I don`t own Twilight and I`m definitly not S. Meyer.
here we go..
She finally decided, so why the hell was she so nervous about it? Yes, she once said that she would leave the wolf behind but she had thought about it for a long time and she wasn´t ready to leave the beneficts of the wolf just yet.
The thing was, she was scared, because this was the only thing she was sure of, she didn`t know what she wanted to do with the her life so she was willing to do a little cheating in this quest to find herself or whatever lame thing that Seth would think.
The part that made her want to turn around and run the other way was the telling people about it.
Okay Leah, make a list, people to tell: stupid brother, annoying alpha and overbearing mother. Uhm, it wasn`t much after all, now who to tell first?
Decisions, decisions… annoying alpha it is then.
Why oh why did Jake had to imprint on the little monster? He spent all his damn free time in Casa de Leeches and he also live in the middle ages because he didn´t have a cellphone, not that this conversation could be done over the phone.
She really didn`t have anything against Renesmee, except that stupid name maybe, but her power did really freak her out, it was beyond creepy but it wasn`t her fault that her mother decided that she wanted to reproduced.
Ugh, that just disgusting, Bella having sex. Bad Leah, think of something else! But still, she hated that every time that she needed to talk to Jake, she had to go there.
People would start to think that she was turning into Seth, number one fan of all leeches, and by people, she really was thinking about herself. But hey, that was the point right?
So now here she was in front of their door knocking, she actually had manners, not like those other idiots.
The door opened and it was Emmet with his huge grin plastered all over his face.
"Hey there, wolfie girl! Come to see me, have you?" he asked wriggling his eyebrows.
She just rolled her eyes at him "It`s the moron here? And by moron I mean Jacob, I know how that could be a bit confusing here"
He just laughs "Ohh I missed you! Yeah he`s in the livingroom, your brother is in the kitchen by the way, the women left the house for us today and went shopping" and them he just goes in the direction of the kitchen too leaving her there all alone.
"Figures"
She went to the livingroom and saw Edward sitting on the couch with a book in his hand but he wasn`t reading, he was looking at Renesmee, Carlisle was probably at the hospital and she thank the lord that Jasper wasn`t around. So she knew his name? Sue her!
Edward raise his eyebrow just noticing her but she just ignore him and look at Jacob.
Renesmee was reading on the floor and Jacob was behind her braiding her hair.
She stopped on her tracks. OH MY GOD! He`s turned into a woman!
Edward burst out laughing at that and all the others just look at him like he was crazy and she couldn`t help but chuckle too.
Then, they all turn around, Edward still smiling "Good morning Leah" he says.
"Hey" she nods at him. Damn it! I`m going soft!
"I for one, have no complains there" he says. Shut up or I´ll shove a broom up your ass!
"Shutting up"
"Good calling" she didn`t really care for Edward but if he wasn`t a bloodsucker and a prude she would probably like him, he had his moments, even Jacob admitted it back them when he used to hate him. But then again, he also married Bella, so there must be something wrong there.
And now he was glaring at her. Whatever! I can think what I want you mind rapist!
He just sighs. Yeah you know i`m right! You want me to get you a divorce lawyer? I bet you get to keep the little monster.
And we are back at glaring.
"Hellooo! Could you stop doing that! There was something you needed Lee?" Jake stands up holding Nessie and she looks like she wants to touch her to do her freaky stuff.
"Uh uh kido, you talk with me" the hybrid pouted at that. "and yeah Jake, I actually wanted to talk to you about something" Edward was looking at her frowning now.
"Oh, okay" and the stupid just stays there.
"In private you asshole!"
"Geez sorry" now his moving, they go outside and sit on the porch, he looks at her funnily probably because the vamps would still be able to hear them there if they wanted to. But she just didn`t want anyone looking at her, it`s not like it`s a secret or anything. He sits next to her a waits for her to talk.
"So.. here`s the thing Jake, I`m gonna take off for a while.."
"Hm? Take off where?"
"Jake, I told you I wanted out of all of this.."
"Yeah, but I thougth that you were going to do community college and that way you will still be here" he said narrowing his eyes.
"Yeah.. so I may have changed my plans after all.."
"What the hell Leah! Your family is here! You have responsabilities here!"
"Would you Stop yelling! Seth is inside!"
"OH, so you haven`t told him! That just great Leah! You just keep doing this kinda shit!"
"I`m going to tell him after you! You dimwit! Now shut up and let me talk!"
He rub his eyes and the back of his neck "Sorry" he said, meaning it "but Leah, we need you here"
"Jake, I didn`t said I was leaving forever, I just really really need to get away for while"
"Is this about Sam and Emily`s wedding?" as soon as he said those words, he wished he could take them back.
She glared at him. "NO! Damnit.. I`m not leaving right now, the wedding is next week anyway and I still got to get things ready, I`ve been thinking about this for a while now Jacob and if something happens before I´m back you just have to call, I´m gonna keep phasing too"
He kept quiet for a while, it was starting to creep her out.
"Okay, let`s just think about this, how long are we talking about here?"
"Well, I guess between six months and a year.."
"A YEAR! ARE YOU OUT OF YOU MIND!"
"Oh my God Jake! Take a chill pill! What is wrong with you!"
"What is wrong with me? What is wrong with you! Do you honestly think you mom is going to be okay with this?"
"YES! Yes I do actually, she wants me to be happy! I thought you too.." she said looking down, she didn`t want to say that but it was after all the truth, Jake was her best friend these days.
He made a rumbling sound coming from his throat "Yeah I do" then he look at her again.
"Fine, if this is what you want, fine, I`m not going to stop you"
She snort at that "Like you could" he just laugh, she was right.
"Soo.. want me to go with you to tell Seth?"
"Nah.. it`s a miracle he didn`t hear us, I`m gonna tell him back home, along with mom"
"Great… hey, got a date for the wedding?"
"Yeah right!" she snorts
"Want one?" he aks her now with a huge grin.
"Ewww you`re the one who`s crazy, I just to help your sisters to torture you"
"Come on Lee! It would we more fun that way"
"Fine whatever, you should ask Nessie`s permission first though!"
"Oh shut up, by the way, it wouldn`t hurt you to talk to her more you know, she likes you"
"She doesn`t know me and it doesn`t even matter now that I`m leaving, didn`t you hear that kids could get attach and all that crap"
He stop smiling when she began talking about leaving again "Yeah okay"
Awkward
"And that`s my cue lo leave.. see ya" she got up and started walking away and she heard him going back inside, she didn´t want to see him with his puppy dog eyes, she had enough of that shit with Seth.
She was getting back in the woods thinking about it. That wasn`t so difficult after all, she stressed over nothing.
One down, two to go.
"Ma`am" she heard an accented voice. Damnit!
"Leech" she glare at him, she had been way to nice to the others today and this one actually deserve it after his little performance last week.
He just stare at her, again like he was trying to study her or something.
Ugh, whatever. She just continue to walk ignoring him.
"Pardon me, but I´m sensing some discomfort comin´ from you, may I help?" he look more serious today instead of his amused self.
It´s just piss her off that he could get a reaction out of her. She stop walking to answer him
"Didn´t you think that it could be because of you?"
"Yes ma´am, I know it´s because of me" he said whitout blinking "I would like to change that"
She stood quiet for a second, he was so serious that she starting feeling guilty but that made her mad.
Why do I care is he´s okay o not. He´s an idiot. Okay, maybe he´s not..
"Why?"
"Ma´am?"
"Why do you want to change whatever you said.."
"I would like to be your friend" he answered immediately.
She just look at him. This one just keeps getting curiouser and curiouser (1) . Okay, new approach.
"Okay" she said and almost laugh at his look of surprise.
"That was a little anticlimatic" he said with a tiny smile.
"Yeah well, whatever, I have to go" and she started walking again.
"Wait!" he said, she turned around and rolled her eyes at him.
"I´m Jasper Hale" he said and grab her hand and kiss her knuckles and she was so amaze by this that she completely ignore the chill that run down her spine because of the cold.
"I thought it was best to introduce ourselfs again" he said with a charming smile.
Charming? What the hell is wrong with you Leah? Creepy! That´s a good word. Yeah..
"Hmm" okay brain, it´s time to start working. "Leah Clearwater"
She stood there awkwardly for a moment.
"Soo.. I´m gonna go now" she said and he nod his head at her. She turned around but could still hear him chuckling behind her. She phase quickly and started to run the fastest she could to get away.
Man! I forgot to take off my clothes!
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Please feel free to give me any kind af ideas, I do think is necesary to make Leah leave for a while but I`m not gonna get into detail about the time she spends away. Right now, Jasper is curious about Leah, she it`s just accepting so he would stop following her.
(1) It`s a reference to Alice in Wonderland.