The Darkest Part of Me
Chapter 2
There was nothing worse than going back to school after you were responsible for killing a person. Rachel thought her mother would spare her the pain of ever having to go through that, but unfortunately for her that wasn't the case when her mother woke her up that morning and told her that she would be going back to school today. This was so not fair, but she guessed she deserved whatever punishment she got.
She sighed and got dressed in an outfit that would make her blend in. She just hoped it would be a somewhat simple day. She went out of her room and grabbed some breakfast. Her mother was silent as usual. They hadn't really talked ever since her sister had died. She couldn't blame her mother though. She would hate herself too if she was in her mothers position.
After breakfast was finished, she gathered all her stuff together and decided she wanted to walk to the school. If she could be late so she didn't have to deal with that many people that would be awesome. She just hoped she wouldn't see Finn today. She couldn't bare to look at him after what happened with her sister. It wasn't his fault. He just reminded her too much of the day her sister died.
She stepped out on the porch and breathed in the crisp November air. She usually loved the fall, but this was one year that she didn't feel like enjoying it. She took the stairs one at a time and walked the direction she knew the school was in. She knew she wouldn't have trouble being late for class. She just wasn't looking forward to being the girl who killed her sister. No one wanted to hang out with that girl.
But unfortunetly life goes on, even if you didn't want it to. When she finally reached the school, she was terrified. This was going to be the worst day of her life. She already knew it.
She took the steps one at a time and finally emerged in the school. The voices stopped as everyone took her in. She tried to avoid the gazes, but some were too noticeable to ignore. She didn't know how it could get worse until people started throwing things at her and killing her baby killer. She tried to find a kind face in all the madness, but there was none. Not even when her gaze landed on Finn Hudson.
He tried to be there after her sister died, but she had just pushed him away. Now he was with Quinn and the look of utter disgust on her face was loud and clear as she took Finn's hand and guided him away from Rachel.
Rachel took a deep breath as she ran to the girls bathroom. She knew the terror wouldn;t stop there. She locked herself in a stall and cried as her tormentors continued to throw harsh words at her and the only thought that ran through her mind is that she deserved this. She deserved everything that was coming to her and she would not stop it. She would just let nature take its course.