Hibari pov
It took all of my self control to leave the rooftop after kissing Gokudera. I had never felt anything so amazingly passionate before. The look in his eyes as I pulled him against me was still fresh in my mind. They had been filled with something I could not place- a emotion that I had never encountered before. It made me curious, I wanted to see it again. Wanted to know what those eyes saw when he looked at me, wanted to touch him again. It was like he had become a addiction in a single afternoon, one I was not willing to admit to or abandon.
Gokudera pov
I had never thought Hibari would actually kiss me, mostly because the man seemed to act as though he were incapable of any type of emotion. Still, whenever I saw him, I wanted him for myself. Even knowing that would be impossible.
I sighed again as I pulled out a cigarette and lit up- sucking in the smoke like a dying man would air.
After I finished my smoke I began to stand when Tenth shouted out from behind me, causing me to turn my head at an odd angle.
"Gokudera-kun! Are you okay? Did Hibari-san hurt you?" he asked, waving his hands in the air while the baseball idiot just laughed and reached down to grab my arm- something I would normally smack him for- before pulling me to my feet. "you okay?" he asked, tilting his head
"Che- I'm fine baseball idiot! Now get your mitts off'a me!" I yelled, swatting his hands away before turning to the tenth. "I'm so sorry for worrying you tenth! I am really okay, though. See?" I said, turning around once to show him I had no injuries. He smiled at me and nodded happily before suggesting we go to his house for dinner. Then without another word, the idiot and I followed behind him down the steps.
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I could hardly sleep at all thanks to the painful thoughts in my head. Because even though I had just gotten more then I ever expected from Hibari- the truth was that I had been in love with him since the pride battles. Ever since then I'd watch him at school like some kinda stalker. So when he had pinned me on accident yesterday- when I'd felt his body against my own, I had to act, had to take the chance of him rejecting me- because I wanted nothing more then to kiss him in that moment.
I had wanted to talk to him when it was over, but He clearly was not pleased with what he had just done, much to my great annoyance. But it was expected, really. He never showed anyone anything but anger and threatening words, why the hell should I be any different? I was just a hook up, no more, no less.
I decided to skip classes all together as I entered the school. Bidding the tenth and the baseball idiot farewell as I made my way to the rooftop. Once there I had planned to find a good sunny spot, pull out my mysteries of the universe book, and take a nap. Instead I found myself face to face with Hibari.
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"Oh? Skipping class again, Gokudera Hayato?" he asked, moving away from the railing and stalking towards me. I forced my eyes to remain on his face, making myself frown as much as possible as he approached me before I spoke;
"And what about you? Shouldn't you be in the principles office right now?" I asked, stopping him in his tracks and making myself curse silently to myself.
No one other then his men would know he went there every day at 7:45am sharp to give his report from the previous day, unless they had an obsession with him, like I did.
I thought for sure that he'd attack me for that, but instead he smiled. A real, genuine, heart stopping smile. I had to blink several times to make sure it was real.
"I went early today. To tell you the truth, I was hoping you'd skip again. Hayato." he said, smile still on his perfect lips as he stood mere inches away from me.
I blushed and forcing my voice to remain even, said,
"And why is that, exactly? If your look for a good time your looking at the wrong guy- I dont fool around all the time you know!" I whispered fiercely, my heart breaking with each word. It was a lie. It was the truth. I never fool around with anyone. But I hoped, even for a moment, that he might have wanted to see me, even just a little.
His smile vanished from his face, his expression turning serious, as his hand reached out to rest on my neck.
"And you think I do?" he asked, . The look in his eyes, he was hurt..?
I was about to ask him what he meant when he kissed me. Really kissed me. Slow and soft and deep. Drawing out my tongue with his own, only to tangle them together inside his mouth. His hand traveled around to the back of my head, where he dug his fingers into my hair. Our bodies pressing together just right. When we came up for air he spoke, very firmly,
"I have never held anyone before you, Hayato. I am not that kind of man. So let me make this perfectly clear. I want you. And only you. I have for a long time, Or do you have a problem with that? " he asked, quirking an eyebrow at my flushed, shocked face. I smiled as the words sunk in, and pulled him closer to me before leaning into him and biting his neck, just hard enough that he gasped, before sucking on the skin below his ear. His hands returned to my hair, and he whispered very softly,
"Hayato. say you love me." his voice soft, not a demand, a request.
I pulled my face away from his neck and met his heated eyes before I allowed myself to smile at him.
"I love you, Kyouya."
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