Okay, here's another chapter :3 sorry it sucks xD
Remus sat at a bar stool in the shabby bar, waiting to get a catch or for his boss to call. His motions were slow and his vision blurry, the alcohol and drugs had really set in. A month ago he thought he'd started to get addicted to the drug, now he was sure of it. It helped him to relax and put up with his 'job' and messed up life. It was the only thing he spend his money on, that and alcohol.
"Two tequilas," said a man and walked up by Remus' side at the bar. "One for me and one for this pretty fellow,"
Remus turned to face the man and gave him a smile. He had hoped to be alone this night, he was ridiculously tired and just wanted to return to his room and sleep. The man, offering the shot, was older than Remus and significantly taller and stronger. Remus sighed to himself but he needed the money and shouldn't complain.
"Bottoms up!" said the man and offered Remus one of the shot glasses. He took it with his fumbling hands and almost spilled it out in the process before sweeping it. He shut his eyes tight at the strong, burning feeling in his throat and when he opened them again the whole room was spinning. Remus couldn't focus on the man getting closer but he soon felt him kissing and biting his neck. He leaned back and luckily the bar desk was behind, otherwise he would've fell of the stool. The dizziness forced him to shut his eyes and he griped the mans' shirt to stay still and he could hear the muffled music around them, as if it were from a distant.
Remus let the man play with him for a while, kissing his neck and touching him, he just wanted to get over with this. It was until the man started stroking his hands up Remus' thighs he opened his eyes and weakly pushed the mans' chest.
"What?" said the man and pushed himself closer to Remus. "You're a whore, aren't you?" he continued in Remus' ear and bit him.
"Yes, but I'm not doing anything here, at the bar," Even in his drunken state he knew he couldn't. If someone revealed him for being a prostitute he would get arrested and lose his job.
But the man kept kissing him and started to pull his shirt and Remus had to struggle to get the hands from his collar.
"Come on!"
"Noo," Remus slurred and tried to push the man away but he was weak even when he wasn't drunk. He had no knowledge of the many people in the bar, everything around them was just dark and blurry.
"And what are you going to do?" said the man and gripped Remus wrists tightly with his hands. It was no use to for Remus to struggle and his wrists hurt, he would surely get new bruises.
"Huh? What'shu gonna do if I rape you, sue me?" the man smirked and he had a point. Remus couldn't do anything because the man could just report him for being a whore in defense. He tried to pull his wrist free again but failed.
"Get of me!" said Remus as the man roughly touched him everywhere he could reach. He breathed heavy from the struggling and was near fainting because of the drugs and had to shut his eyes to keep himself from vomiting. He could hear a voice from the distance, it sounded angry, but his sight was too blurry to see anyone. The man had stopped touching Remus and just held on to his wrists.
"And who are you?" he could hear the man growl to another. Next thing he knew, the man had let go of him and without his support, he hit the floor and looked up at the ceiling while the room kept spinning around him.
Moment later, he felt a hand on his shoulder and someone was clearly trying to talk to him. He turned his head and tried to focus his eyes on the face above him, it wasn't the same man as before.
"-tter get you home," was everything Remus catch. He recognized the voice but couldn't remember who it belonged to. The man bent down and wrapped his arms around Remus' back to help him up.
"There. Are you alright?" asked the familiar voice. Remus had much trouble standing up and he had no balance what so ever and had to wrap his arms quickly around the mans' neck when his legs gave way. The man held him tightly to keep him straight. Remus closed his eyes and buried his face into the mans' neck.
"I rec-recognize you-" slurred Remus and looked up into his eyes. "You're…you're him…Sirius,"
"Yes, it's me," he said and smiled. "Are you feeling sick?" he asked with concern in his voice. Remus could barely hear anything and over Sirius' shoulder he could see people dancing and laughing in the colored light. It took some time for him to understand the question and after a while he shook his head.
"I wanna go home," mumbled Remus.
"Okay, I'll take you home," said Sirius and started walking through the crowd while supporting Remus. Without Sirius, Remus wouldn't be able to stand and less get home alone. He might have overdosed a bit tonight…
As they stepped out on the street, Sirius called a cab.
"Is it okay…if I take you to my place?" asked Sirius nervously. "You can sleep there," Remus, who leaned heavily against Sirius, nodded and made some kind of sound to approve.
Remus slumped down on the bed next to Sirius and inhaled the scent from the pillow.
"This is familiar," he said with his voice muffled by the pillow. He turned around and gave Sirius a drunken smile.
"Thanks for taking me home," said Remus and moved closer to Sirius. He brushed his hand over Sirius face and then rested it in his black hair. Sirius closed his eyes and smiled, this boy really made him feel special even though he probably wasn't…
"Well, of course. Couldn't leave you with that creep, could I?" said Sirius and enjoyed Remus hand in his hair.
"Nothin' unusual, m' used to get treated like that,"
"You shouldn't, you're worth more,"
"Mm…" Remus snuggled closer to Sirius neck and kissed him lightly. "It's a part of the job," he whispered into Sirius' ear, "And I've only got raped twice-"
"What?!" Sirius bolted up to stare down at Remus.
"It's no big deal, it happens,"
"But…I don't want that…to happen you," said Sirius and looked away.
Remus stayed quiet for a while as he tried to think of what to do next. He was still very dizzy from the alcohol, nothing that disappeared just like that, and he felt a big need for the pills in his jacket. But he didn't want to take drugs in front of Sirius who already was worried about him.
"Come," said Remus and stretched out his arms for Sirius. "You liked to cuddle, didn't you?" he asked with a smile.
I'll probably write one more chapter to end it but I have NO idea of what it's going to be about or what will happen! So can someone please tell me how you want it to end! Thanks for reading :)