O my gosh! Hell,o people actually reviewed this! It was just some random thing I put up but I was asked for another chapter. So again this is kinda random really angsty. I didn't really have a plan for this but if people review more I might just develop this more into an actual story with her talking instead of just thoughts. This is something I had written already about me but I switched it around for Mercedes. I'd love for anyone to review my other stories if you guys want xoxoxo
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee because if I did Mercedes would be a lot more of an angsty character.
Her name is Mia.
She's my friend….well was my only friend for the longest time.
She is an impeccable amazing yet scary force that I can not stand.
Mia teaches me,
Mia helps me
Mia controls me
We fight a lot Mia and I. Some times I win, most times I lose.
Because Mia has always known best.
When all else failed Mia told me what to do.
When I was all alone Mia was there for me, whispering softly to me the greatness we could have.
We have a love hate- relationship. I love everything Mia has done but I am disgusted at the same time.
Mia has shown me the real me.
Mia makes me better.
Mia will be there for me forever.
Mia knows all the right clothes for me to wear.
We have another that makes us a love triangle her name is Ana she scares even Mia and I. Mia and Ana fight. Mia mostly wins but we know no matter what Ana is always there. In the background waiting for a moment of weakness to attack and when she does we all know Ana will win.
Mia and I are scared of that day when she will take complete and utter control but at the same time can't wait for it.
Because Ana will make us whole.
I've been attempting to ignore them since high school started. Pushing them at the back of my mind because my parents and doctors said what I was doing was wrong. They just don't understand. Recently, I have been allowing them to come back. Has anyone in the glee club noticed? Of course not. Kurt, I think maybe sees it but I just ignore him when he tries to bring it up. He is so happy now with Blaine I don't want to ruin that for him. I feel slightly guilty but I can't let him in now.
I have Mia and sometimes Ana, they are all I will ever need but why at times do I still feel so god damn empty still?
I guess I just need to start listening to them more.
This is my life again, Mia, Ana and I. We are an unstoppable force.
Reviews please? ~Leo