Disclaimer: I do not own DBZ; it all belongs to Akira Toriyama. I also do not own the song My Immortal by Evanescence.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
The rain poured down on my hair. The world around me, empty as always. Nothing was right, everything had gone so wrong. But why did he do it? The androids, why would he fight them alone? I was ready, I knew it. But now I'm not so sure. Sure at what we have to live for, everything. Most of my family is dead; all I have left is Gohan. The man who saved my life, who truly is a great warrior. Now I need him; what's left is empty space, it's hard to go through.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Why, why, WHY! No he can't be dead, nothing is going right! Gohan, my master, you are, you cannot be dead! You are all I have left besides my mother; I can't get through this on my own. Now you can't be gone, not at the time of the androids, the time I have lived in my whole life. Please don't leave me, don't leave this horrible life. Do not leave me to die on my own.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Around me is golden, I am golden. My hair is like yours, only different in a way. I didn't know this was how it had to happen, why did you have to die! There is nothing in your eyes; nothing but the reflection of me and the sad, dark world around me. I can't help but scream, never has anything gone right. You trained me and left me in the dust. I need to learn, but how I will do it without you I don't know.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Pain, yes, you were right, it hurts. Hurts like no other thing in the world. This pain is not physical; it is the pain in my mind. My blood is pumping, rushing through my body charging that newfound Super Saiyan power. I don't care, but I'll get my revenge; my revenge on the androids, for killing my family. They have destroyed the innocent, killed the weak, and assassinated you. I will get my revenge my master.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
I will go after them. It will be me who kills them. There monsters, killers who don't have any reason to live, any reason to take the innocent, hurt the fighters who tried so hard to save the world numerous times. Vegeta, father; I wish I had got a chance to know you more during my childhood. I wish I could remember you. Piccolo, you were the great master and friend of my Master Gohan. Goku; my mother always said you would have saved us even if you died. I don't know if this is true, but I wish you luck in the higher sky. Krillin, best friend of Goku; now you are dead to. Some said you were nothing, mostly father that I've heard of. But maybe you helped, you didn't even die first.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
Rest In Peace, my master Gohan.