Sesshomaru was already here.
I stood up and Sesshomaru was staring at Kentaro. He turned to me and gave me a stare. Kentaro started to whimper loudly. I tried to shush him but he kept rooting. I stood up and walked to the bedroom while everyone else started to scream and talk to Sesshomaru. I took off my shirt and my started to nurse Kentaro.
Kentaro pawed at my neck. I giggled, it felt extremely ticklish. Sesshomaru walked in while I was still nursing. I covered myself in the blanket so he couldn't see my breasts.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he asked sitting down next to me on the bed, he pulled the blanket off me and started to look at Kentaro, I knew he wasn't staring at my breasts so I just sighed.
"I didn't know I was pregnant when we broke up, which I recall was entirely your fault," I said stroking Kentaro's fur.
"It wasn't my fault, you're the one who didn't want to marry me," he growled quietly.
"You're the one who cheated on me with that whore Yura!" I yelled quietly so I wouldn't wake up Kentaro, he was still sleeping and nursing. Sesshomaru's eyes wandered back to Kentaro and he tried do stroke his fur but I pulled away.
"You are not allowed to be in Kentaro's life," I hissed standing up, Kentaro unlatched and he was whimpering. I put him down on the bed and pulled my shirt on. I lifted him up again and walked out of the room. Sesshomaru caught my arm and pulled me back into the room.
"What the fuck do you want?" I whisper yelled. Kentaro yawned and started to nuzzle closer to my body.
"I want my son; I will find a way to get my son." Sesshomaru said. He had this glum look on his face.
"If you file for custody your family has already said they'll be on my side, not yours," I said angrily.
"I never said I would file for custody, all I said is that I'll find a way to get my son…and you," Sesshomaru said smirking at me.
"Yeah right, that's never going to happen," I said trying to walk away again. Sesshomaru closed the door and locked it before lifting me up and setting me back on the bed.
He was looking at Kentaro. Sesshomaru put his hand on Kentaro's head and he started to wiggle in my arms and purr slightly.
"He looks like you," I said quietly. Sesshomaru smiled at me and kissed Kentaro's forehead. Kentaro opened his eyes and started to whimper. I rubbed his back and he started rooting. I guess I didn't nurse him enough… I took off my shirt and started to nurse Kentaro and he started to suckle. I held him close to me and kissed his nose. He bit me and I yelped a little.
"Don't bite mommy," I said laughing. Sesshomaru chuckled from where he was standing. Oh, he thought he was out of trouble with me.
"Oh no mister, you still need to make it up to me," I said angrily to Sesshomaru. He rolled his eyes and sighed.
Kentaro started to puppy cry. I kissed him and rubbed his belly and he started to wiggle and squeal happily.
"You're so good with him," Sesshomaru said looking at Kentaro. I rested Kentaro on my chest and covered him with Sesshomaru's old blanket. Sesshomaru reached out his hands with a pleading look on his face. I gave Kentaro to him.
Sesshomaru started to purr and Kentaro started to go back to sleep. He was nuzzled close to Sesshomaru's body and he was scrunching up his eyes while he slept.
I started to cry and Sesshomaru looked worriedly at me. It made me cry even more, I was all out sobbing when Sesshomaru gave Kentaro back and pulled me to his chest and let me stay there while I calmed down.
I stopped crying and Kentaro started to whimper. He got closer to me and started to calm down. When Sesshomaru tried to get up Kentaro started to puppy cry and Sesshomaru sat back down, Kentaro stopped crying.
"He's already close to you and you've only held him once," I said sighing. I kissed Kentaro's hands and snuggled him close to me. Sesshomaru laughed when Kentaro started to pull my shirt with his paws.
I gave him a death glare and left the room with Kentaro in my arms. He started to whimper loudly and shove his head into my shirt. I pulled the blanket tightly around him and he calmed down.
He fell asleep and I cradled him in my arms and went to the living room, everyone was talking in there and Kentaro just kept sleeping.
"So what did Sesshomaru do?" Kagome asked.
"Nothing really, he thinks that he's going to win me over and make me fall in love with him again," I said rolling my eyes.
"Who said I can't make you fall in love with me again?" He asked walking into the room.
"After cheating on me, I don't think you'll be able to gain me back so easily." I said with a death glare. He growled a little but I ignored him.
"Well we're going out so you and Sesshomaru can talk," Inutaisho said getting up. They all left before I could argue. I definitely didn't want to be alone with Sesshomaru.
"I didn't cheat on you," Sesshomaru said silently.
"If you didn't cheat on me why did Yura have your mating mark?" He gave me a pained sound.
"She didn't!" Sesshomaru growled at me loudly. Kentaro woke up and started to shift. Sesshomaru grabbed Kentaro and put him on the bed so he would keep sleeping. He surrounded him with pillows so he wouldn't fall off. He already seemed like a father.
"Come with me," Sesshomaru said pulling me up. We walked to the living room and sat on the couch.
"Why did you ask me to come with you," I said sighing.
"I never mated with Yura, you have been my mate since I met you," Sesshomaru said slowly.
"Yura mated with Naraku, and lied when she told you, I was her mate." Sesshomaru explained shrugging.
"So this whole time you've loved me?" I asked incredulously.
"I do love you Rin, and I want you and Kentaro in my life," He said silently.
"What about Kagura, last I heard you were dating her," I said looking up at him.
"Rin, Kagura is my friend, nothing more than that." Sesshomaru said laughingly. I hit his arm.
"Why didn't you just tell me this when you proposed?" I asked looking up at him biting my lip.
"Because I thought you would say yes," Sesshomaru said.
"Well I was going to…" I said while I started to blush.
"That's what I love about you, you always manage to confuse me, and there's also the fact that your blush makes me love you even more," Sesshomaru said sweetly. I pulled him closer to me and kissed him on the mouth, he made no move to pull away so I straddled him. He made a sound of approval and held my hips.
He started to kiss my neck and he nuzzled closer to my body. He held me to him closer.
"Rin, will you marry me," He asked silently. I stopped moving and stared at him.
"I already had your baby, I think we did things a bit backwards," I said giggling. "Yes, I will marry you Sesshy," I whispered.
He kissed me more and I heard squeals from the bedroom. I got off of Sesshomaru and went to the bedroom. I kissed Kentaro's head, he was awake again and wiggling around like crazy.
Sesshomaru walked into the room and took Kentaro from my arms. Kentaro stared at Sesshomaru for a while and nuzzled into his neck and fell asleep again. He made adorable sleeping noises again and I took him back. Sesshomaru took my arm and dragged me up to Inuyasha's old bedroom.
There was a crib in the room and it was so cute. It was decorated adorably and there were stuffed animals everywhere in the room.
"Inuyasha slept in this room as a baby?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"No, but Izayoi was pregnant a while back and she miscarried, this was the nursery for the baby," Sesshomaru said silently. I looked around the room and Kentaro started to squeal again.
Sesshomaru put him in the crib and he put the blanket on him. Kentaro stayed asleep and he looked so cute. Sesshomaru took me out of the room and I finally asked the question.
"Why did you want to marry me in the first place?" I asked stopping in the hall and turning to him.
"At first I didn't exactly want to be with you, I thought being in love made me weaker. I met you and I couldn't hold back anymore, so I bought a ring." Sesshomaru said grabbing something out of his pocket. He opened the box and took out the ring.
"Inutaisho made me get the ring, and I was going to propose," Sesshomaru said kissing me. He slid the ring on my finger. "That is where it belongs, so don't take it off," He said smiling at me.
I smiled back and hit him on the head.
"You are so stupid, why didn't you just declare your love for me sooner, then we would have already been engaged and Kentaro would have been born with his father in the room." I ranted angrily.
"I know you're angry, but I didn't know if you loved me back," Sesshy said innocently.
"I hated being alone when I gave birth," I said looking down so I didn't have to look at his eyes.
He pulled me to him and kissed my forehead. "I'm so sorry Rin," He purred kissing me sweetly; I kissed him back pouring all of my emotions into the kiss.
"I love you so much Sesshomaru," I said smiling up at him. We went downstairs and laid down on the couch together and talked about all that we did while we were apart. I told him everything about my pregnancy. I also told him that I was extremely hormonal and mean while I was pregnant and warned him not to get me pregnant anytime soon. He laughed at it and told me that I should expect to have a bunch of kids.
We just talked for the rest of the day.
Inutaisho and the rest of them finally came back after about nine hours. Sesshomaru was sleeping on my lap. I tried to get up but he just pulled me closer to him.
"I don't think he's gonna move," I declared finally staying still. Sesshomaru pulled me down so I was nestled into his arms. I fell asleep after a couple minutes. I ended up dreaming about our not-so-perfect family.
I'm sorry for not updating for such a long time! I've had to deal with homework and school. I'll start updating more frequently, as long as I get lots of reviews :P Please R&R!