Mamoru made his motorcycle go even faster as he raced down the highway toward home. His mind drifted back to earlier that morning and all that had happened. Mamoru remembered as he had sat up and looked around hearing the loud knocks on the door. He had wondered where he was for a few seconds. He watched Usagi as she ran to the door. Mamoru went wide-eyed to see her in her short nightgown. Her long hair that seemed to go to her butt, being held half up by a pink ribbon.
Mamoru could tell that Usagi was trying to not cry as she talked to the older man at the door. Mamoru got up and went to stand behind her and asked the older man how much money was owed. Mamoru had been very surprised that it wasn't that much. But then again Mamoru had money thanks to the trust fund left by his parents and his godfather always made sure he had some.
After Mamoru paid the man and the man walked away Mamoru looked down at Usagi as she stood there looking down. Mamoru had smiled to himself as she told him that she had no money to pay him back. Mamoru wasn't worried about the money. It never crossed his mind to have her give him any back. Mamoru wished he had left her some before he had left. All Mamoru could think about at that moment was how fine Usagi was and how good her body looked. Thinking about how some of the women he knew at home acted, Mamoru decided to sleep with Usagi. Thinking she was like them. She did have a hickey he had noticed. Mamoru had never been with anyone before since the women he knew all said that he was to young called him a baby. He was the youngest guy around at home.
As he made love to Usagi, Mamoru closed his eyes loving how it felt. Happy with himself that he was finally getting laid. He never looked at Usagi until he finished. He never noticed the confused and scared look on her face. How tense her body was. When Mamoru finally looked at her he was smiling and was very please with himself. He kissed Usagi on her cheek then rolled off of her and got up. He got dressed fast still grinning. He was so happy and for the first time in his young life he was falling in love.
Mamoru left the room and then left the house. Leaving to go get him and Usagi something to eat. He never knew that after he left Usagi, she slowly sat up and slowly got off the bed and went to the bathroom. She cleaned up and then dressed. Usagi then slowly went to the kitchen and stood still just looking off into space.
When Mamoru walked back in as he whistled Usagi looked at him fast. Mamoru smiled at her as he sat the fast food bag down on the table. He went and gave Usagi a kiss on her cheek and told her to eat. Mamoru then sat down and started to eat the food. Usagi sat down still in a daze across from him. They both sat in silence. Mamoru eating fast since he was hungry. Usagi just picking at the food.
Mamoru smiled and looked at Usagi now and then as she only sat looking down and slowly ate. Mamoru didn't notice that she was scared to move. While Mamoru looked at her he thought about spending the day with her. Get to know her. He liked her. Mamoru was surprised that she wasn't flirting with him like others had. The other women he had been around always flirted and teased him. Mamoru hated them for they would turn him on then tell him no and call him a baby then walk away from him as they laughed. Mamoru was suddenly glad that he lost his virginity to Usagi for she didn't know the girls he knew. Mamoru knew the women at home always talked to each other about the guys that were around and the sex. Each comparing the guys on who did what.
Mamoru's plans to visit and spend the day with Usagi changed when they heard the front door open. Usagi got up and ran to her brother fast. Hugging him tight even before he could close the door. "Hey bug a boo, how are you? Sorry I was gone so long." Motoki said smiling down at her. Mamoru got up and looked at the two hugging. Mamoru got jealous and walked to them. Motoki looked at him surprised. "Who are you and what do you want? What are you doing here?" Motoki asked. He felt Usagi pull him closer. Mamoru looked at Usagi then at Motoki and then said, "I'm Mamoru. Usagi and I ran into each other last night and I almost hit her with my bike. Since it was late out and there's no motel in this town, Usagi let me sleep on the sofa." Motoki glanced at the sofa and saw the blanket and pillow still on it. He looked back at Mamoru as he walked to the door a little fast.
Mamoru looked at Usagi. She glanced at him then turned her head to Motoki's chest. Mamoru looked down and said, "Thanks…..for everything Usagi." He then left out of the house. He got on his bike fast and took off even faster. As he drove away he got mad.
Mamoru finally pulled over to the side of the road. He needed to calm down. He looked back in the direction he had come from. Mamoru sighed knowing he would probably never see Usagi again. He got a little sad. He started on the road again and then suddenly smiled as he thought about the sex.
After he arrived home at the condo he and his brother Mitsibu owned, Mamoru went to his room. He threw his backpack to the ground and flopped down onto his bed. He closed his eyes and still thought about Usagi. "Damn I want her." Mamoru whispered as he opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling. "I wish I had kissed her lips again." Mamoru whispered as he thought about the short fast kiss he had given to Usagi as he had laid her back.
"Mamoru get cleaned up and pack now." Mamoru looked at Mitsibu as his 22-year-old brother stood in the doorway. "Why? I just got home. I've been on the road for almost ten hours." Mamoru said as he continued to lay and look. "I know and I'm sorry. You can sleep on the jet. Kenji wants us to go with the band to France to promote their new video. You know these music videos are new and could help this band out." Mitsibu said as he pulled his shirt on over his head. He knew Mamoru really didn't have to go but Mitsibu didn't want to leave the teen alone. Mamoru always seemed to get into some type of trouble if he was alone. Mitsibu hated sometimes that Mamoru was spoiled. But he couldn't really blame anyone but himself. He started to let Mamoru get away with things after their parents had died when Mitsibu was 16 and Mamoru was 10. Right after their parents died the two went to live with their Godfather Kenji. Even Kenji let Mamoru get away with things.
"Damn it!" Mamoru said getting up. He went to his private bathroom and showered fast and then dressed in fresh clean clothes. He walked out and saw his brother packing some of his clothes. Mamoru went and helped. As they left his room, Mamoru stopped and ran to his jacket that he had taken on that last trip he had just come from. He took out the pink hair ribbon that he had taken out of Usagi's hair. As he had kissed her neck he had removed it. Mamoru tied it around his wrist tight then left out with Mitsibu.
The two were gone for two months helping their godfather Kenji out. The whole time Mamoru thought about Usagi and only her. He thought of ways to get her away from that guy she had been holding. Mamoru believed that Motoki was her boyfriend. Mamoru would smile to himself since he knew that he had more money. And what girl didn't want a man with money Mamoru believed.
After the trip to France and they finally arrived home, Mamoru was going to leave to go back to Usagi but Kenji wanted the band to start on their new album. So Mamoru had to hang around now at the Mansion. He did and dreamed about Usagi. Never realizing that in a few days she and her brother would be showing up.
After Mamoru left out and the two heard the motorcycle driving away, Motoki let Usagi go to close the door. But Usagi held him and walked with him. Motoki hugged her again and smiled at her. "I have the money plus some extra. Man I had to work straight through the night. But it worth it. Mr. Chung can come and get it now. Ha I can't wait to see his face. I even have next months rent money!" Motoki said as he pulled back and looked down at Usagi. Usagi looked back at him and got tears that fell fast. Motoki got very worried as Usagi started to cry hard. He picked her up and sat down in the only chair there in the living room and let her hold him tight. "What's wrong Usa?" He asked. Motoki suddenly thought about that guy Mamoru who had been there.
Motoki pulled Usagi closer as she finally talked and slowly told Motoki about Mrs. Ling being gone then about Mr. Chung showing up that morning. Motoki sat and listened letting her take her time. Usagi started crying again then finally told what had happened with Mamoru. From the night before to him paying Mr. Chung then about what had happened in the bedroom.
Motoki got mad but only held onto Usagi as she cried herself to sleep finally. Motoki knew that Usagi didn't understand what Mamoru had done to her. Motoki knew that Usagi knew nothing about sex. She didn't even really understand about a period since hers had just started. Motoki had explained about it the best he could when it started.
Motoki sat there in the chair holding his baby sister thinking about Mamoru hoping that the guy would crash. After awhile he stood up and carried Usagi to their room. He was about to lay her down but saw the blood stain. He closed his eyes then went and laid Usagi on the sofa. On the other end from where Mamoru had his head. Motoki put a new pillow under her head and a different blanket over her. He went and got her bunny and laid it in her arms. Knowing that Usagi always believed that the bunny would always protect her. Motoki had told her that years ago.
Usagi slept half the day as Motoki cleaned the kitchen and washed the sheets then made the bed. He lay on the floor by the sofa and took a nap at one time. That night when they went to bed Usagi sat up until Motoki pulled her and the bunny to his arms. She finally went to sleep with tears. The next day Motoki moved the furniture around the bedroom. He then took Usagi outside. He ended up taking her to the movies and then to dinner.
Over those next few months Usagi did okay during the day. Motoki only worked part time during the day a few days a week so he wasn't gone from her for long. But at night Usagi couldn't sleep. Motoki quit his night job so he was home with her. When Usagi got to where she wouldn't go outside, not even over to Mrs. Lings house, Motoki knew it was time to leave the area. He knew their mother wasn't coming back. He also knew that Usagi hadn't had a period in a few months. But Motoki didn't say anything. No not yet. He didn't want Usagi to know. It could just be late since she was worried.
But when Usagi started to get morning sickness Motoki lied and said it was only a bug or that she might have gas. Usagi believed him. Motoki felt bad about lying to her but he didn't want her to worry about anything or remember what Mamoru had done to her. Motoki had explained what Mamoru had done the best way he could. Motoki had even blushed as they had talked. He was even innocent in something's still. And it was hard for him to talk about something a parent should have. Motoki only knew by what he had read or seen on TV.
The night before they left Motoki packed their personal things. Not much was there. The furniture belonged to Mr. Chung. Motoki took out the money he needed and hide the rest in Usagi's bunny. He looked at a map and decided which train they would need to get to their father. Motoki never realized that the town they were living in was close to the man. Motoki had always been to busy working to look.
The next morning he and Usagi both cleaned up then dressed. They then left out of the house with their two bags. Motoki's old bags he had taken with him those many years before. They both told Mrs. Ling good bye then walked to the train station. They rode sitting beside each other in silence. Usagi looking out the window smiling. Motoki smiled at her and took her hand. Usagi kissed his check then looked back out the windows at the passing scenery. It was her very first train ride.
Motoki sat lost in his thoughts. Thinking about what he would say to his father. Praying that the man would understand.
To be continued.