Chapter 2 – Snow White.

"Push all my feelings aside, I'll be alright."

The Boys You Do (Get Back At You)

It's been a week since John and I celebrated the end of the tour and I still remember everything as if it had just happened. I remember every word, every kiss, every smile and the way his body felt against mine. It felt amazing; much better than I could ever imagine. It's also been a week since the last time we saw each other. We all got home and slept for the whole week. But we're all seeing each other today.

I was walking to Jess's house, singing to myself quietly as I always did and thinking about John. My John. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. I was nervous, for some reason. Probably because I have to be one of the awkwardest person on this planet. Jess opens the door and we hug briefly.

"Hey, you alright?" she asked.

"Hm? Yeah, just tired." I shrugged, walking in. "Hey everyone." I smiled softly, waving at everyone in the room. "Where are-" I heard John and Stephen walk in before having the time to finish my sentence. Stephen hugged me tightly and so did John.

"Babygirl, I missed you." said Stephen, before kissing Jess softly.

John coughed loudly to get everyone's attention. A girl was standing next to him, smiling shyly. She was a tall black-haired girl. Her lips were bright red and her curves were perfect. Her long dark hair was falling perfectly on her waist. Everything about this girl was stunning. She was a mix between Snow White and Megan Fox. She smiled at John as he took her hand.

"Guys, this is Leah." he said. He had that adorable grin on his face again. He took a breath, smiling wider. "My girlfriend."

His girlwhat? I felt like the Earth had stopped turning and the whole world was crashing down. She stepped forward to give me a hug. I hugged her back and pulled away as quick as I could. I nodded at Jess which was the usual sign to say "Bathroom reunion". We went to the bathroom and sat down on the floor.

"You're not okay, are you?" she asked.

"Did you know about Leah?" I asked.

"Oh. So that's the problem." she said. "I didn't know. What happened between John and you? Did you guys.. You know."

"Yup. A week ago." I nodded. "I thought he liked me." I sighed.

"I'm sorry. John's just a stupid horny guy, sometimes. Why didn't you tell me you liked him? You're my best friend." she said.

"Because I felt stupid. I didn't want him to become important to me. I only tell you about the guys I really like and telling you about him would've made him that important." I replied.

"Well, he is that important to you." she shrugged. "It's fine, though."

"I guess I'll have to forget about him." I said, looking down.

"Aw, come here." she hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead. "You'll be fine, I promise."

I smiled and we walked back to the living room. Thank God John and Leah weren't making out. Why did he have to introduce her like that? He looked at her as if she was the only person in the world and the most amazing one he had ever seen. I would give everything to be looked at like that. Brian walked up to me and rests his chin on my shoulder. "I don't like her either." he mumbled. Oh, how I loved him.

"Why not?" I asked, facing him and handing him a drink.

He shrugged. "I don't like plastic dolls."

"Yeah, Megan Fox isn't my type either." I shrugged as well as we walked out of the house.

"I thought John didn't like fake girls, you know. He likes girls like you." he shook his head and drank a bit. "Well, he used to, anyway."

"Girls like me?" I asked. I had to.

"Yeah, cute and fun girls to be around. I'm sure she's a pain in the ass. I really don't like her." he said.

"I love you so much, right now." I said, chuckling.

He chuckled and pulled me into his arms. He kissed my forehead, holding me tight. "I know." He smiled, letting go of me. "Let's get back inside, I can smell pizza and I'm hungry as fuck."

I chuckled and followed him inside. We all sat and ate pizza together, except Snow White because she's a model and she has to watch her weight. A model. Does she ever stop being perfect? I wasn't in the mood to hear about John and Snow White's amazing times they had together or about all the languages she can speak or about anything else that had to do with her. Everyone was dancing, drinking and being loud. Everyone except Brian and I. We were sat on the couch and cuddling. And making fun of Snow White, maybe. Around midnight she decided to leave, finally, so John took her home and came half an hour later. Only Jess, Stephen, Brian and I were still there. We were just talking and cuddling, wrapped up in tons of blankets.

"I'm back." John said as he walked in. "Looks like you're having fun." he sat next to me.

I shrugged, holding Brian tightly. "Why did you come back?" I asked.

"Because Leah went to bed and I just wanted to spend time with my friends instead of sleeping. I don't know." he shrugged.

"Okay." I said. "Well, I think I'm gonna leave." I kissed Brian's cheek and stood up. I kissed Jess's forehead and ruffled Stephen's hair before walking out the door. "Bye, guys."

"Wait, Katy!" John shouted.

"What?" I said as he arrived.

"I just wanted to walk you to your car." he replied, showing me his adorable grin again.

"Alright." I shrugged and started to walk again.

"So, what do you think of Leah?" he asked.

"She's, um, pretty." I replied.

"She is." he said. We walked quietly to my car and I eventually spoke again as we arrived.

"I didn't know you liked someone. You've never told us about her." I said.

"I know." he replied, awkwardly.

"I thought you would've told me." I shrugged. "Anyway, night." I got into the car and drove off quickly, leaving John alone and confused.

I don't think I've ever been replaced this fast. I feel like I've lost him even if he's never been mine. I had never been a one night stand before either. I got home quickly and threw myself on the bed, as usual. Then I checked my texts, half asleep. I had one.

12:23am from: Brian.

"Hi. I'll be there soon, I'm not leaving you alone. Don't even try to fight. Love you."

Brian had this amazing ability to make me smile when I really didn't want to. About ten minutes later, I heard a knock on the door. Brian was there and that's all I needed.