I sat on the wet sand, the rain pelting down on me. I couldn't stand, my body was weighed down with regret. Why do I say things that I don't mean? Why do I yell and scream and hurt the people I love the most?
It must be because I'm stupid or crazy or because God just hates me. What other logical reason would I have to shove someone else's worst memories and faults in their face?
The steaming hot tears roll down my face mixing with the rain drops. I can't believe myself sometimes! I rant, cry, bitch and scream and ruin the only thing I had going in my life.
"Lee," A voice whispers behind me, I don't need to turn around to know who it is. He came to find me… again. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve his love. He deserves way more than me. Why he even chose me in the first place is a mystery.
He sits by me, wrapping his arm around my sobbing frame. I feel vulnerable and I hate it. I was never one to be weak, but look at me now, he's turned me soft.
"I didn't mean to say the stuff I said, I was just mad, I'm so…" His lips silenced my rambling. When he pulled away he looked straight into my eyes.
"Why do you love me, Leah?"
I loved him, even though I had yet to say it out loud. But words couldn't describe the way I loved him. Unable to form a decent answer, I blurted out,
"I love you, just because."
And that seemed to be answer enough for him.
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