This a sequel to Cigarettes and Coffee, because it was asked for.
His hot kisses trailed down her neck to her shoulder turning into light nipping.
"I missed you." She mumbled, thin fingers running through his hair. He had come into her apartment, clothes soaked through from the rain. She had called him crying that she needed him, needed him for just one night. He wanted it to be more than just one night.
"I missed you too." Levi smiled, rubbing his still damp forehead against her shoulder. "I missed you so much."
"Come kiss me." Mikasa murmured. And Levi did, deep and loving over and over until her lips were red and slightly swollen. She was and angel, and he was a demon, ready to devour her. He was going to take her tonight, make love to her and treat her like the goddess that she was.
"You're so beautiful." Levi caressed the curves of her body. "Not just your body though... There's so much more to you that makes you beautiful."
"Thank you..." Mikasa blushed. "But you're the only beautiful one here."
"Don't say that." Levi kissed her nose. "You're the most beautiful woman I know."
"So you have a most beautiful man you know?" Mikasa asked jokingly.
"Yes actually that spot is reserved for Erwin." Levi smirked. They laughed together, Mikasa smiling more then she had in the past few months they hadn't seen each other. Levi smiled too, happy to see brightness in Mikasa once dim eyes. "You're so beautiful when you smile."
Mikasa's smile broadened. Levi kissed her deeply, moving his body over hers. "Mikasa... I need you."
"I need you too." Mikasa mumbled. "I need you."
Levi kissed her before stripping off his wet shirt, throwing it over to the side of- the room. Mikasa stripped out of her clothes quickly leaving her completely exposed to Levi. Levi quickly removed his pants and briefs. They kissed, deep and passionate, with longing that they had both held for so long, ever since that first kiss.
"Mikasa, I love you." Levi murmured. And he did, he had for so long, without even realizing it.
Mikasa blinked, blushing a deep crimson red. "I love you too."
"Ready?" Levi asked.
"Take me." Mikasa answered.
They made love, holding onto each other tightly, waking in the morning limbs tangled together, blankets curling them into a cocoon of each other.
"You must be an angel." Levi's voice was just above a whisper, as he stroked her cheek. Mikasa was still asleep, and Levi knew he should leave before she woke. After all this was just a one night stand, nothing more. And no matter what they told each other the night before they would always wake up in the morning, and those words would disappear into cold bed sheets and empty hearts full of longing for another night. Levi gently untangled their limbs, moving to get dressed.
"I meant what I said." Mikasa voice was laced with pain. "I love you Levi."
"I don't believe you." Levi looked at her, eyes cold and unfeeling.
"That night you did!" Mikasa shouted at him. They were outside the empty coffee shop, it was late, and the fall chill was nipping at Mikasa bare shoulders. "That night you said you loved me, and I know you meant it!"
"Maybe I did, but that doesn't matter now." Levi murmured.
"Fuck you levi! Fuck you for making me love such a heartless man." Mikasa ran, ran away from the pain and the anger, and the man she knew she needed to survive. But she knew she couldn't escape any of it.
Levi leaned against the wall of the coffee shop. He craved a cigarette but refused to indulge. Instead he let the hot tears burn down his cheeks. "It's better you think I'm heartless."
Levi looked up at the night sky, the stars shining brightly.
"This world is cruel..." Levi could remember Mikasas smile. "But also very beautiful."
How long had it been? A year, two? Her hair was longer, and her eyes were sad.
"I still love you." She told him as they stood together. It was purely coincidence that they had ran into each other today. Some might have called it fate, but neither one of them believed in such things.
"You shouldn't." Levi responded coldly.
"But I do! And you still love me, don't deny it!" Mikasa voice rose, but she kept her composer.
"It doesn't matter if I do or not." Levi walked past her.
"Levi!" He stopped as she hugged him tightly. "Whatever you're trying to protect me from, it doesn't matter, because I haven't stopped loving you in all the time we've been apart, and I won't stop loving you ever."
Levi touched Mikasas hand on his chest. "Mikasa."
"I love you!" Mikasa sobbed. "I love you so much, and I don't care about anyone else like I care about you."
Levi was silent, before he moved Mikasas hands from around him, walking away again.
"Don't you even care about me in the slightest." That struck a nerve.
"Of course I fucking care about you! That's why we can't be together!" Levi turned around to face her, eyes filled with rage. "You think I wouldn't be killing myself everyday by not being with you if I didn't have a good reason for doing so!? You think it doesn't tear me up inside that I can't be with you? Well it does, because I fucking love you Mikasa! You wanna know why I can't be with you? Because every time I'm with someone it always ends badly. My last two girl friends died! One got cancer the other committed suicide! I'm bad luck, everyone I've loved has died! My parents, my closest friends, they're gone, and I refuse to lose you, because I fucking love you!"
Mikasa touched Levi's face, wiping away the tears that he hadn't even noticed. Levi looked away, embarrassed by his outburst.
"Levi." Mikasas voice was gentle but confident. "I promise you, I'm not going to die."
Levi tsked. "You can't say that like it'll never happen."
"No, I know I'm going to die someday, but..." Mikasa kissed Levi's forehead murmuring. "As long you need me, I'll stay by your side."
Levi could feel more tears welling in his eyes. "I'm scared. I don't want to hurt you anymore, but I'm so scared I'm gonna be the reason I lose you forever."
"I'm strong Levi, stronger then most." Mikasa wiped away more of his tears with her thumb. "I promise I won't go anywhere."
Levi smiled, easing into her touch.
"Give us a chance." Mikasa pressed their foreheads together. Levi was silent fro a long time.
"Okay... I'll give us a chance."
Five years. They had been together five years. The first three had been hard, Levi always worried he would get a call one day that she was gone, waking up at night just to make sure that she was next to him. He would cling to her desperately when they were together and try to get back to her as soon as possible when they were apart. Mikasa would sooth his worries and hold him close on the harder nights. The nights were he would have such vivid nightmares of seeing the people he loved die. He told her how each of them died, and she helped him carry the burden life had given him.
The last two had been easier. Levi had asked Mikasa to marry him. At the wedding he gave a tearful vow to be with her till the end of time, and when they kissed, everyone in the room could feel their love for each other. The honeymoon was magical, and after a year of wedded bliss Mikasa delivered the news that she was pregnant to Levi. Levi was overjoyed, picking her up and spinning her around.
Levi pressed his ear to Mikasas swollen belly. She was eight months pregnant and soon they would be gifted with a baby girl to call their own.
"I love you Mikasa." Levi muttered, listening to the baby's heart beat mingle with her own.
"I love you too Levi." Mikasa smiled, that beautiful smile that he'd fallen in love with.
"What are we gonna name her?" Levi asked, rubbing Mikasa belly.
Mikasa thought for a second. "Izumi... I like the name Izumi."
"Izumi." Levi thought it over. "It's perfect."
