At one point during the funeral Zach grabbed my arm and said, "Gallagher Girl," He led me behind stage," Look Cam I love you. I love the way your smart funny and talented, above all I am in love with the fact that you really believe you are just average. Go ask those 7, 8, 9, and some of the 10th graders they will tell you how much they look up too you and your reports. I really do love you."
Was he going to propose...
"Since I am so madly in love with you I need to propose to you. Spies don't have long lives. I need to be married to you so we can go run off into the sunset together, and have the perfect family and 10 children. So will you marry me?"
"Yes, duh, duh, of course." I yelled.
"I love you so, so, so much Gallagher Girl. You'll be mine till the end of time," He said over come with joy and he had a smile that could stretch from California, around the world, and then to California again.
I smiled just as wide," I love you too."
...
Kids, Zach was right. They ran through the house yelling and screaming and knocking over anything in their path...
"Gallagher Girl?" He questioned, I was awoke from my blissful dream and into reality, I was pained to know that none of my day dream was the truth.
"Yes," I frowned.
"I need you, I really do, but I can't. I am a danger, my Mother is mad, she almost caught me just a few weeks ago. As long as I have one single tie, a person I care for, I am a danger you are the only thing keeping me here. I love you, but I have to leave."
This is what Zach has been doing, not talking to me, keeping his distance. He tried to draw me out of his life slowly so it would be less painful for both of us, but it isn't nothing will work. Zach and I are meant be, we are in love," But Zach," I began to protest.
"Don't make it any harder than it has to be," He whispered then he spun me and dipped me followed by a long kiss. After that he took my shoulders and turned me so I was facing away from him, he put his hands over my eyes, "Keep you eyes closed and count to ten."
By the time I got to five I quit, Zach was gone, there was nothing I could do. Now I just had to deal with it. I turned around and saw a letter with the name Cammie on it. I picked it up and found one with each persons name on it: Joe, Rachel, Abby, Bex, Liz, Macey, and I. There was also two boxes one labeled Soloman and one GG(gallagher girl). I was too weak to open the letter, but I forced my self into opening the box, my box was a small one, it was a jewelry box. Inside I found a ring, the wedding ring, maybe. It was a star shaped diamond, nothing more, so plain and simple, yet in a way so sentimental.
Deep breath, Cam I have to remind myself. You can do this don't cry, oh screw it, you can not. I finally just broke down and let it all out. Zach is so nice and mean and, and... I can't
Sorry for this horrible chapter. I had to put something, and you all wanted a "different" secret is this different enough? It was hard to write, that is why it is so short. Review, maybe?