Chapter 2….blood is real

When they arrived at Hogwarts Hermione came out of the bathroom where she was hiding and caught up with harry and Ron. Putting on the fakest smile she could she walked over to them. "Hey guys long time no see." Both boys turned around and gave her the biggest hug "Hermione where have you been we looked all over for you on the train" harry asked not noticing how fake her smile was. "Oh sorry I'm head girl this year so I had my own compartment and guess who is head boy Malfoy!!"

"Oh shit…if he gives you any problems let me know and we'll take care of it. You know we aren't scared of that little git." Ron was saying as they walked into the great hall. But Hermione wasn't really paying attention.

Did he really care? No of course not he just wanted some dirt on me…nobody cares. Nobody even notices. I have to deal with this all alone. Just like I do at home.

Dumbledore interrupted her thought when he came over and told her it was time to see her private courters. Draco stood behind him watching how she put her head down as if she was guilty of some horrible act. He almost didn't even hear Dumbledore say the password was destiny. "Feel free to decorate however you like and congratilations on becoming the new heads of Hogwarts" he said as he left the room

Hermione was just about to head to her room when Draco stood in front of her. "Listen I'm um sorry about what I said on the train." He really meant what he was saying but he knew she would never believe him. "I don't care how sorry you are. Just get out of my way." She shot back. And walked past him into her room which was decorated in red and gold imagine that. Draco stood at the steps not sure if he would ever get her to believe him. Eventually he went to his own silver and green room and went to sleep he had no idea what Hermione was doing in the room next to his.

She paced back and forth not sure of anything anymore. The memories flooding back in her mind and a new river of tears falling……

Flashback: she had just got the letter in the mail about being head girl this year and only 2 more weeks before she left for school. This was the happiest she had been in a long time. She lay on her bed daydreaming about school when she heard someone downstairs talking to her dad. She went to the top of the steps and could barely make out what they were saying.

"Listen I won't sell my daughter cheap and I can guarantee she is still a virgin. I'm asking at least 500 for one night of whatever you want and if you enjoy you can come back she'll be home for 2 more weeks." She heard her dad sell her right there in their living room, with a complete stranger."Yes but if I'm not satisfied with her I will be getting half my money back right? I went out of my way to see this new girl when I could gladly go to the one I've been seeing. But I have a taste for something different someone younger more pure." The stranger knew so much about her. How long had they been making this plan? She heard someone walking up the steps….oh my god this isn't real she told herself…..she ran back in her room and minutes later a strange man came in and introduced himself as Rob.

"What are you going to do to me?" Hermione was shaking and crying but Rob said nothing in return he walked over to her and stood her up. Eyeing her up and down. Making sure she was what he was looking for. He leaned down to kiss her and she backed away. He grabbed her arms hard and threw her on the bed. She screamed for her dad begging him to stop what was happening, but he never came. Rob pulled her shirt off and kissed down her neck. She tried her hardest to push him away but he was to strong. He ripped off her bra revealing her breasts and he grabbed and sucked them roughly not caring if it hurt her. He pulled her hair and scratched her all over and when she was just starting to block what was happening out he ripped off her pants exposing her underwear. He took out a knife and said "no matter what happens you will never forget me or your 1st time" with that he carved an X into her leg. Now the pain was unreal but he used her pants to tie her to the bed and lowered himself down on her she could feel his breath in places that to her we're holy. He took her underwear off and bit her thighs drawing blood. And finally the worst moment came when he put his self inside her. And thrust himself in and out going deeper every time. She felt her dignity being ripped away from her with every movement he made inside her. When he was getting close to he choked her and finally when it was over he stood up and punched her. Laughing he left the room.

Hermione lay in her bed bleeding from her privates not sure what had just happened all she knew was she would never forget it

END FLASHBACK

Still pacing in her room she started screaming and crying. That day haunted her every night. Who would ever want to be with her now? Not sure how to handle the pain she grabbed her razor and did the only thing that ever took her pain away and watched as the blood dripped from her arm to the floor.