Mamma, We're All Gonna Die

by onamoontrip

SPN100 Challenge: Thick. Three times they needed saving, and the Winchesters weren't fast enough. 3x100 drabbles about Castiel, Crowley, and Charlie, set in Seasons 8, 9, and 10.

2. Crowley

Word: Thick

Word Count: 100

Tag to S9

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I just want to be loved. The words catch thick in his throat. I deserve to be loved.

His hands sweep frantically across the metal table, searching for a form of escape. Instead, they knock into his red crayon, and it tumbles off the table and onto the floor, marking it and leaving a red dash that disrupts the chalk white of the Devil's Trap like the paper-thin gashes on his necks.

But his feet fall limp and there's no one there to hear him think, plea, cry, see his fists tremble on his thighs. I deserve to be loved.