Disclaimer: I don't own ANY characters used, if I did well… that'd be a completely different story… anyways, please don't sue me!

Warning: This is my first Fan-Fiction, don't be too harsh! It contains loads of boy love boy action a.k.a. YAOI! Don't like? Don't read! Viewer discretion is ADVISED!

Loss of breath exchanged heavily and slowly. Then Cloud flinched at the abrupt motion of the younger boys knee brushing lightly against his sweet spot.

"Tidus." He softly whispered while slowly catching his breath, as Tidus did the same, from their long make-out session. At the words Tidus locked his lips with Cloud's and then slowly started driving his knee affectionately into Cloud. Cloud slowly squirmed and called Tidus a few more times before he gently pushed him off and stopped the sensations.

"What's wrong?" Tidus asked.

"I'm getting too worked up, first your tongue and now this-." Tidus blushed greatly. "Once I... You know I can't stop until I'm done and you're only... This isn't right."

"Cloud..." He paused looking into his eyes. "Fuck me." He whispered very sexily into his ear while carefully and calmly licking along the edge.

"Tidus!" He gasped in shock.

Kicking Tidus out might not have been the best option.. but how many choices did he have? He was not going to be the one to take Tidus' virginity at 16 no matter how much Tidus wanted him to or how much Cloud was kind of starting to want to. It was something they would both regret down the road. Cloud started to think about Tidus and merging him with his reoccurring dream. How nice that would be for Tidus to be so kind to him and tell him he loves him. Thoughts raced through his head as his jeans became uncomfortably tight. Suddenly he realized he had stopped thinking about Tidus two minutes into his thoughts and started to think about the mysterious man and his blissful touch. Cloud slept the best he had in years, only to be woken by a phone call three hours later.

"Blondie?" A voice cracked on the other end.

"Yeah." He replied half dead.

"Do you mind... Can I come over?" Noctis asked on the verge of tears.

"Sure." He said unconsciously as he passed back out into somber hibernation.

Cloud slowly woke up to the light movement of being carried and quietly placed on his bed.

"Noc?" He grumbled.

"Why do you always fall asleep on the couch?" Noctis questioned.

From the darkness Cloud could make out that Noctis' eyes were bright red from crying. He was slightly pale and he looked tired. Cloud placed his hand on Noctis' forehead who was sitting next to him on the bed.

"No fever." Cloud sighed with a bit of relief.

"I'm not sick." Noctis stated pulling Cloud's hand away and laying back on the bed. Cloud became confused, he sat up and looked at Noctis with a cocked eyebrow.

"Then what's wrong? You look like shit." He said plainly.

"Thanks a lot." Noctis replied rolling on his side to face the curious Cloud.

Mhm. He smiled shaking his head from side to side while poking Cloud's stomach. Cloud flexed his stomach back as a reaction to the ticklish feeling. Cloud had always been VERY ticklish and Noctis knew every single spot that would cause a reaction out of Cloud, one way... or another. Cloud started giggling more as Noctis tickled him with both of his hands, Cloud squirmed and writhed but he couldn't get loose, Noctis had pinned him down good.

"Can't, breath. DYING!" Cloud gasped quietly still laughing.

Noctis stopped, while still hovering above him with an amused smile on his face. Cloud watched observantly as a drop of sweat formed and slowly ran from his forehead down his cheek past his lips. His lips. His lips that were soft and presumably moist. Lord what is wrong with me? Cloud's voice echoed in the back of his mind. Lord... Why did you do this to me? He slowly raised his index finger to Noctis' face. Lord, Just tell me. He very cautiously and hesitantly placed his finger on his lower lip. Moving his finger kindheartedly from one corner of his mouth to the other. What's wrong with me? He gradually leaned his face closer to Noctis'. Only inches away their faces floated motionless next to one another, Lord, what is wrong with me? Why did this happen? Why am I in love with my best friend? I don't want this. Please Lord. Stop this feeling. I don't want to lose anyone else. Especially him. Please.

A/N: Alright there's the second chap! Feed back would be greatly appreciated!

THIS IS THE LAST SMALL CHAPTER I PROMISE!