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The hallways were crowded, but it was quite clear they were a couple. The way she clung to his arm, the way he ran his hand down her back. It was clear he desired her now.
Ohh look at her walking around like she's in love. I see them sneak a kiss, slowly becoming deeper. I have to look away. It's too much. I can't help the knot in my throat as I fight back my tears. Ohh look at me pacing in circles waiting on a phone call. A phone call that never came. A phone call that would have been mine, if not for her.
And every song that I wrote was a story for him.And every story that I told you at midnight,they all mean the world 'cuz they're all that I have. After a while, Mum gave up on me. She never paid much attention…no one did. Not till Freddy came along. And every song that I sing, you know that broken heart, which you tried so hard to fix. "I met a girl today. She's just…beautiful, really beautiful." You tried to break down my walls but it wasn't enough to let me tell you just how much I loved you. Not even after that silly test I gave you, Cook, and J.J.
And every glance that I take,when you're not looking you're looking so good. Your smile doesn't quite reach your eyes when you look at her, but there's no pain behind those pupils, like the way there is when you look at me.
Freddy didn't even have the decency to tell me. Instead they have to make a show. It was bad enough walking in on them snogging in Freddy's shed. Fucking Katie was totally oblivious to the tension in the room, asking if I could drive them to some place called "Gobblers Arse" or something. I couldn't concentrate as Freddy just stared at me. When we made eye contact, it was like the world stopped. His eye were glaring and pleading at me at the same time. But when you stare me down, dead in the eye, I got emotions that I will not show. I shut Katie up by agreeing to whatever she said as did Freddy, neither of us completely processing it. The nausea in my stomach was getting to me. I had to get out of there. And every time you look away, I get this feeling in my gut like I'm not good enough for you.
I ran out of there, before stopping. I couldn't stop the contents of my stomach from erupting through my throat and out my mouth onto my shoes. My head throbbed. Was it the emotions? Was it the drugs, the alcohol? I had no idea anymore. Freddy loved Katie, or was with her at least. Oh, I hope it's not true.
Ohh look at her walking around like she's in love
Ohh look at me pacing in circles waiting on a phone call