Authors note: Heeey! Thanks for the reviews and favorites! It REALLY means alot to me! Anyways, Im really into writing this story, so I'll try to update at least once a week. I know the chapters are short, but Im only a twelve year old girl and it's summer, and I dont like to think. So...if you like this chapter, review? Warning, lots of angst in this chapter, eating disorders and cutting. ENJOY!

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Kurt gulped, "I have something important to tell you. Something really important."

Blaine frowned and tilted his head a little bit, "What is it, sweetheart?" Kurt sighed and stood up, tears filling his eyes, "You re going to think Im gross and weird and stupid.." Blaine sat up, "I could never think you were weird or stupid or gross, Kurt. Just tell me." Kurt sighed, "I think I rather just show you. Please just dont get mad or anything"

Blaines eyebrows raised at Kurt gulped and slowly removed his shirt. Blaine gasped, tears filling his eyes. Kurt was skinny- no, that was a understatment, Kurt was almost like a twig. You could almost see most of his ribs. He looked so fragile. He also had cuts all over his hips, stomach and arms. "Why? Why the hell would you do this to yourself, Kurt?!" Blaine asked, tears streaming down his face.

Kurt closed his eyes tightly and sighed, a tear slipping down his pale cheek, "Blaine You dont know this b-but- ugh You re going to think Im so disgusting after I tell you this" Blaine just shook his head," Please just tell me Kurt." Heavy tears started streaming down Kurts face, "W-well I-I was r-raped by K-K-Karofsky A-and, he just kept t-telling me that I w-was d-disgusting a-and fat, and after a while the words sunk in I guess, and I k-knew you were coming o-out soon s-so I s-started s-starving m-myself and t-throwing up my f-food."

By now Kurt was full on sobbing and Blaine was just staring, tears streaming non-stop down his face, "And the cuts?" Kurt collasped on to the floor, "A-after the i-incidint I couldnt sleep at night, h-hell, I still cant Anyways, I-I couldnt sl-leep at night, b-because I was in s-so much m-mental pain, so o-one night, I tried c-cutting And it made all the pain dissapear I-it kind of felt g-good."

Blaine was full out sobbing by now too, he crawled onto the floor beside Kurt and pulled him into his lap, "Oh K-Kurt I-I m so s-sorry" Kurt whimpered, "I-Its not your fault". Blaine sighed, "I-I know, but I feel like i-it is Damn it, Kurt Y-you re so freaking gorgeous and beautiful and handsome a-and you re everything I-I could of ever asked f-for. I l-love you, Kurt." Kurt burried his head in Blaines chest and murmerd, "I love y-you too, Blainey."

Blaine held Kurt closer to him, "Kurt, can you promise me something?" Kurt looked up curiously at Blaine, "O-of course." Blaine strokes Kurts hair, "To never cut or throw up food on purpose ever again." Kurt looked scared, "I d-dont know if I can do that I-I promise I ll try though." Blaine kissed Kurt gently, "Thats all I ask."

Blaine then picked up Kurt and layed him on the bed. Blaine then cuddled up behind Kurt, and spooned him, his strong arm wrapping around Kurts thin waist. They then drifted off to sleep.

An hour later, Carole knocked on Kurts door bur got no repsonse, so she slowly opened it. She smiled when she saw the two boys cuddled up together, but frowned when she saw Kurts naked chest. She still couldnt believe that Kurt, who used to be one of the most confident people Carole knew would do that.

She quietly walked over to Blaine and shook his shoulder. Blaine grogilly woke up and smiled at Carole, "Hello ma'am." Carole rolled her eyes, "I've told you a million times to call me Carole. Now, I just wanted to let you know that Dinner is ready if you're hungry." Blaine smiled, "Thank you Mrs- Carole." Carole smiled, "Just so you know, you two are adorable." Then with a wink, she quietly walked out of the room and shut the door.

Blaine chuckled and look over at the sleeping boy beside him. Blaine leaned over and gave Kurt a gentle kiss on the lips. Kurt opened his eyes and grabbed Blaines face, pulling him in for a more passionate kiss. Blaine pulled Kurt on top of him, so Kurt was straddling his waist and ran his tongue along the outside of Kurts lip. Kurt opened his mouth, letting Blaines tongue slip in, causing both boys to moan. Blaine flipped them over so he was on Kurt and started sucking and nipping at Kurts neck, leaving marks all over the pale skin.

All of a sudden the door burst open, "Hey guys, dinners ready in case mom didnt- OH MY GOD!" Finn, Kurts step-brother yelled, covered his eyes with his hands and ran out of the room.

Kurt blushed red while Blaine chuckled, "Oh, yeah I forgot to tell you that Dinners ready." Kurt giggled a tiny bit, but then looked scared, "I dont want to eat Blaine It hurts". Blaine got off of Kurt and pulled him into his lap, "I know,
Baby Could you atleast try? Please? For me?" Kurt sighed, still looking scared, "I guess" Blaine smiled and pecked Kurts cheek, "Thank you."

They then got up, Kurt putting on his shirt, and headed downstairs, hand in hand. They walked into the dining room and saw Burt, Carole and Finn eating. Carole look up, a look of suprise on her face," Kurt, it's suprising to see you down here." Kurt whimpered quietly and held Blaines hand tighter, "Blaine convinced me I-I want to try to eat." Carole smiled, "Thats great sweetie!"

The two boys sat down at the table, side by side with their hands still conected underneath the table. Burt looked at them, smirking, "Finn told me what you were just doing" Kurt and Blaine blushed bright red, and Burt just chuckled, "I get it. You two havent seen eachother in a year. Its fine." The two teens breathed a sigh of relief, which made Burt chuckle.

Carole smiled at the boys, "Dig in, boys." Blaine smiled and loaded a bunch of food on his plate while all Kurt took was a few vegatbles. The Hummel-Hudson-Anderson clan talked for a while, until all of a sudden, Kurt got up and ran for the bathroom.

Blaine frowned and followed his boyfriend into the bathroom, where Kurt was puking into the toilet, tears running down his face, "I'm sorry! I'm so so sorry! It just hurt so much and I was so nervous to eat in front of other people!"

Blaine picked Kurt up and sat him on the counter, getting a towel, wetting it, and wiping Kurts face with it. He then got Kurts toothbrush and gave it to him. After Kurt was done, Blaine closed the toilet seat, sat on it and pulled Kurt into his lap, "It's okay, Baby. I'm not mad. I know its hard for you. But we will get through this. I promise."