Hey guys! First off...sorry for all the mistakes in the previous chapter and for taking such a freaking long time writing the second chapter! But I'm very forgetful, I forgot I had an account! It's when I got on and I was like: HOLY MOTHER OF CHEESEBALLS! I HAVE A STORY! Yeah...please don't be a ghost reader! Leave a comment errrr review! Even if you just say hi! Thanks:)
This chapter is quite sad, i'm going through very hard times now and yeah...so sorry if this chapter bummed you out, it still has cute moments though! Thank you for reading!
Ally's POV
It had been a while since the ''awkward moment''. Austin lead me to his favorite park and we decided to sit on a bench to learn more about each other. There was a little breeze and I began to get cold, it was probably a bad idea to leave without a sweater.
''So...um what do you like to do in your free time?'' Austin turned to look at me and I looked at my feet, it would be hard looking at him and trying not to blush. I could feel the soft gaze of his brown eyes.
''I write songs...or play my keyboard. I also go out and look for a job sometimes, I'm in BIG need of one.''
''You can write songs!?'' the way he squealed made me turn to look at him...his beautiful brown eyes stared into mine and I could feel my heartbeat going faster and faster.
''Uh yeah. I don't know if I'm good or anything, but I can.''
''Can I hear one? It would be really great.''
I don't know if I should sing him one if my songs...they are really personal and dear to me. No on has ever heard my songs, the only people who know I write songs are my dad, my older and younger brothers, and my mom. I would be really embarrassed singing it to anybody else.
''I don't know...my songs are pretty personal and no one has ever heard one.''
''Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease?''
''Okay okay. I guess just the chorus.''
(This song is Pompeii by Bastille)
And the walls kept tumbling down
In the city that we love
Grey clouds roll over the hills
Bringing darkness from above
But if you close your eyes,
Does it almost feel like
Nothing changed at all?
And if you close your eyes,
Does it almost feel like
You've been here before?
How am I gonna be an optimist about this?
How am I gonna be an optimist about this?
Austin POV
Wow, as she sung the breeze blew at her hair and it moved with so much grace, words flowed out of her soft, pink lips. She looked like an angel when she closed her eyes to reach the high notes of her song. Wow.
''So, how...how was it?'' She put a strand of rebellious hair behind her ear. I stood up from the bench and clapped, words weren't enough to describe her beautiful voice and song. This made a giggle escape her lips, she got up, walked over to me, and hugged me. I happily returned the hug, putting my arms around her petite waist and my nose in the curve of her neck.
''Austin, I feel like I've known you for years and years. Like I can trust you with anything...thank you.''
''You're welcome Ally...you can trust me. I...I noticed the sad tone in your voice, is everything okay?''
She surprised me by breaking the peaceful atmosphere and she became very stiff. I put my hands on her shoulders and whispered, ''Please tell me...I'm worried.'' We sat back down and began to talk about her.
''Well my life has been pretty rough, my parents got a divorce and everyone blamed it on me, even my father. My brother is very violent, he's hurt me physically and emotionally. To my younger brother I'm his mother figure and it's very hard keeping him calm...he...he has problems. Sometimes I feel as though my father doesn't give a crap about me, he always screams ''Go to hell!'' or ''To hell with your problems! I've got my own!''. No one is there for me, I would write to my mom but she's in Africa and has enough problems. It's like...''
Tears began to roll down her cheeks and she looked at her hands, her hair hiding her face.
''Sometimes I think everyone would be happier if I didn't exist. It's practically like I don't exist anyway, my father doesn't even call to ask if I'm alright! He hasn't even tried looking for me!''
The last words broke her. She looked up at me with sad eyes, it looked as though her heart had just been broken, no more like destroyed and smashed to pieces.
''Wait, what do you mean your father hasn't...did you run away from home?''
''Yes...y-yes I did! No-one needs me anyways!''
I held her in my arms, her head against my chest and sobbing into my purple shirt. Poor girl, what did she ever do to deserve all this hatred and pain? How could someone so happy-looking be so broken on the inside?
''What do you mean Ally? Your younger brother needs you, I'm sure your friends need you! Don't say those things! Everyone has a purpose and has someone to love and or to be loved by!"
"I know he needs me, but he has medication. And I know that it's just...I feel like I'm not important.''
''Here, take this.''
I let go of her and gave her a Purple colored bracelet with my initials.
''When you see this, remember your brother, your friends, your mother. Remember that you have a reason and a purpose on the place we call Earth. Remember that you are perfect in every way, that you can write songs, that you can sing, you have talent. Remember me.''
"Austin..."
"Here, take my jacket you look cold, now let's get you home.''
I gave her my black jacket, it fit her very big but she seemed happy, she seemed okay. It reached her mid-thigh had to roll up the sleeves a bit, it was big on me!
Ally's POV
The warmth of Austin's jacket made me feel warm inside, like a piece of the sun was inside of me. We began to walk and the sky grew darker and darker. I lead him to my apartment building, at the door we said our goodbye's and he told me to keep the jacket. He said he still needed to walk about 5 more blocks and he was on his way. As his body seemed farther away, I whispered to myself "Thank you Austin, thank you.", and walked in the big apartment building.
Thank you for reading! Hope this one was longer. DISCLAIMER: I do not own Bastille nor Austin & Ally. Um this is really embarrassing but can someone tell me how to put a little description on my page? Or can I not do that? I'm really bad at all this, took me about a week to figure out how to upload my story! I think I'll be making another one for...*drum roll* GRAVITY FALLS! I'm a say it loud and proud. I ship MabelxDipper. I saw the opening and I was like "I ship it so hard!" So sorry if you don't like pinecest, it's just gonna be a fluffy 3 chapter thing. To make more fanfics. It's gonna be called "Typical weekend". Yeah, my title's are so very creative! Hahahahahahahhahaha well sorry for leaving such a long message and leave a review! Please tell me how to do that!
