Hey guys! I'm Tegan you're story master for this wonderful journey!

nice to meet you all i hope you enjoy your stay here.

i would have uploaded this sooner but work and then i got madoka feelings hah


Tavros woke with a start and looked at his ceiling, all he could do was think about yesterday and how his friend had completely snapped, and it was really scary to think about it.

Gamzee had been sitting with Karkat his albino best friend when someone had made a jab at how Karkat would never get a girlfriend because of how he was, Gamzee lost it and had jumped on the boy and started punching his face, Karkat did nothing. Tavros could guess it made him happy to have someone stand up for him.

What worried him was the way Gamzee had looked after he had beaten up the boy, like he didn't know where he was or what he had done, he had run off and Karkat had asked Tavros to follow him since he had heart problems and couldn't chase after him.

Tavros had done what was asked of him not because the albino boy asked but because he was genuinely worried for Gamzee, he had known Gamzee for a few years now and the more he saw the lanky clown the more he liked him, he had known the hints that something was wrong with him but he never thought it was bad enough that he's completely lose it.

The look in Gamzees eyes had been ones of pure horror at himself, he was hoping the clown hadn't gone and hurt himself like he had before.

He remembered more the time he had walked in on Gamzee cutting himself and how horrified he had been at the amount of blood coming out of the boys arm. He knew for a fact Gamzees brothers were useless and they didn't care about Gamzee being the youngest they thought their mother would do all the caring but no Gamzee had no one but his friends.

Tavros was shocked out of his train of thought by his big brother walking into his room.

"yo why are you so glum this early in the morning!"

"I'm n..not!"

"haha whatever Tav some clown guy is here for you"

Gamzee walked into Tavros' room and stared at his friend still in bed.

"Hey motherfucker wanna hang with me today?"


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