Kiss Me And The Small Bump
Hey Guys! New story! Been thinking about writing this for a while, actually since episode 4 when it was actually originally based but by the time I started it I saw My Brothers keeper and bang I released that this would be easier and I don't have to change too much in the story, because after this chapter it goes of onto a different road. . Hope you enjoy! Please review
Disclaimer:Bella Zoe and Other OC characters are my creation But Everything Else (Characters and Places)belongs to The creators and Producers of The Vampire Dairies. I am neather...Sadly...
Chapter I: Kiss Me At The Beginning
I sat on the couch in the parlour thinking about how much I wish I was here on different circumstances. Why Jeremy? Why is us again? It's always us.
Stefan had betrayed me without even realizing it. He had destroyed Jeremy's innocence in one day and then he acts as if he was doing me a favour because there might be a cure. HA! He just wants me to go back to being "that" Elena, the one that truly died not after she went off the bridge but when she killed a man. The guilt, the pain. That will never go away, wither I'm human or Vampire. God forgive me, that will never go away.
I hear him before i see him and smell the alcohol, whisky if I'm not wrong. I would never drink it most of the time but this was one of these times I needed it. Damon walks across the room and hands me a glass of whiskey.
"Thanks." I say, talking with both hands before taking a nice gulp of the burning drink.
Damon sits down next to me. His very presence makes me feel better than the whiskey does. I want him so badly but I don't know the words to say it. There so much there. It could only be one thing… love. After all this time of denying it was still the truth.
"I was being polite. I thought you hated whiskey." Damon lifted an eyebrow, smirking and my stomach did a noticed these things about me without me even telling him while with Stefan he was always trying to make us have moments instead of just letting them happen.
I looked into his eyes which asked me "do you want to tell me or do I have to worm it out of you".
I took a breath and answered simply. "My brother wants to kill me."
His smiled sadly and tried to make me feel better by say."Welcome to the club."
I chuckle in spite of myself. Damon always had a way of calming me down with his humor.
Damon holds his glass out to me and i clink mine against his. we then both swing, me making a face as it burn slightly.
He looked at me to continue and I did. "Jeremy can't live with me, Stefan wants to fix me, and Caroline flat-out admitted that she doesn't like me this way," I paused as I felt the anger flare up inside me."I think it's safe to say that I'm not so great at this vampire thing."
Damon listened quietly and then said. "You want to know what I think."
I look at him, begging him to tell me
He looks into my eyes and answers with the most wonderful thing he could have ever said. "I don't think I've ever seen you more alive."
We stare at each other for a moment. He loved me even like this, after all the times i had broken his heart and chosen over him. I realized in that moment that not only was I in love him but i loved him, just as unconditionally as he loved me. That no matter what happened we would love each other as lovers but as friends . Soul mates forever dancing in tandem.
I smiles and laugh for joy at this discovery that i should have made long ago. I thought back to today and I said without thinking trying to show him how much I thought of him. "That dance that they did today kind of reminded me of when…"
Damon finished my sentence. "When we danced together."
Damon smiles at me with such deep love. i nod, eyes ready to tear up for reasons i can't even think of.
"I wanted to dance with you today." I said.
I looks up at Damon. He looks at me like he can't believe this is real like he's going to wake up any moment. If that's the case then I hope I remember this dream and make it reality. Damon places his glass on the coffee table and takes my glass out of my hands and puts it down as well. He stands up and offers his hand to me, silently asking me to dance. My heart flutters for what feels like the first time like after all this time. Since my parents death it has restarted. I smiles, takes it, and stands up. Damon leads me over to the front of the fireplace. He takes my other hand and lowers one of his to my waist, while I places my other hand on his shoulder.
We start to dance and place our heads together. Staring deep into each others souls the way I could never with Stefan.
Damon smiles and twirls me around. He pulls me back in and kisses me passionately. i don't fight, don't feel bad. Screw Stefan and Caroline, this is my life and i had a right to decide what was possible for me, Everything that was right for me. I deepen the kiss with all the love in my heart, when I hear it. His heart beating… it was beautiful. So fast and beating in time with mine as if both had started beating at the same time many years ago.
He grabs the back of my head and runs his hands into my hair pulling me towards him. Gosh, how does he know that all women have dreamed of a man kissing her like that?
My inter vampire goddess takes over (I never even knew she was there till now, there had never been one in my human life) and I super speed Damon into a wall so hard that I knock over the lamp I put in the last time lived her to brighten the room and break it. He smiles into the kiss knowing I'm letting go and just being real. We continue to kiss and then i pull back, breaking this kiss. For a moment he looks hurt but then smile knowing this will make his head spin.I take Damon's shirt in my hands and rip it open. He smiles like a little boy getting his life's greatest wish, knowing that I would never do this out of lust but love and I smiled back knowing this was right. We began kissing again, him pulling me towards him with my hips.
He super speeds me into the wall next to the fireplace and continues to kiss me. He holds up my leg to his waist and I grabs hold to the wall and left myself up so both my legs around his waist. He takes a hold of my thighs to support me against the wall. I let go of it and slide my hands down from his shoulders to the zipper of his pants. I undo it and his button. he grabs my hand and stops the kiss.
"No Elena," He said. I felt the beginning of rejection in my chest. "Not here. I don't want our first time being up against a wall fully clothed like somebody might walk in any second and we're a one night stand. You deserve the best."
I smiled and began to cry, out of joy and relief. he wasn't rejecting me, was honouring me and wanted us to make love like we should. I wish my first time would have been like that instead it was with Stefan right to our left on the staircase with our clothes on, then I though it was passionate but now being older I realize it was disrespectful of him and cheap in a way. We didn't know each other really only what we thought we were. I stared into his eyes, all doubt leaving me and smiled. He began to tear to and kissed each away as they began to fall. He kissed me sweetly and gentle. Then pulled me away from the wall and through me in the air before catching bridal style and carrying me up the stairs while I kissed him wherever I saw skin exposed. Within seconds we are in his room. He walks to the bed and gently lays me down on the bed. He lays down beside me and we slowly undress each other wanting to take every sight, sound, touch and thought so we would remember it forever.
I am straddling Damon and pushed him down on the bed. I kisses him with passion. Damon then rolls on top of me and kisses down her neck and chest. We kiss each other all over as they make love both naked and on the soft bed. Nothing between us and i felt a trust towards him being able to wear nothing and him loving even the knobbly bits. The moon poured down on us and It made me want to believe like something more wonderful could happen. I felt something come even more alive in me.
Bella Zoe's POV
I stood in front of the house I grew up in once. It still looks the same after all those years. I looked down at the News paper in my hand and smiled.
Tuesday, December. 21St 2010 Garbage Day 3
The day everything changes and it all began with a dance, and a kiss at the beginning.
