CHAPTER 2

He couldn't sleep after that, his head hurt with all the thinking his been doing. He's in the hands of HYDRA and he knows why he's here recovering, they've found him first and now they will probably torture him again.

He sighed and heard the door open again. She's back the woman earlier, with a doctor now and a high-ranking official, he knew him, he escaped when steve saved them. They speaked in Russian he guessed. "where am i? Why did you save me?!" he asked, his voice rough from the cold. No one gave a fuck about him. He knew the answers to his questions but he still asked. "I'm thirsty". That got their attention, the doctor commanded the nurse something probably to get water or food. She looked at me nodded and walked out of the room.

The doctor and the official didn't last long, they just talked and honestly they looked excited about something. He didn't want to know why. Then left.

A few minutes later the woman came back with a soup and water on a tray. She closed the door with her foot, then settled the tray on the table on my right. She looked nervous, he noticed how she was shaky. She took the glass with water then put a straw, then held it for him to drink "глоток" she said,almost a Whisper. He didn't understand what she said. He couldn't hold the glass. He was too weak, she helped him drink, she held his back while he drink. He looked at her while drinking and thought she was a sight. Her lashes were long and dark, her nose was small, her face was almost squared, softened by her chubby cheeks, that looked pale. She looked pale.

He was so focused on looking at her that he gagged when she looked at him. The water splashed, and he coughed some out. She put the glass down and wiped his mouth with a white cloth, and she was blushing when she did that. He looked down embarrassed, because he knew she was blushing because of him.

"do you speak English?" he decided to change the mood by asking her. But he knew she can't speak his language, or maybe she was not allowed to talk to him but he asked still. She just looked at him. She looked innocent, with those eyes, trying to understand what he's saying. "English??"I repeated. she swallowed and repeated "English?" her accent was thick, it almost made her more exotic. She took the cloth to her lap and her eyes looked like she was thinking deep. And finally she answered "No." she then reach for the soup, and spoon fed him. It was weird being spoon fed, there's always something motherly about that gesture, being spoon fed and all. And she was blushing the whole time, her hands still shaky.

The food was good enough, it warmed him enough. When he was done eating, he told her he needed to go to the bathroom. I was healed no more fresh cuts, but still bruised and weak. She nodded and I thank god she understood me or else I would have wet the bed. She helped me get up, my only arm around her tiny waist, she was small, petite. But she held my weight along with my IV. Grunting and taking sharp breaths while walking, we made it to the bathroom.

I was embarrassed, she's a lady and I only have one good arm, how am I supposed to pee? Standing in front of the toilet, I was thinking about how I'm going to tell her to help me, and I'm fucked and I only have one arm, but she beat me to it."разрешите" she said while her shaky hand took my pants zipper down, I gulped and looked at her in the mirror, she was embarrassed too, and her face was red. She appeared to be reaching for my underwear but I stopped her hand he won't embarrass her more. I peed, while she was turned around, standing beside me, her arms around my waist supporting me. I'm no virgin but I have never been in this kind of situation, it embarrassed me and I know she's embarrassed too. I fixed my underwear, and she helped me zip my pants. And then she helped me back to bed. Tucked me in. Checked my IV, like she usually did. Took a few notes, then took the tray with her got out the room, locked it from the outside not even saying a word.

He wanted to say sorry, for putting her in that situation. But he doesn't know the words to say. So he pushed himself lf to sleep that night.

NOTES:

Russian words.

DRINK

LET ME