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Ok this took place after they took Bella back to her house.

Confusion

BPOV

A few days later

As I was sleeping I could hear someone talking downstairs when I slowly opened my eyes. I yawned and turned over in my bed to try to make more room for myself to cuddle up under the covers to get back to bed.

I closed my eyes just before I felt a pair of cold hands wrap around my waist. I jumped in shock and felt Edward shake with laughter.

"Bella?" he asked.

"Yea?"

"You do realize it's Monday?"

"Yea but I don't have school anymore, so…oh," I knew that on Mondays when it was sunny he would go and hunt. He didn't hunt all weekend because he was with me.

"Is the whole family going?" I asked. I hoped that Alice could stay with me all day so I wouldn't have to be alone with nothing to do.

"I'm sorry Bella, but everyone needs to hunt," He said sadly. "But Charlie does want to spend father daughter bonding time with you, so you won't be totally board." He said looking sad.

"What? But I'm going to be changed soon. I want the least amount of bonding time possible if I want to move away leaving him…forever." I said looking down at our hands that were intertwined.

"I know Bella but Jacob is still gone, and there's really no one else you could be with today. Plus, if you're going to be changed soon Charlie might need more bonding time so he can think of all the nice things that have happened with you." I winced when he said Jacob's name. It had only been a few days since I was lying in Alice's arms crying my eyes out because I found out Jacob had run away.

I still had a feeling of abandonment and it drove me crazy. Wherever I went there was a hole in my heart. I decided that I wasn't going to see him again and that made me calm down. I knew it should just pull my heart out more, but I knew that if I thought he wasn't coming back than I would get over him. I thought I would forget his soft reassuring voice. Or his strong bulky arms around my body when he would hug me, or his warmth he had because he was a werewolf, or even the way his lips felt on mine when I kissed him for the first time, realizing that I loved him. I then remembered the day in the mountains when Victoria and her newborns came and tried to kill me. I remembered how Jacob kept me warm in my sleeping bag in the tent in the freezing weather, while Edward was over in the corner trying to keep away from Jacob as much as possible. Jacob could keep me warm, but Edward couldn't and I knew how much that hurt him. He knew that that was the only thing he couldn't keep me safe from, the cold.

A tear came down my face. "What about Angela?" I asked hoping I could hang out with her.

"Sorry Bella. You have to stay here with Charlie. He needs to spend as much time with you as he can. Also, Angela went to see her Grandma in Nebraska." He said smiling the big huge smile that I loved so much.

"Seriously, what's in Nebraska?" I whispered. "When does he want to see me?" I asked as I looked up into his beautiful Topaz eyes. I noticed something different to them. Usually they were a full color of topaz. Now there were specks of green in them.

"When you decide to wake up and go downstairs," He said looking into my eyes.

My heart could have melted. The way he looked at me sent shivers up and down my spine. My heartbeat increased as he bent down to give me a kiss. But he drew back just before touching his lips to mine. He chucked and smiled widely

"What are you laughing at?" I said as I tried to look in his eyes, but they were to close to my face for me to look at them without them being blurry. I pulled my head back to look in his eyes I was really confused. His eyes had never started to change colors besides when he started to get thirsty and they slowly turned black. There was more green in his still part topaz eyes.

"Nothing, it's just that your heart is beating really fast like a butterfly's wings as it flies," he said looking away for awhile. He wouldn't let me look him in the eyes.

When he turned his face to look at me all traces of the green was gone. He must have seen that I looked confused "What's wrong?" he asked still looking at me.

"Your eyes are completely the same color now," I said shaking my head thinking that I was loosing my mind because the thought of his eyes changing to green was completely ludicrous. Vampire's eyes are only red, black, or golden, not green.

"Oh. You noticed?" he asked completely taken off guard. "What color were they?" he asked sounding curious, he sounded so suspicious though.

"They were still topaz, but they had specks of green in them, then when you started laughing they had more green in them. Why did that happen?" I was curious to what his answer would be.

"Umm… I don't know why," He was lying and I could tell. I wasn't going to tell him that I knew. I was just going to pretend it didn't happen and ask Alice the next time I saw her.

"What time do you have to leave for the trip?" I asked mortified at the thought of him leaving me all alone with no one to talk to besides my dad. He looked at his watch and looked at me. Of course I already knew the answer. He had to leave soon.

I threw my arms around him and kissed him on his forehead. I was starting to get out of bed, throwing my feet over the side and standing up about to step away, when I felt a cold hand wrap around my wrist and pull me back down to the bed. I looked up into Edward's eyes, they had changed again and were back with the green sparkles.

My heartbeat increased when he pulled me closer to him so that every inch of us were touching. He gently kissed my neck brushing his lips up my jaw and kissed my cheek, then my forehead and he kissed my nose as he lowered his head to my lips. He kissed my lips lightly letting his lips linger there while he let me catch my breath. He smiled as he went to kiss me lightly on the lips again except it lasted longer this time and he became more eager to kiss me more than ever. He didn't hesitate like he usually did, which surprised me.

He pressed his lips to mine and I kissed him back with much passion. I thought that he had boundaries, he never kissed me like this and even though I loved every second of it, it scared me to even wonder why he was kissing me like this now when he never had before. Even though our mouths remained closed it still made me dizzy and I couldn't breathe.

He let me go instantly, knowing that I had to breathe. I inhaled staggered breaths and tried to calm myself. He kissed me again with more passion if that was possible. He wanted me to be normal until after the wedding, but I was hoping to be immortal before the wedding hoping to have the best honeymoon ever, if you know what I mean.

"Bella," He whispered. "You have no idea how hard this is for me to control my feelings for you."

"Than don't resist," I said looking into his eyes hopeful.

"Hasn't anyone told you that it's not safe yet?"

"Yes. More than you know."

"Than you see why I have to resist. Bella, I could hurt you. With a lick of my tongue, you would probably feint." I questioned him with my eyes seeing if I really would feint. He lowered his head to my neck and I closed my eyes.

I felt a cold breath on my neck blowing down my shirt. His tongue slowly licked up my neck and up my jaw. I felt a surge of energy like electricity rush through my body, leaving a tingling sensation after his tongue left my temple. I shivered and I felt dizzy. The room became darker as if nighttime had come. But knowing that it was just morning I knew what was happening. The last thing I heard was. "Silly Bella, I told you you'd do that."

I woke up to find him silently laughing and I hit him in the stomach. Knowing that that wouldn't hurt him I folded my arms pretending that I was mad at him. He knew too well that I wasn't mad. He smiled crookedly at me, making me smile back. I just simply couldn't resist that smile.

"Bella, I need to leave soon so take a shower and everything and I'll wait for you to finish so I can say bye before I leave. Oh you might want to go eat breakfast first so Charlie can tell you where you're going to go for the day."

I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen and got myself a bowl of cereal and milk. "Hey Bells," He said looking very happy and excited. "Hey Dad. What's on the agenda for today?" I asked nervously. Wondering what kind of trouble I was going to get myself into today. "Well I was hoping that since Edward wasn't going to be here, that we could do something together for a father daughter bonding time," He said shrugging wondering if I was going to say yes or no.

"What'd you have in mind?" I asked truly wondering why he was so happy.

"Well, Edward told me he was going to be gone for about three to four days. So I decided that if you wanted to I could take you to Renee's house and we could spend time as a family with Phil also," He said looking into my eyes so he could see what I was thinking.

"Really? That'd be great. I haven't seen them forever. Not since I was in Port Angeles and I was in the hospital. Oh Dad, thanks, this will be so much fun," I said running over to him and hugging him. "Plus I haven't seen the sun forever," I said laughing, while he joined in.

"Well, when are we going to leave?" I asked realizing I was much more enthusiastic than I thought I would be. I started jumping up and down just like Alice always had. Oh Alice, Edward I need to get upstairs.

"Whenever your ready Bells." I kissed him on his forehead and ran upstairs.

I walked into my bedroom and noticed that Edward wasn't there. I got my stuff together and ran into the bathroom to take my shower.

I closed the door to the bathroom and turned around to see Edward leaning up against the wall with his feet crossed. "Oh!" I gasped "You scared me," I said smiling and I started laughing. Edward joined in and shook his head at me. "Bella, Bella, Bella." He said dazzling me with his smile. "What are we going to do with you?" he said pulling me into a tight embrace.

"Keep me forever and never let go," I said with my head squeezed into his chest. I know it sounded cheesy, but it was really what I felt.

"I have to leave to go hunting sometime," He said with a mischievous smile.

"Fine. But you have to leave the bathroom so I can shower."

"Why? Don't you want to shower with me?" he asked looking deep into my eyes. I felt my cheeks burn from blushing and I could feel myself blush seven shades of red.

"I…well…um, I uh…" I stuttered.

The way he looked at me made me want to melt into his arms. My head started getting dizzy so I pushed my head away from his eyes. He just chuckled and squeezed me tighter making sure not to hug me to tight he let go before I was even close to ending the hug.

"Well I'm afraid that if I showered with you that I wouldn't be able to control myself from you and your boundaries. And I'm sure you'd have trouble with that too," I laughed because I knew too well that it was true.

His eyes turned slightly green again and he said, "I need to go now." He kissed my lips gently but with passion. "Bye love." He walked out the bathroom door and closed it behind him leaving me stunned that that had just happened.

I walked over to the shower and turned it on cold letting it run on my fingertips. I undressed and stepped into the cold shower. My body was so hot from me blushing not to mention what he had said to me out there. Did he really want to take a shower with me? And why did his eyes turn slightly green whenever he was about to kiss me?

I scrubbed my hair with my strawberry shampoo and scrubbed my body with strawberry gel and I rinsed off and got out of the shower.

I went to wrap myself up with a towel and I saw a note on top of it.

Dear Bella,

When you go to the beach please stay away from deep water. Alice had a vision of you and you were getting swept away. So please love, don't hurt yourself...for every pain that comes upon you, I feel, as if we were one. As you know I can't live without you. Please keep any danger away from yourself. If you could just pick up seashells off the sand and bring them back to your house. And we can decorate our house with them when we buy one for us. Bella you know that I can barely live without you in my life. I want you...I need you. More than you could ever know. I wish I could see your every thought, hear what you thought about me, about my family. You have no clue how much I hunger for you. Not only for your blood...but your body. I crave your body, Bella. I don't know how much longer I can wait to be with you...forever. I know you feel some of what I feel, I just don't know how much. How I wish I could hear your every thought about me, see if you crave me like I crave you. I don't know how long I will be gone, or how long you will be gone, but what I do know is how much my love for you is Bella. I'll only have part of me when we're gone from one another; the other will be with you.

P.S.: Try to keep your family out of the water too. She just now saw sharks. I'll see you as soon as I can.

Yours truly…forever!

I read the note and a tear fell from my cheek. I wrapped myself up in my towel and headed for my bedroom. When I opened the door there was a huge bouquet of roses and a note in it.

Bella,

You will always be on my mind. Never forget that. Don't forget to tell Renee that you're getting married. I'm sure she will be happy. Like I said before, be careful. I love you more than you know, and I'm so glad we can be together. Have fun see you soon.

Edward

I smiled and got dressed. I packed and ran down the stairs to tell Charlie I was ready to go to my mom's. We packed up and left for the airport. I could tell it was going to be a long few days.

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