Camisado- Panic! At The Disco
Flack wanted to feel bad when his father landed in the hospital. He wanted to cry and worry and pace and everything that was supposed to come along with a loved one in danger. He couldn't seem to pull the usual emotions out.
It had been an accident, falling off a ladder when he shouldn't have been up there in the first place. When he'd stepped out of the car and found his Dad like there he'd been panicked. As he'd called the ambulance to the house he had felt his heart pounding in his chest in fear. Then his father had regained consciousness.
When he'd woken up he'd started putting up a fight, trying to pull out his IV, punching a nurse and cutting an orderly in the process. He wanted out of that hospital and he was going to find a way. Don Flack Senior made a racket and a mess before they had to sedate him just to make sure he hadn't broken anything in the fall. It was then that it occurred to Flack; how was he supposed to worry when he looked over to see a nurse holding an ice pack to her eye where his father had caught her with his fist; when he looked over at the orderly with blood on his hands. How was he supposed to feel the pain and the concern when, in that moment, he was more ashamed than he'd ever been to be his father's son?