a/n: Disclaimer: I don't own twilight...

*****D*****

( Bella's POV)

I loved Edward with all my heart, I really did. This was ridiculous though. We've been together ten years and he doesn't want to take the next step in our relationship. I mean, I want people to know that I belong to him and only him. I want to have little copper haired emerald eyed babie playing in the back yard. I wanted Edward to want to marry me!

" Bella, you've got to tell him.", Alice told me.

" Ya how 'bout this ' Hey Edward, I feel like you don't love me because we've been together ten years and you don't want to marry me.', did that sound good?", I angrily said.

" Bella, I know you. You want to be married to him more than anything and to have his children. I mean, his mom is getting pissed that he hasn't taken the next step.", Alice sighed.

" Look, I'm sorry I'm so pissy. I've been so tired lately and I'm coming down with the flu or something. I keep throwing up.", I rubbed my face. Alice put her hand on her stomach and the baby was kicking.

" Bella, are you sure it's the flu?", she raised and eyebrow.

" Ya, what else could it be?", I laughed humorlessly.

" Bella, do you think maybe... maybe your pregant.", she suggested.

" It's impossible! I'm on the pill, and Edward always wears protection.", I shook my head.

" Bella, the pill doesn't always work. Plus, remember that party? You and Edward definetly didn't use protection there.", she looked so serious. Then I realized she was right. Plus, I just realized that I was a whole two months late.

" Oh god, Edward's going to hate me! I- oh god.", I had tears streaming down my face.

" No he isn't Bella, calm down and let's go to the hospital. We'll get a test, and no matter what I'll be there for you.", She grabbed my hand and we drove to the hospital. Two hours later the doctor came in and sat down.

" Your blood test came back pefectly normal and they confirmed that you are indeed pregnant. I'd like to do a sonagram to see how for along you are if that's alright.", he asked. I had tears streaming down my face but I nodded.

" Alright, I'll be right back.", he left the room and I looked at Alice. She had a sad look on her face. The tears just kept flowing down my face. The doctor brought in a sonogram machine and started it up. He put the jell and wand on my stomach and a picture appeered.

" It looks as though you are ten weeks pregnant.", the doctor smiled at me. I looked and noticed something strange.

" Why are there two heartbeats?", Alice asked.

" Well miss swan, it seems as though you are having twins.", the doctor smiled. My mouth dropped in shock.

" Are you sure it's just twins? When my mother was pregnant with me, I wasn't supposed to be there, they didn't notice me. They only noticed my two brothers.", I just wanted to make sure.

" I'm positive that there are only two babies in there.", He chuckled.

" Alright, um thank you.", I got up and dressed then the doctor gave me a time and date for another appointment in three weeks. In the car I broke down crying. Now that I looked at myself I did notice the small little bump I had from the twins. I thanked alice and went home. Edward was there sitting on the couch and eating pizza.

" Hey babe, there's pizza on the counter if you want any.", he told me.

" I'm not hungry, I'm just going to go to bed.", I whispered loud enough for him to hear me.

" Are you all right? You seem... different.", he rasied an eyebrow.

" I'll be fine, everything will be ok.", I said, mainly to myself. He nodded and I went to bed, the rain was drowning out my sobs.