and Raven's bedroom. My sensor ear had heard something and well…I got to say man, I figured you guys having sex, but man that sounded kinky in there. Did you guys do something special?" Cyborg explained. "The few times I have had sex, wasn't anywhere near kinky as that sounded."
"….." Garfield didn't know what to say. He was eyeing the exit, and wanted to escape. "Uh…it's just plain old sex…..nothing special…well, not as special as you think….." Cyborg didn't believe Garfield. He couldn't have believed him, not the things he heard last night.
"Come on, you even said it yourself, Raven created this," Cyborg said pointing to all the opening cabinet doors. "You must of have done something special. What's your secret?"
Robin was trying to finish the dishes quickly because he didn't want to hear this conversation, nonetheless, a conversation with him involved. It seemed like forever when Robin finally finished the dishes and hurried off to training, now it was just Cyborg and Garfield. If Cyborg kept bugging Garfield, Robin would try to stop it, but at the present moment he wanted to get out of that room. Cyborg kept hassling Garfield over the same topic, even when Garfield decided to drop it.
"Why won't you confide in me?" Cyborg asked. "I would tell all the juicy details of my dates."
"Because it's personal," Garfield said. "And sometimes I don't even want to know about your dates."
"But it's just sex." Cyborg insisted.
"That's right; it's just sex, nothing else." Garfield said. "Beside's you should focused on you. Find a nice girl, settle down. You're such a ladies' man. Then you wouldn't have to ask me. I mean you're only asking me because Robin gives you the death eye when you ask him."
"Why should I buy the cow, when I can have the milk for free?" Cyborg asked.
"Because the cow feels like she is being used." A monotone voice said from across the room. They didn't hear the door open up, when in came the glowing pale empathy herself. Raven had not listened to their whole conversation, but had got the gist of it when she walked in.
Both Cyborg and Garfield couldn't say anything, and were stunned to even still be breathing. Raven casually walked over to the kitchen, made herself a cup of tea, and walked past the two boys. Before Raven walked out into the hallway, she said, "Remember Cyborg, Beast Boy can turn into a fly and sneak into your room; but I can do far worse when it comes to damaging you." And with that Raven was out of sight.
"Okay, now I believe you." Cyborg said, still in shock.
"How come?" Garfield asked curiously.
"Because I believe she wouldn't let you do anything that she didn't want. I have done some kinky stuff in my day, and it took a long time to talk the girls into it. But Raven is not one of those girls." Cyborg said. From that day on, Cyborg did not bring up the topic again, for fear of being overheard. At one point, all the drawers were able to close.
THIS IS MORE OF AN EXERCISE FOR MY ASPERGER'S THEN ANYTHING ELSE, SO IF I DON'T DESCRIBE TOO MUCH IN A SEX SCENE, IT'S BECAUSE I AM JUST GOING BY WHAT I SEE IN MOVIES OR READ IN OTHER FANFICS. I CAN TRY TO DESCRIBE MORE IF IT'S NOT ENOUGH.
I GET TOO UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT THE SUBJECT OF SEX, EVEN FOR MY AGE, SO I THOUGHT IF I THINK ABOUT A COUPLE WHO I LIKE TO HAVE SEX, THEN I WOULDN'T BE SO FRAGILE WHEN PEOPLE TALK ABOUT AT ANY TIMES. SO, I GUESS SAME DAY NEXT WEEK?