So guys, if you read this, I hope you send prompts, tell me ways for them to get back together, I'd love to write your ideas, also, review please, I want to know what you all think, so that I can change the things you dislike or disapprove.
Love, Andrea.
Propose.
I'd never been this nervous, not even when I first told Kurt how I felt, I guess it's natural, I don't know if he'll accept, if he'll take me back, but I really hope he will, because I can't spend any other day without him, I know we're meant to be, but I must wait to see if he thinks the same, I know he still loves me, but I don't know if he's ready to take me back, if he's still hurt about… Well, that.
I know Burt told me not to, but I just can't wait any longer, I have to do it now, if I don't, it might be too late, and I really don't want that to happen, I just need him by my side, I love him so much and it hurts when I see him and know he's not mine anymore; but if everything goes right, that won't be the case anymore.
But I must find him first, I don't know where he is, and since he's not a student anymore and doesn't have to attend to class, he could be anywhere… I think I might know where he is.
I make my way to the choir room, silently praying for him to be there; as I open the door, I confirm what I thought he's in the piano, looking at it suspiciously sad.
"Hi, Kurt… You look sad, are you alright?" I ask him first.
"Yeah, just nostalgic, I was remembering my days here, when life was much easier, I was so happy, even if I didn't get to sing very much, just being here made my day better; I hadn't realized how much I missed being here until now, not only singing, dancing and having fun, all my friends, my second family was here… I just, I miss it a lot, I wish it wasn't over yet, that, we were all still here; I didn't know how hard it was to grow up until it happened, it will be over for you too very soon, so take my advice and make everything you want to in this last few months".
"Yeah, it's not the same without you in here anyways, but I promise I'll make the most of this time I have before I graduate, I guess it must be hard to go, to leave everything and everyone behind, to say goodbye to family, friends and even teachers".
"It is, it's very, very hard and sad, you go from protection, safeness, fun and games, to the real life which can be very scary at times".
"I know; which is why… I want someone to be by my side when I have to confront that kind of things" I can´t back down now, I must continue.
"What are you talking about?" Kurt asks me.
"Just listen to me and don't talk 'til I finish, okay?" I tell him, he just nods.
"Look, since the day we met, I felt something for you, but I couldn't believe it, I refused to let it go further, I told myself to only help you, that you would be a friend, but it didn't matter how hard I tried, I couldn't bring myself to stop thinking about you in that way; then I met this Jeremiah guy and I thought it would be a good way to get you out of my mind, when you told me that you thought I'd sing for you I-I… It just took me by surprise, but I thought, that doesn't mean that he likes me, so that's why I gave you that answer, but in the moment that you sang Blackbird I realized that I didn't just like you, that I loved you, so I couldn't wait any longer, then, when we kissed, I knew, that we were meant to be, that I would never stop loving you and that I would do anything to be with you for the rest of my life, that feeling never went away, it just kept growing day by day, kiss by kiss… Our first time, I-I will never forget how I felt, I swear that in that moment I knew that I was right, that you would be my first and only love; when you left for New York I was so sad, but I knew that was right, then you got your job at Vogue and I could barely even talk to you, I felt lonely, so I got this text message and… It's like I stopped thinking, when it finished I knew how wrong I was, I knew what would happen and it just broke my heart to know it, because I was still madly in love, and truth is, that it will never change, I'll love you until the end of time. So, knowing that, I know I have to be sure that I'll be with you forever because I can't be without you anymore, and never again, so… Will you give me the honor to be your husband; will you marry me?"
"I-I… Blaine, you KNOW that I still feel the same way about you, that I've always loved you and never will stop, and yes, I was disappointed, sad and heartbroken when you told me what happened, but I can't stay mad at you forever, actually I haven't been mad at you since Christmas, and yes, I want us back together, I know we're meant to be… But, don't you think we're a little too young for that kind of commitment? We don't have to marry for me to know that we'll be together forever, yes, I want to marry you, someday, but for now, let's say as boyfriends, alright?"
"Anything that gets us back together, I can't stay any other second without you, I promise I won't screw up again, I love you with my whole heart."
"I love you too, and always will, more than I love anyone else".
"I was right we really are meant to be". I can't be happier now, yeah, maybe we're not getting married now, but someday it will happen, what really matters is that we're together now, and never will drift apart again, because our love is stronger than our problems.
I lean in and kiss him, and gosh how I missed kissing him… While being together.