A/N: WARNING a little smut not really tho^_^
I watched as Jean's eyes widened, with an expression I couldn't really read, (danm maybe I went to far...). I mean I did just kiss my best friend, I didn't really intend it to be so sudden but I had to be sure. "I...umm...I-I didn't real-really mean to kiss you jean...I was umm...actually thinking of someone else when I did it", after saying that Jean seemed a bit calmer, although his face still looked like he had a severe sunburn. "O-ok well...then who were you thinking a-about?" he asked nervously, "well...umm Berth-" "FUCK YEAH! I knew it...I soooo knew it!" jean hollered in triumph fist bumping the air scaring the hell out of me. "Shhhh shut up, and how did you know?" I asked wide eyed, (I hope its not obvious). "Well, you have been acting weird around him lately, I mean like nervous around him, and now you keep cologne in your back pack now, you never done that shit" he said smirking. It was true, I have been kinda off lately, mostly confusion but I got tired of stressing out about it and said fuck it! guess i'm gay then.
I pinched my nose then something occurred to me. "Wait Jean, do you care that i'm gay or...anything" I asked probably bruising my nose from how much I was pinching it. Jean started to chuckle which caught me off guard, "seriously Reiner? you think I care...just don't kiss me again or i'll beat the gay out of your ass" I nodded "yes mam", we both laughed. "But wait...when did you decide this? I mean I really thought you were into chicks...uh no offense what changed your mind?" Jean asked scooting a little closer to me like a child wanting to hear a story.
"I really don't...I mean I still like girls its just-"
"so your bi?"
"no-uhh...yes...I don't know, its really just Bert...we've been friends since freshman year, and to be honest I was kind of questioning my sexuality back then, I ignored it. But recently everything about him just became attractive to me, like his smiles, the way talks, how he licks his lips-"
"yeah, yeah cut all the dreamy shit out, how did you know for sure, for sure and its still not clear to me why I was kissed."
Thinking about it, he was right, kissing Jean was really unnecessary. Did I just want to kiss him? (No it was just a test...I was really picturing him as Bert), I sighed looking up at Jean who had is eyebrow raised waiting for my answer. "I t-told you it was because I was picturing you as Bert, I just wanted to see because I had a dream about us fu-fu-flying...yup flying through the blue sky...what a great dream it was-" (your bull shit actually stinks Reiner...just stop yourself) I started to chuckle, but Jean was scowling at me practically seeing through all that bull shit. "Yeah ok i'm a big fucking idiot Reiner...just admit you had a wet dream about Berthold" my face got warm, "what...don't say it like that...I mean I di-did but so...im human too dammit!"
The rest of that day we joked and played some COD, like we normally did, my sexuality didn't change a damn thing, and I thanked God for having a friend like Jean. When i got home I showered and ate, my mom didn't get home till later so I cooked myself. With my homework already done I started to watch some t.v bored out of my mind, I pulled out my phone and went through my texts messages, the last one I received was from Connie saying he'll be going to Thomas's house after school so don't wait up. I saw Berts message box, I sent him a text last saying 'goodnight' but I guess he fell asleep before replying, (why not send him one now, its not too late).
To Bert:
Hey;)
I put my phone down watching t.v waiting for a reply. About five minutes later my phone vibrated, I opened it...
From Jean:
Wassup Re-Homo, wyd texting your boyfriendXD
I just glared at the message, (what the fuck is a re-homo?) and replied instantly.
To Jean:
Ha...not boyfriend... yet, nd wtf is 're-homo'?
From Jean:
You dumb ass! cuz your name starts with a RE then since u know...you like guys i added the homo right there its so smart!:P
To Jean:
-_- oook thats just stupid...blonde moment right there...epic fail!
From Jean:
Is not!
To Jean:
Is too!
From Bert:
Hi:)
I can't lie when I say my heart skipped a beat when I saw that he texted me back, (wow what is this guy doing to me Im acting like a little virgin girl, blushing and shit...get it together Reiner).
To Bert:
Wyd good lookin...lol
From Jean:
Shut up! you know nothing i'm like brian and your pinky, very gay and stupid;D lol hahaha! evil laughter haha!
From Bert:
Ha I know I am...and im finishing up some homework, wbu?
I received both of those messages almost at the same time, (damn somebody's popular tonight).
To Bert:
Hmmm look at you waiting till the last min...naughty lil berty lol;P
(that was cheesy as fuck)
To Jean:
Yeah ok a guy tells you hes gay about an hour ago and now he is referred to every. gay thing known to man and your ur evil laughter is gay!
From Bert:
Ha! You dont even knowXP buuut wyd
(oooo I really wanna know though!)
From Jean:
Pffft whatever hater tater! Soo are you going to tell Bert that you like him?
My heart started to throb looking at the last text I received, I didn't even think about if I was going to tell him or not. Before, I remember mentioning to Bert about something that had to do with gay people, he said his parents didn't accept that kind of stuff and we changed the subject, even thinking about it now is upsetting I probably won't ever have a chance with him...but my feelings for him probably wont change either...I just cant bring myself to stop likening him...what is there not to like he is so...perfect.
To Jean:
Probably not...he might not be u know sooo i'm just going to keep it to myself for now.
To Bert:
Thinking about you;P
(no, no, no delete...delete)
To Bert:
Watching T.V
From Jean:
Well alright dude but...don't be a pussy for to long your going to have to tell him sooner or later...Goodnight re-homo!
To Jean:
Yeah, yeah goodnight blonde!
From Bert:
Cool...oh hey remember that guy Ymir mentioned at lunch today...they new kid, turns out hes one of my friends from middle school!
To Bert:
Hmm really? whats his name nd y is coming to Sina?
From Bert:
Marco and the poor guy left his old school cause people were judging him for being gay.
(oh...oh)
To Bert:
Ouch...well im not gonna be that guy to judge him:)
(not like I could anyway)
From Bert:
Aww your so sweet lol even though you look like the type to be the bully ha no offense:3
To Bert:
None taken lol:D
From Bert:
Im done with HW so im going to head to bed...Goodnight Reiner;)
To Bert:
Hey that rhymed lol but goodnight sleep tight.
I turned off my t.v and headed up stairs to my room, mentally and physically exhausted I fell on my bed letting sleep overcome me.
("Rein-mmh", I kissed him deeply not letting any space in between us. He sighed beneath me trying to wiggle out from my grasp, but he wasn't going anywhere, I don't know how we got here but I didn't give a damn...he was with me pinned to the floor under me, open for me. I stopped kissing him for a second so we could breath, "y' know your so cute when your like this" I chuckled looking down at a flustered, sexy Berthold who had a mixture of my spit and his on the side of his mouth. He hummed and then arched his back then relaxed again, he seemed uncomfortable, "whats wrong?", he looked up at me his eyes glazed over with lust. "Mmh, I need you now Reiner pl-please...mhh")
BEEP!BEEP!BEEP!
My eyes flashed open, I sat up in my bed and looked around. Sunlight was seeping through the window, I looked over at my alarm clock it was 7:15...shit! I only have 15 minutes to get ready. I threw the covers off of me only to find...my fucking boner...(great! thanks again bert for being sexy!) now I had to probably waste 10 minutes in this damn shower...thanks Bert.