Warning: This chapter contains cutting and blood. If this triggers you, don't read it.

Life becomes worst before it gets better

Chapter 2: First week of class

The day had arrive to start my class at uni and I can't wait to see what uni life is going to be like. At uni, I am studying to be a sports trainer and I'm excited to start class today. This morning was really hard to get up because I had to get up before 9 and I usually get up at 10. I struggled to get up and that the fact that Sasuke had to wake me up because I refused to get up when my alarm went off. Anyway, at the moment I'm walking through the uni's park with Sasuke to get to the uni. I heard from Sasuke that he is studying to be a business man. I never really knew Sasuke wanted to be a business man. It really surprised me when I heard it and made me think that he probably will be a good business man.

Sasuke and I had arrived at the entrance at the uni and Sasuke and I had to go our separate ways because our classroom is away from each other. To get to my classroom, I have to walk up 2 flights of stairs. Which my classroom is in lecture room 14 and thats why I have to go up 2 flights of stairs. When I got to the room I'm meant to be in, I had to find a seat and I chose the seats at the front. Suddenly a guy with brown hair came in the room talking really loudly. I turned around and he looked familiar with the red makings on his cheeks and his brown kind-of spiking hair. He noticed me looking at him and he had a shocked look on his face.

"Naruto Uzumaki, amazing thing to see you here," said the brown haired guy.

"Sorry, do I even know you, you may look familiar, but don't remember your name," I said.

"Well well, isn't that saddening that a friend would forget my name, geez Naruto, your still the same as high school."

"Wait, I got it now, are you Kiba?"

"Finally, you remembered my name."

"Give me a break, it's been awhile since I have seen you."

"Fine, I will give you a break, anyway how are you?" said Kiba as he sat next to me.

"Yeah I'm fine," I said as I lied because actually, I wasn't fine because the weekend's events.

Suddenly our teacher came in and started the lesson.

It's around about lunchtime and my lesson has finished for the day and we were assigned homework, which wouldn't be too hard. I walked out of the lecture room and headed downstairs to the entrance of the uni. When I made it to the entrance of the uni and about to head out, I notice Sasuke up ahead. I didn't realise that Sasuke's lesson finished at the same time. I walked faster to catch up with Sasuke and when I caught up to him, I must of scared because he had a scared look on his face.

"Hey Sasuke, how was your very first lesson go," I said as I slow down my walking.

"Don't walk up to me without saying anything, you really scared me and yeah the lesson was alright," said Sasuke.

"Well thats good, also I have Kiba in my class."

"So the loud mouth is at this uni, how wonderful, I'm definitely going to get a headache every time I see him."

"Yeah, like in high school, you got a headache everyday because of Kiba."

"It looks like I will be getting that here now."

"Stop complaining and get used to it."

When we reached the dorm buildings, we had to walk to our building which took a long time. When we got there, we went to the elevator and headed to our room. We got to our room and I just lied on my bed because I was so tired. While I was lying on my bed, Sasuke headed to the bathroom to take a shower. Hopefully, he doesn't take too long this time and if he does I'll be going to in to stop what he is doing. While Sasuke was taking a shower, I decided to do the homework we were given while it's in my head before I forget. I got the homework out of my backpack and headed to the desk next to my bed and got started onto the homework.

Half-an-hour later, I finished my homework and Sasuke was still in the bathroom. I called out Sasuke's name, but no answer. I thought that he couldn't here me where I'm sitting, so I went up to the bathroom door and spoke his name again, but no answer. I thought that he would hear me for sure, but no. Now I know that I need to open that door because I know what he is doing and I know he will lie to me again if I wait until he gets out. So I opened the door, but it's locked. I knew about what to do in these situation, I have done it plenty of times and a master at unlocking doors. I got the stuff I need to unlock the door and I got right to the unlocking. A minute later, I unlocked the door and I opened the door really fast and I caught him. I was right that he lied to me before, I caught him cutting himself and now I am angry with him because he didn't tell the truth.

"Sasuke, how could you lie to me, if you told me the truth, I wouldn't be angry like I am now," I said as I was thinking I shouldn't say this since I lied to him too.

Sasuke didn't say anything, so I grabbed the scissors out of his hand and throw them away from Sasuke. I grabbed a towel and stopped the bleeding on his arm. I saw drops of water like droplets on my hand. I looked at Sasuke and he is crying. Once I finished wiping the blood from his arm, I took him too his bed and made him sit down and I sat down next him.

"Sasuke, tell me why you lie to me and what made you do this?" I said.

I waited for him to say something.

10 minutes later, he had calm down and he started to speak.

"Naruto, I am so sorry I lied to you, I thought you would of changed back then and would get angry once I said something," said Sasuke wiping tears off his face.

"Why would you think that, of cause I am angry now because you lied, remember when I told you in high school that I wouldn't be angry at you if you told me, but I will be angry if you lied," I said.

"I know you said that to me, but still I thought you changed."

"I didn't, anyway, what triggered you to cut yourself?"

"It's because I hadn't see my parents grave in awhile and I thought that I was better from getting help, but no, it made things worst and now I just remember my parent now and their death."

When Sasuke mentioned his parents, that just made me remember my parents and it triggered me and I kept myself under controlled and waited for Sasuke to finish and make an excuse for going out.

"So, you went to see your parents, isn't that a big step, but seemed you took a bigger step too soon, do you still see your councilor?"

"Yeah, I still see her, actually I see her this weekend."

"Well isn't that good, anyway, you fine now."

"Thanks too you I am."

"Thats good, anyway, I have to meet up with Sakura, will you be fine on your own."

"Yeah, I'm about to have a nap, bye then."

I smiled at Sasuke and went out of the room.

I got out of the building and went around the back where no one can see me. I couldn't take this anymore. I controlled myself long enough and can't control it anymore. I got the scissors out of my pocket, rolled up my sleeve and placed the scissors really hard on my arm and moved it. Blood was seeping out and I kept cutting and cutting and all I saw on my arm is blood. I stopped because I calmed down. I grabbed the handkerchief out of my pocket and put pressure on my arm to stop the bleeding. Once the blood stopped, I rolled down my sleeve and put everything in my pocket and went back to the room.

When I got back to the room, Sasuke was fast asleep in his bed. I walked quietly to the bathroom and tried not to wake him. I got to the bathroom without waking Sasuke and I went to have a shower. 5 minutes later I hear a loud knock on the door. "Naruto, are you in there." I knew it was Sasuke because his voice is so distinctive and notice it straight away.

"Yes Sasuke, it's me in here, whats wrong?" I said as I turned off the shower.

"ah...nothing, said Sasuke as he went away from the door.

I got quickly dressed and got out of the bathroom. I went to my bed and sat down and looked at Sasuke. At the moment Sasuke was at his desk doing homework and seeing him peacefully seeing him do homework is making me feel attracted to him like in high school again, but I shouldn't be thinking that. I don't want to go back to high school days of feeling attracted to Sasuke.

The rest of this week went smoothly and much better then Monday. At the moment, it's Friday afternoon and I had just finish my class for a day. I walked to the dorm with Sasuke and we were about to enter the building, when I spotted Gaara headed our way.

"Hey, Gaara, I shouted to Gaara as he was coming our way.

"Sup Naruto, Sasuke, haven't seen you guys in awhile," said Gaara.

"Yeah it's been awhile, are you in this building Gaara?"

"Yeah, I'm on the 4th floor room 37."

"Awesome, I should visit you sometime."

"Yeah, you should, anyway I'm got to go now, so see you guys later."

Gaara just walked off into the building. Gaara headed for the stairs while we took the elevator.

When Sasuke and I got to our dorm room, I suddenly got a call on my phone. I answered it and it's Iruka. Iruka took me in when my parents died and Iruka is a family friend and practically my brother to me. Iruka was calling to see how I am and he seemed happy that I have Sasuke in a room with me. When I finished talking to Iruka, I went straight to bed and started thinking things in my head and how much I miss Iruka. Also when I talked to Iruka, I asked him to come visit me this Sunday and he agreed to it.

"Hey, Sasuke, when is your appointment," I said as I sat up looking at Sasuke while Sasuke is reading a book.

"Saturday in the afternoon, why?" said Sasuke as he put down his book.

"Well, Iruka is visiting me on Sunday and would want to see you as well."

"That seems cool to me to see Iruka again."

I was so tired that I just fell asleep in my clothes.