The next day I was lying on my bed listening to music. That weeks glee assignment was to sing a song to a person you loved dearly. It could be a friend, family member, lover, … As long as you showed the person how import they were to you. I wanted to sing something to Blaine but then I'd have to convince him to come to glee practice after school. I started when I heard the doorbell. I heard my dad talking to Blaine as I came downstairs. My dad knew about our relationship of course. While he did not approve of the secrecy he knew Blaine treated me well and we loved each other.
" So you're playing against Carmel next Friday, you think you guys will win ?" my dad asked.
" Yeah I'm pretty confident we will. I mean Carmel may have a great show choir but their football team sucks. " Blaine told him.
At that point he saw me and smiled at me. My father saw this and cleared his throat.
"hm, right. Well good luck anyways. You know the rules boys, door stays open. Will you be staying for diner Blaine ? " my dad asked.
" I'd love to. I do have to be home by eleven though."
"Okay, then we'll eat around seven. You boys have fun."
Blaine and I went upstairs and once we were in my room. He pulled me in his arms and we just stood there hugging. I loved these moments. I could smell his cologne and I felt his curls against my cheek. At school he always wore a ridiculous amount of gel, but he knew I preferred him without. So whenever it was just the two of us he left it curly. Hugging your boyfriend may not seem special, but when you have to hide your relationship the way we do, these moments feel so amazing. When we pulled away I pulled him to the bed and we laid down together. I started telling him this story about something Brit said during lunch that week and he just smiled at me. Blaine had this look in his eyes. He could look at me like I was the single most precious thing in the world. I always started blushing whenever he did it. I stopped talking and I kissed him. The kiss was slow and gentle. After a while it became a bit more heated and I felt his hands under my T-shirt. We jumped apart when we heard the front door close. Finn came home from Rachel's and was talking to my dad. I looked at Blaine and we smiled at each other a little out of breath.
"You want to watch a movie ?" I asked him.
"Please let it be Moulin rouge ." He said with puppy dog eyes. I started to laugh.
" we watched it two weeks ago." I reminded him.
" I know I just love watching it with you."
"Alright, you pop in the DVD and I'll go get the tissues." I said.
Blaine happily bounced of the bed to get the film. I watched him adoringly, thinking about what a goofball my boyfriend was.
We were cuddled up together on the couch. I laid on blaine's chest while he softly sang in my ear. We were both crying at the end. When the movie ended we dried of our tears and we started kissing softly. After 30 minutes my dad called us downstairs for dinner. Blaine, my dad and Finn talked about football while Carol and I listened and watched our boys. After dinner I walked Blaine to his car.
"So you really don't want to come to glee after school this week ?" I asked dejectedly
"Kurt, you know I want to. I just can't." he said with a sigh.
"Why not ?" I knew why, but it was just really bothering me.
"You know why. If someone sees me it could ruin my reputation."
"Yeah, and we can't have that can we! " I replied sarcasticly.
Blaine looked really pained and I felt kind of bad for him but I couldn't help myself.
"I'm sorry. I know this whole secret keeping is hard for you but I can't come out yet. I'm not ready." He pleaded.
I sighed. " I know, and I'm sorry too. I just really want to serenade my boyfriend without having to worry about what other people think. "
" And one day you will be able to. But right now we have to be careful. "
He came up to me and hugged me tightly. I held on to him and kissed him passionately. After 5 minutes or so he had to leave. I went back inside feeling rather empty. Here we go. Another week of ignoring each other at school. I couldn't wait.