A/N - Okay people I wrote this a looooooong time ago, almost a year ago. I had three hours to do what ever during school, we had one week left, so I figured I would start to write the next chapter.

A special thanks goes to doglover for their review, no he's not suicidal and HELL NO he ain't goin' to that stupid bitch, she dead. Sorry to all the people who actually like Kikyo but I left her ass back in the Sengoku Jindai.

Kagome went outside and called for InuYasha but there was no reply she waited ten minutes; no reply, no InuYasha although she knew where he was and what he was doing.

Meanwhile: Inuyasha sat at a stream washing his face trying to rid his mind of the memory that was but a year ago

Flashback

Kagome had gotten quite large due to the life that was fervently growing inside her. They were coming home from the hospital. The doctor had told them that Kagome was pregnant with four.When out of nowhere a black semi with flames and a tooth like grill crashed into the back driver's side of their SUV. The jolt from the crash was so harsh Kagomewas knocked out on the window. InuYasha immediately got out Kagome's cell from her purse and called the police and the hospital telling them there had been an accident and that they needed an ambulance. Two hours later Kagome was awake in the ICU and crying badly, they had lost the babies.

End Flashback

The drastic steps I've taken
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell?

I fought and lied, I drank too much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell

This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye, I wish you well
Because I love you
I'm gonna kill myself

He looked down at Kyoto from a tree looking for a roof with a cross(yes a christian church.) Kagome had told them about a place where, if they wanted, they could go to be forgiven for their 'sins,' as she called them, InuYasha planned to go there and be 'saved.' He felt horrid about the loss and felt it was all his fault.(Yes he still is a demon, no it makes no sense, a demon being saved but that's what I want, so there)

A/N - There I typed it with ONE review, one limp noodle in the huge pot of spaghetti(500-600 hits total and i get one measly review, Ugh sickening). Thank you. I got my computer hooked up at home and I'll be updating more... especially after June... I'm moving out of my dad's house and in with my fiance (flashes pretty diamond ring) and his parents for a while.

I'm going to try to start writing a story for Twilight so wish me luck