Sorry for taking months to update. had a bad case of writers block. Thx 2 LoganHernderson4Life for helping me with the story.
Then I got out of the pool. I ran to my room. I had cried my eyes out. I had everything going great and Kendall wanted me back but I turned him down. I thought to myself. My friend, Jo, knocked on my bedroom door. I had to go get it.
"Hey Jo," I said trying not to cry. I can't do it. I started crying.
"What happen Stephanie?" Jo asked.
"Nothing I'm fine," I answered her.
"Are you sure?"
"YES," I snapped. "Sorry for yelling at you. I'm not fine. I had Kendall back in my hands but I turned him down."
"Pour baby it's going to be better soon," she said trying to cheer me up.
"Thanks Jo," I said.
Someone knocked on the door. I went to the door to find Logan there.
"Hey Logan, it that right?" I said/asked.
"Yeah, I came over here cause Kendall and Carlos are in love with you," Logan said.
"Well I can't date both of them. And how did you find my place?" I wonder.
"I follow Jo. Well before Big Time Rush even happen, you and Kendall were really close but then we left. We lost contact with you and then Kendall, Carlos, and James forgot about you, but I always missed you," Logan said. "Do you have a story that Kendall wrote?"
"Yeah, why," I said.
"If he remember the story then he'll remember you," Logan said.
"Want if he doesn't remember?" I asked, "just go I don't want anything to do with him or your band. Bye." I closed the door on his face. Jo had left after.
I got a piece of paper and started to a song (Btw I love writing song too).
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowingWhat could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Why do love here, I thought to myself. Then someone was knocking it was…Kendall.
"Why are you here?" I asked.
"Logan said he'll meet me here. And he had to giving me something," Kendall reply. "He said it was something I wrote when I was in Minnesota."
"Oh yeah I have it here," I said getting his story and handing him the story. "Bye." I closed the door…
Thx for read plz review. if you didn't like it tell me... next chapter might be a little bit longer. what happen if in the story of kendall's was stephanie's song? what if kendall reads it? will kendall remember stephanie? that will be in the next chapter...