What was he thinking inviting that arrogant bastard over to hang out, he never thinks anything with his item on his mind all the time. He couldn't even think straight. It was just as bad as a person who wish they could see, knowing that their blind. Just absolutely terrible.

Thinking maybe if he invited the blue haired arrogant bastard over, it would make things seem at ease for a bit, but it only made things worst. Blackstar has known Soul for years, he was now his new best friend. Even though he could be a moron at sometimes. He always found a way to make Soul feel good about life.

But at this moment he was feeling nothing but shitty, and he wasn't really doing such a good job at making anything better. Instead he insisted that if Soul was to talk about his problems then maybe it would make him feel a lot better.

Fuck Wrong.

Was all he thought, he also mentioned the whole wedding thing to him, and he swears he's been asking him the most stupidest questions. Some perverted-minded as for the rest? Stupid.

He placed his index finger on his chin, thinking of another question to ask. Soul stared at him, very annoyed and irritated at the same time. Two types of feelings you don't want to have mixed with one.

A small smirk and loud clap made Soul jump telling him another question was present."Is the girl your supposed to marry hot?" he said, Soul only gave out another groan in frustration."Blackstar, why the hell would you care, your married", he reminded him.

He only scuffed."Shit, I know I'm married, but I'm still a guy after all...I'm curious!" he explained a hint of disappointment in his voice.

"Sometimes I swear you are the biggest moron." Soul muttered under his breath, as he continued to pour himself another glass of red wine, his items favorite drink.

He believes that drinking helps him through his sorrows of missing her so, but is it really worth it? He asks himself that question, every single day. Is she worth getting drunk over? Of course she was, she was his after all right?

But the horrible words that Liz had told him earlier still lurked around in his head like a bad dream you couldn't quite get rid. It was sad and unhealthy in some peoples opinion. They say you should clear your mind of all bad things, but this one bad thing can't be removed, for it is bound to him.

He doesn't like that fact the bad wound is stuck to him like super glue. Unlike him, other people can remove, but he is powerless against the thought.

"Come on Soul, I know I'm doing a shit job making you happy, but can you at least slow down", he asked him receiving a half snort.

He gulped down another glass of wine, reaching for the glass it was snatched out of his reach."Fuck this, I'm cutting you off now." he told him placing the big container of wine out of reach looking back at his friend fucked up features.

Soul's white snowy hair that would stand up tall and healthy looked like a dead white flower that hasn't been watered in days. Bags under his eyes, no sign of rest in them at all. He was slouching down in the chair eyes fixed into space. He almost looked like a zombie.

One that still had perfect human flesh attached.

Soul gave out a deep breath tussling with his hair a bit."What's wrong with me", he sighed fixing his gaze towards Blackstar."Nothing's wrong with you man, just a little love struck that's all." he smirked, giving him a light pat on the shoulder.

"I just don't know what else to do. . ." he trailed, lifting himself up off the seat, grabbing his glass of wine that still had little drops of wine in it. Blackstar followed his friend lead and stood up.

"What do you mean you don't know what to do", he asked." You fight for her, that's what I would do for my Tsubaki." he told him, giving him a reassuring smirk."You don't understand how complicated that is Blackstar, my mother doesn't want me to be with her. That's what ticks me off more." he sighed, letting himself drop loosed on the couch.

"You know what?"

"What?"

"Fuck it."

"What are you talking about?"

Blackstar gave out a huff."Fuck everything, you feel the need you want to see her again I say go for it, and don't give a damn about anyone who tries to tell you different.", he explained to him.

"She loves Kidd though...I can't interfere with her love life as much as I feel to, I don't wish to make her unhappy." he sighed shaking his head, grabbing fist fulls of his white locks."Listen, I'm going to get going, Tsubaki might start to worry you know? Remember man, just fuck everything do things your way." he reminded him, taking his leave.

"You got to be fucking kidding me . . " he mutter to himself.

Bright green eyes, long flowing ash-blonde hair that was sprawled out all over the grass, as her emerald eyes gaze upon the clear sky. Much thought in them. She took in a deep breath as she inhaled the nice breeze the wind let out.

It seemed so peaceful she thought to herself, but she can't help to think about him. She wonders how he was doing? Was he alright? Was he hurt? Was he safe? The beautiful scenery around her didn't seem to take her mind off those questions and thoughts at all.

She gave in another big sigh, as she turned to her side. Playing with the nice smooth cut grass underneath her, her legs parted slightly as her gorgeous yellow sundress blew with the wind. But still one questioned remained on her mind.

She closed her eyes and thought."Have you forgotten all about me?", she whispered to herself hearing a door open up. She opened her jade eyes and adverted them to the sound. She looked up slightly to see her boyfriend gazing at her, a gentle smile on his face as he made his way towards her.

She sat up, wiping away the tears that were unknown to her as she gave him a smile."What are you doing out here all alone?" he asked her, his golden eyes looking into her face for an answer.

"I was just getting a little bit of fresh air." she told him, turning her attention back towards the front of her."It's really nice out today. Don't you think Kidd, the perfect day for a walk." she smiled to herself.

He nodded his head, placing a hand on her shoulder."Is that what you would like to do?", he asked her, softness in his voice.

She always loved that about Kidd, his gentle sounding voice that would give her goose bumps, but the problem was . . it wasn't like his. Kidd has admitted his love to her the same she did to him. But for some reason she didn't feel as complete.

She gave him a small nod."I would like to. . .go on a walk that is", she trailed. Kidd nodded his head helping her up."It's no problem." he assured to her as they made their way down the grassy hill. Hand in hand.

But it still didn't feel quite right.

Maka is now introduced! Don't worry Kidd fans, he's not a bad guy in this. Just in Soul's opinion he is!

-Till next time kittens!

-Soulkitten