Hey guys! I am sorry for the no update things but school has been hectic and also my beta has not answered me and has not done anything for my stories! So I have no idea what's up.

So just a warning that is not beta'd

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Chapter 2

Previously

Suddenly, I heard a movement behind me. My breath hitched and my heart picked up rapidly again. Breathing hard, I turned around.

Distinctly, I could see someone in the shadows. As they stepped out slowly and hesitantly, all the memories I was, suppressing hit me all at once, like a thousand baseballs.

My mouth was dry as I whispered one word.

"Jasper..."

Now

"Hey Bella" jasper smiled while giving me a little wave with two fingers, and a smile. I was frozen still; I did not know what I should do; should I give run into his arms like every fiber in my body wanted too or yell and scream at hi, for leaving me.

"J-Jasper what are you doing here?" I stuttered still in dis believe.

"Actually I do not know," he laughed while rubbing the back of his neck.

"Well is anyone else with you?" I asked, scared to hear the answer.

"No. that's why I left they kind of; how would I say this, banished me" he looked down at his feet.

"What! Why the fuck did they do that?" I yelled. Japers eyes popped open.

"What?" I snapped at him; still a little pissed about what he said.

"Don't get pissed at me, I didn't do anything to you. I was just surprised sweet little Bella swore" he smiled

"I'm not the same naïve girl you left behind all those months ago. I grew a back bone; yes I did get depressed for a few months, but after I saw how controlling and fucking self centered your ass hole of a brother was, well let's just say I redesigned myself." I said while going back to my bed and going to my headboard and putting my back against it. I patted the space beside a sign to jasper to come sit beside me.

"Well I'm proud of you Bella" he said he sat down beside me.

"So tell me what made the ass holes to banish you?" I said

"Well it's a long story," he said

"I'm not going to sleep anytime soon since you almost gave me a hard attack"

"Yeah sorry about that. Any way this is not the best story to hear, you sure you want to hear it. It could hurt you really bad," he whispered while putting a hand on my leg and squeezing gently. I do not know how to explain it but I really liked having his hands touching me.

"Jasper just get on with it" I smiled. He nodded and took a deep breath.

"So it all started about three months after we left you. Edward just came back from god knows where from. Nevertheless, Alice and me were supposed to go hunting that night, but once Edward came back that went down the drain. So, I went by myself but half way through it started raining hard so I went back home to get my jacket.

When I got back I heard music coming from our room, so I went up to our room, what I saw disgusted me. Edward and Alice, in our bed, naked together. I lost it than, I lost my self to my senses I ran straight to Edward and attacked him. I did not even notice Emmett and Carlisle come in and grab me. I was so focused on killing him I tried to attack Carlisle when he came to grab me. After they got a hold of me, I was still acting on instincts so I was attempting to get away. Then I bit Emmett I did not mean to but it just happened.

After that, they dragged me out of the house to cool me off. After I did, we made our way inside where we had a family meeting. They had a vote to send me out of the covens they all said that I said that I could stay except Edward and Alice. They both convinced the family that it was better for me to be gone because I would just cause more problems in the future. The others were not happy about it but for Carlisle, it was a hard decision because he is the leader of the coven and has to make the best decisions for them and safety.

Therefore, he said I had to leave. Emmett, Rosalie and Esme tried to argue but his mind was made up. So I left right away and ran here," he said. I was in disbelieve why they would do that. Why did Carlisle believe Alice and Edward so easily?

"Did they say how long they have been going at it?" I asked. I just looked at his hands "jasper how long!" I yelled

"They said ten years," he said. I could fell the emotion coming through him to me. He was should be crying I am amazed he was not yet.

"Bella I thought she loved me, hell I loved her" he whispered. I have never seen jasper so venerable before. I went over to him, wrapped an arm around him.

"Jasper if she did those things she doesn't deserve you. You a better man than then Edward can ever be, and a secret between me and you I think he's a pussy" I laughed. He laughed to I liked his laugh it was cute and I loved to hear it.

"I just realized something; we have never actually hung out before. Why is that?" I asked

"Because Edward and Alice kept me away from you cause they didn't trust my control and didn't want me to hurt you." He said

"I can't believe they did that it's my choice who I hang out with" I said

"Well it was probably for the best; look what happened on your birthday" he said

"You still blain yourself for that. I dint even blame that on you. It wasn't your fault," I said

"Yeah it was; I was the reason we left."

"No you weren't. As I said before it wasn't even your fault." I said

"If I had better control it would of never of happened," he whispered while not looking at me.

"Jasper! Did you ever think it wasn't just your blood lust? Can't you feel feelings? Isn't blood lust a feeling? So you felt everyone else's blood lust and plus your own. In addition, I was Edwards's singer so that is two times stronger. So I'm amazed you didn't try to kill me earlier." I whispered

"That makes sense I guess thanks Bella I've never thought of it that way" he smiled at me. He leaned over and gave me a hug.

"So jasper since we didn't hang out at all, I don't know anything about you why don't you tell me some stuff?" I said

"well darlin' it's not a good story" he said

"That's fine, I want to hear it," I said

"I don't want you to think of me differently," he said while looking up at me.

"Nothing you say will make me think any different of you jasper," I said while laying my head on his shoulder.

"Ok so I was originally from Texas," he said

"Shouldn't you have an accent then?" I asked. I knew because Arizona is somewhat close to Texas and many people had accents that came from there.

"I do darlin but Alice didn't like it, so she made me cover it. So I did eventually but it comes through naturally like when I'm mad or when I go into major mode," he said

"Major mode?" I asked him

"I'll get to that now stop interrupting me woman," he said while smirking at me

He told me that he was born in 1844 in Texas and he had two sisters and one brother, and that he lived on a farm. He joined the confederate army when he was only nineteen although he posed older. He was the youngest major in the army. He was supposed to evacuate the women and children out of a small town in Texas when three beautiful women approached him thinking they were stranglers he got of his horse and walked up to them and that were when Maria changed him.

Maria was a leader in the southern vampire wars and was a greedy son of a bitch. She manipulated jasper with blood and sex. Slowly jasper started going into his self and that was when major was created.

Major gave no mercy for anybody, and was ruthless. He was the perfect soldier when he was this persona. All he did was feed, kill and torture. That is until peter and charlotte came along, they were able to bring somewhat of the real jasper out. One of jaspers jobs was that he had to kill the newborns that had out lived their use. Maria had ordered him to kill charlotte, he could not do it. Therefore, he let her and peter escape. He was left to train the newborns by himself without his captain. That is until they got him out and told him of a better life up north.

So he went with them but he was still depressed because all of the emotions he felt when he killed his meals. So he left them and found Alice.

"I swear if I ever see that bitch I call on killing her and dancing around her prier." I huffed out

"I think me and peter already beat you to that darlin'" he smile. I looked over at him and noticed I had never seen his arms or any of his body.

"Jasper why haven't I seen your arms at all? You don't have to tell me I was just curious" I blushed and looked down.

"Don't be embarrassed Bella. To put it this way I got it the same way you got yours, mines just a little worse." He said. I pulled up my sleeve and looked down at my wrist where the crescent shaped scare was. I was colder than the rest of my body. I looked up to him.

"What do you mean worse?" I asked. He got up and turned on a small lamp across the room he looked at me and waved me over to him.

He rolled up his sleeve and put his arm under the light. It was almost impossible to see if you did not know what you were looking for, but they were there. Hundreds of them.

"What happened?" I gasped. I reached my hand out and rubbed his arm. His skin was uneven where the bites were.

"Newborns like to bite if they feel threatened; and when you have major coming at you I would feel threatened to." He talked quietly

"Did they hurt?"

" not as much as yours; it almost what I can imagine as you getting a paper cut it stings for a bit but eventually heals and you don't feel it anymore."

"So they don't hurt right now?"

"no darlin' their fine" he smiled. I liked his smile I did not see him smile often because he was always so tense around everybody. I yawned

"Darlin' I'm keeping you up. Go to sleep and I'll be here when you wake up" he said while I got into bed

"You promise?" I asked while looking in to his honey golden eyes.

"Yes. Now get to sleep," he said while sitting in the rocking chair across the room in the corner.

"Ok night jasper" I sighed and closed my eyes. The last thing I heard and not sure if I imagined it was,

"Goodnight my beautiful Bella"