I stood alone on a cliff in La Push trying to make up my mind. Out here I knew Alice couldn't see me and by extension Edward wasn't able to. I was safe to make my choice here. As I thought of Edward I didn't feel anything more than a twinge in my heart, but when I thought of Jake, I felt something stir in my heart. I realised that I was happy thinking about Jake and only ever felt normal when I was with him. In those few moments it had taken me to realise that, I had also realised that I needed and wanted Jake much more than Edward, my love for Jake was strong, he was the one to complete me. I knew it deep down; I guess I've known ever since that day at the cinema with Jake before he became a werewolf. How would I tell Edward? How could I tell him? He'd move on and understand wouldn't he? I hoped he would, but something deep down told me he wouldn't. Suddenly in the silence of the cliff I heard twigs snapping, at that moment I truly believed someone was coming for me, coming to kill me. My mind jumped to Victoria instantly, I knew she was out to kill me after what had happened to James her mate. I glanced round and sighed in relief when I saw who it was.
"You scared me," I spoke out loud to the person who was walking towards me, the rare Forks sunlight, warming me up just as much as he did.