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Entry 6: Did I love her? I am not sure, this pain is much like the kind I felt when my mother passed and again with Achilles, though not as intense. I never said it to her I know that much nor did she say it to me, we just knew that something was there and let whatever it was manifest. I remember our talks in that old tavern, some more than others but the one that that stands out the most, atleast now, is the one where she asked me if I was ever ready to try having a relationship if I would first try having one with her. I agreed to this slightly humorous request then and years later, when both my father and Charles Lee were dead and I felt the weight on my shoulders lighten just a little I gave into an urge to seek happiness for myself. After dropping the piece of eden I got from Washington into ocean and returning to land, that is when I asked her about that conversation we had and the relationship started, slow at first. I was happy with her, would have been happy to start a family with her one day. I did love her and now she is gone, her funeral is tomorrow, and I have to say goodbye.
Entry 7: Dobby's death,specifically the circumstances of it, has plagued my mind these last few days. The wound that killed her having been inflicted from a hidden blade, the primary weapon of an Assassin. Has someone betrayed us, if so it would have had to been one of the other lieutenants I and Achilles trained back when we were dealing with the templars under my father. I can not stand the thought but none of the new recruits come close to Dobby's skill and so wouldn't have been able to get the drop on her and kill her without alerting a single person in the tavern. Who ever it was has great skill and is a danger to the brotherhood if left to wonder free, unpunished. I will look into the matter alone and with discretion.
Entry 8: I have spent the last week and a half looking for clues, anything that might tell me who in the order that has betrayed us but I have come up completely empty handed. Part of me is glad that I have not found anything as it suggests maybe I am looking at this wrong. Perhaps it was not an assassin who killed Dobby but someone with one of our weapons, like my father who had obtained one during a confrontation with an assassin named Miko who he did later kill. What if that is the case, are we truly better off? No betrayal but no clue as to who it is we are dealing with.