I need him.
Squirrelflight's POV
I wonder, does he still love me?
I still love him.I still wonder, while I sing this lonely hymn.
A hymn to hurt, and love and trust
A world of pain, due to Leafpool's lust.
Must I find out, though the pain it will bring?
But if he says yes, I swear that I could sing.
This lonely night,
This aching fight,
A fight against all I knew,
I knew it would happen, yet I must confess,
I did not think I would lose you.
Through the night, I endure
Through this pain I must bear,
The worst pain of all,
Is your not being there.
There is a time for understanding,
And a time for You.
So please, love me , and love me anew.
I can't understand, yet I still know,
The pain you must feel, the courage you must show,
And the hurt, deep in the snow.
I spend my nights, now, staring at the full moon, and Silverpelt. The moon was shining tonight, and StarClan granted me a soft, warm breeze to comfort me. The crickets were chirping loudly, so I could not hear the soft footsteps from behind me. I was only thinking, "Will he come back? Will he forgive?" I was dimly aware of a presence next to me, and I was startled to hear a soft mew from next to me.
"Beautiful, isn't it?" I glanced at him, my eyes shining with sorrow. "I- I am so sorry-" I began, but Brambleclaw silenced me.
"Now is not the time for an apology," he meowed, gently. "Now is the time for forgiveness, and the time to forget." I stared at him, for only a moment longer, and meowed,
"I love you"
I know he still loves me!
I still love him!
And I know, while I sing this joyous hymn!
A hymn to love and trust,
to a world of joy, due to Brambleclaw's trust.
And I found out, though no pain it brought!
And he said yes, and I will sing!
This happy night,
No aching fight,
No fight against all I know,
I know it had happened, yet I must confess,
I did not think I would win you back.
Through the night, I endure
Through this joy I bear,
The best joy of all,
Is your being there.
There is a time for understanding,
And a time for You.
So you love me , and you love me anew.
I can understand, and I still know,
The pain you felt, the courage you must have shown,
And the love, joyous and known,
I love you
