Ed POV
The only reason I knew that it was morning was because of the sunlight that shown through the curtains. When I opened my eyes the face of Roy took hold of all my sight. He had his eye patch on and as I squeezed him to take in his scent he groaned in pain as I felt something wet. Then I heard the commotion outside realizing that everything that happened with the gate wasn't just a nightmare and that I really hurt Roy. Despite the pain he was feeling and his desperate need to change his bandages he squeezed me back. This was a bit of a relief that as a reassurance for me that he doesn't hate me. Reluctantly I began to try squirming out of his grip only making him wake up. His was face full of fear and he pulled me closer again and buried his face in the space in between my neck and shoulder. I felt his tears since he was sobbing so much that it soaked through my clothes. I wanted to cry but right now I need to be Roy's rock. So I patted his back and talked trying to not let my sadness slip through it.
"Roy, you're bleeding through your bandages. Please, let me change them." Without my consent tears began to flow as an image of Roy bleeding out came to my mind. "Seriously Roy," panic now evident in my voice, "please let me change your bandages! If I don't you'll bleed out!" Roy flipped me on my back and he was now hovering over me. I hid my face with my arm and automail arm. I was able to hide my eyes but the tears were bleeding through. I could feel Roy's eyes moving up and down my body. I think he was observing the movements as I sobbed.
"Blood… On your… shirt…" Roy mumbled. I removed my arms as he stared at my shirt where the blood stain from his blood was. His eye was full of anger and fear. "Who… Who… did this?... Who… Hurt… you?" Roy's words were struggling to come out of his mouth as if there was a mental battle going on. I put my hands on his cheeks and lifted his face up to face me, who was spilling tears like a waterfall. When Roy saw my face it was like something in him snapped.
"Nobody hurt me. It's your blood. Your hurt b-because of m-me… I'm… I'm.." Before I could finish my sentence Roy came down and kissed me passionately and then breaking away staring at my face where he smiled.
"Ed… blushing… cute…" Tears still spilling out I looked away but looked at his wound where the amount of blood was growing.
"Roy, your wound's getting worse! Please! Let me bandage it."
Roy POV
I definitely have more control over my body. It's as if I am not as far back in my mind as I thought I was. I'm more aware of what I am doing and am able to see more clearly now than I was before. Ed's face is full of panic because of this injury and not to mention he blames himself for my mental state. There is so much that this boy can't handle yet he's trying his best to be strong for me. This kid is way too easy to read and he only worries about my own well being.
"Roy? Why are you crying? Does something hurt?" Edward wasn't the only one crying, I was too. My side hurts physically but the only thing sending me into this emotional spiral is how many tears I am causing him to shed for me and not to mention that I am the one who wished for him back and when that wish was granted I can't even spend the proper time with him that I want and need to. I am causing only more pain for both of us like this. I finally move off of him then sit at the edge of the bed. It takes him a few moments to realize what's going on and then he goes to the medicine and bandages, then brings them over to me. Ed slowly unwraps the bandages after removing the jacket from my shoulders. After unwrapping the wound he pours the medicine onto a piece of cloth and presses it to the wound causing me to flinch and groan from the stinging. Ed bites his lower lip forcing back tears and then removes the cloth. He then starts applying the clean bandage unable to stop himself from shaking. He was shaking so bad that you could hear his automail shaking as well. Ed finished and stared at the wound for a while when he finally leaned in and kissed it slowly and tenderly.
"Okay… it's… okay…" I forced out. Ed looked up to me and then positioned himself to where he was sitting on my lap but facing me. His smile was sad but there and his eyes were tear filled but not yet spilling over. There was a mixture of pain and happiness in his eyes making me want to pounce to let him know that I was fine but all I did was wrap my arms around his waist. I noticed that he had lost a whole lot of weight. Ed shuttered in my arms making me able to snicker a little which caused his mixed face to turn into a face of hope. That's when it occurred to me that all Ed is hoping for that I get better. When this thought came to me Ed leaned in and kissed my forehead, then my cheek, and finally passionately on my lips letting his tears flow from his eyes once more.
Ed POV
As I was kissing Roy passionately I felt something grow underneath me. Roy had become hard and he wasn't the only one who had. Unconciously, I began to rock my hips back and forth earning a moan from him. I realized that Roy's mental health and physical health meant that doing this was not a good idea. I broke the kiss with both of us breathing heavily and still grinding.
"R-Roy, we h-have to stop. Y-You… have to… Ah!" Roy had grabbed my butt and began to squeeze and play with it like he used to. "N-No, Roy! W-Wait… The d-doctor… will…" Roy then went to my neck and began kissing it. When he was done with that spot he went to the other side of my neck doing the same thing and both times getting loud moans from my mouth. Our hips began moving faster and my fingers were intertwined with Roy's hair pulling him closer to my neck.
"Ed… love… you…" Roy breathed out into my neck causing goose bumps to appear all over my body as tears began to flow from my eyes again as I looked down at his face as he looked up at mine. His face had more color with his slightly pink cheeks and there was some more life within Roy's eyes causing my hope to grow.
"I love you too Roy." One of Roy's hands then went to my hair, pulling out my ponytail, letting my hair fall to my shoulders, and then pulling my face inches from his where he then smirked as my panting quickened since he knew I was close.
"Good." He then pecks my lips knowing I would want more than just a peck on the lips but he clearly wanted to hear my voice. Unable to argue with him on that I was moaning louder than ever, it had been years since I felt the touch of another human being. Not only that, this human being is Roy, damaged or not it is my Roy that I am moaning and yearning for more and more.
"R-Roy! I'm… I'm gunna… Aaaahhh!" I then began to pant from letting it out and collapsed on Roy with my head resting on his shoulder as he wrapped his arms around me with him also panting from exhaustion. Roy rested his head on my head as I tried to catch my breath but it kept failing. Roy then did something that would always calm me down after a rough mission, Roy began drawing circles on my back. As I was beginning to calm down I then heard the door knob turn and the door opens. I locked that damn door so no one can open it unless they beat it down or use alchemy. I was unable to move since Roy had a tight hold on me, so I decided to turn my head facing the door as the doctor walked in laughing to himself after looking at both me and Roy as embarrassment and horror filled my mind and showed on my face.