Song for this chapter---Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

I stared at him open mouthed.

''aw come on bells, are you telling me that you didn't know that they are all vampires?'' he asked raising one eyebrow.

What could I say?

Yes I have known all along? No that would be betraying them.

I stayed quiet.

He laughed ''bells I was the person you questioned about the cullens, remember?''

damn! He had me there. He was the one who told me the old legends.

And That's how I figured out ed....he! Was a vampire.

''Bella its OK! If you tell me you wont be betraying their secret because I already know, and they know that I know!''

''what?'' I shouted ''how?''

''its kinda a long story!'' he looked uncomfortable

''well I got nothing but time right now Jake! So please explain!''

''OK! Here goes can you remember the story about the vampires?'' he asked

''yeah!''

''can you remember who there natural enemy was?'' he looked a little upset now.

''yeah it was the wolves wasn't it?'' I wasn't really too interested in the wolf bit. Probably due to the fact that I had been obsessed with the vampires!

He nodded And grinned.

Standing up he cleared his throat

''heh hem'' he held up his hand.

''hello!, my name is Jacob black and I'm a werewolf!''

my mind went blank.

How can this be happening?

''Bella? Speak to me'' he sat back down

''how?'' was all I could say

''well bells you open your mouth and words come out'' he chuckled

''huh, very funny!''

I thought for a while. Is nothing what it seemed in this world?

first Vampires are real! Now werewolf's too! What's next zombies!

''so let me get this straight, your a werewolf!'' I asked raising one eyebrow

''yep'' he replied popping at the p

''an honest to god, turn in to a animal and howl at the moon kind of werewolf?'' I narrowed my eyes

he laughed, well it actually sounded more like a bark at first.

''Bella we don't howl at the moon, That parts not real,''

''well I'm sorry but I didn't think none of it was real'' I snapped back

''well what about Edward being vampire? You knew about that''

my heart ached as he said his name and I flinched.

''shit Bella, I'm sorry.'' he said as tears welled up in my eyes.

''what am I going to do?'' I said more to myself than to Jacob ''I need him, I don't no what to do!''

I could here Charlie coming up the stairs followed by the doctor

''listen Bella, I'm going away for a week or so with the pack so I wont be around, but when I get back I want us to hang out OK''

he said handing me a tissue.

I just nodded as Charlie and the doctor entered.

The doctor checked me over and said I would probably have a cold but nothing serious. He gave me some sleeping pills and said if I didn't feel better in two days to pop by the hospital to see him.

After Jacob and the doctor left Charlie asked me if I wanted to talk about it.

Which I know must have been hard for him because nether of us are the talking about feelings type.

I told him that I would appreciate it if we never spoke the cullens names again.

He agreed.

I took the sleeping pills and got in to bed and let the pain that had been threatening to take over, pull me under.

Three weeks later

life in forks had become like clockwork eat, sleep, School, eat, sleep,school.

I know Charlie is worried about me but there wasn't anything I could do about it,

I felt like a zombie!

And every time I even thought one of the cullens my brain would just shut down.

Today at school, I went to get my lunch and accidentally looked over to where they used to sit.

I thought just for two seconds how strange it looked without them, my brain shut down and I ended up on the floor covered in pink lemonade.

I didn't care much though. I was far too used to people whispering and sniggering behind their hands.

I didn't sit with Jessica and the gang any more.

They got fed up of my silence after a week or so, Jessica said that if I didn't want to talk to anyone I should sit alone. So that is just what I did.

Angela came and spoke to me every now and then but I thing even she was getting impatient with my yes or no answers.

Mike on the other hand thought it was great that I sat alone, it meant that he could follow me and get all creepy talking about where we should go for our first date!.

He followed me everywhere.

I had even started spending all my free time in the girls bathroom just to avoid him, but as soon as I step back out to go to class, he's stood waiting, to walk me to class.

I don't even speak when I'm around him! Cant he just take a hint.

Later that day as I arrived home I decided to go to the forest.

It had become my favourite place to be alone.

So after getting a picnic blanket out of Charlie's fishing cupboard I crossed the yard and followed the little trail I had made by going this way so much in the last few weeks.

As I reached my spot, I let out a sigh.

I lay the blanket out and lay down.

Thinking about randomness and nonsense (anything except him) I thought about what Charlie had said last night. How billy said Jacob wouldn't be back for a few weeks. Billy said Jacob was visiting a relative.

I would really like someone to talk to about everything.

Its not like I'm totally depressed or anything because I'm not.

I always knew he would leave me because I wasn't good enough for him.

No! don't think about him. Not here! This is my place.

SNAP

I sat up so fast I got head rush. What the hell was that.

Then a loud yelping and whimpering sound made me jump up.

Oh my god. What was that?

What ever it is it sounds hurt bad.

Without even thinking about it I took off running in the direction the yelping was coming from.

It didn't take long to find.

There was a animal caught in a bear trap. I wasn't sure what kind of animal it was.

It looked big. But not quite bear-big.

I stepped forward and the animals head turned in my direction.

''oh my god! You poor thing'' I whispered

trapped by the two front paws was a big golden retriever.

I rushed over to the dog but stopped before I got too close.

What if the dog bit me?, but I couldn't just leave it.

''nice doggie'' I said noticing it was a female and slowly edging forward.

The dog looked up at me. She looked so intelligent and kind that I stepped straight to her and rubbed her head.

''hey pretty girl, I'm going to help you''

I knelt down to her level and looked at her paws.

Both her front paws were caught and bleeding.

She was whimpering quietly. It broke my heart.

I stroked her face and head telling her how brave she was and what I will feed her when she's free.

Charlie had shown me how to open a bear trap when I was younger.

The woods around forks was full of them.

So while I kept talking to her I pulled my sweat shirt sleeves down over my hands and pulled open the teeth of the trap quickly.

The dog made a sound of pure agony and collapsed on to its side.

I moved the trap away from us and looked at the poor animals paws,

they were a bloody mess and needed cleaning as soon as possible.

I blew out a big breath

''wow she's a big girl'' I said as I thought of how I could get her back to the house.

My thoughts drifted to pull along trailer I used to drag my dolls around in when I was younger that was still in the garden shed, but I really couldn't leave her.

That left one option.

I would have to carry this huge blonde dog.

She was starting to open her eyes a little now so I kept talking to her, trying to let her know I wouldn't hurt her through my words.

I put my arms under her body that was trembling, and lifted her to me.

She weighed almost as much as me.

I left Charlie's blanket where It was. I'm sure he would understand.

The dog was full awake now and was licking under my chin, which made me smile. I realised it had been a while since I had smiled because the move made my cheeks ache.

After about twenty minutes we were almost at the edge of the woods.

It usually only took five minutes to get home but the dog was really heavy and I was panting more than her by this time.

As we reached the house I noticed that Charlie's cruiser wasn't there, he must be working late.

I elbowed the door open and made straight for the stairs.

I wanted to get the dog as comfortable as possible so I could clean her up, and if the cuts were too deep I would phone Mr. green the vet and ask him to come out.

Gently I placed her on the floor so I could put extra blanket's on the bottom of my bed, then picked her back up and lay her on them.

''is that better princess?'' I asked kissing her head.

She replied with a soft woof!

I went in to the bathroom and filled a big bowl with warm water, I opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed the things I was looking for.

Cotton pads, scissors, a razor , anti-bacterial spray and bandages.

With my arms full I made my way back to my room.

The dog was looking at me with an expression that could almost be human.

''hey pretty lady, how about I clean you up then make you something special to eat.

I set to work on her paws. Snipping away the fur from around the cut and gently wiping away the blood with the wet cotton pads.

The cuts wasn't too deep as the trap wasn't very big.

But the dog, 'who I decided was called princess, as I keep calling her it' kept trying to lick her wounds.

After cleaning I needed to use the anti-septic spray, but I knew all too well from experience how much that hurt.

I did it quickly, and she only growled once.

I was impressed. This dog was really well behaved, it got me thinking about where her owner must be.

As I finished putting on the bandages I noticed for the first time that she was wearing a collar.

It was pink with tiny studs on. (how cute!)

I looked at the tag

there was an address for somewhere in Chicago and a phone number.

I turned the tag around and there was two words.

James stark

what do you all think??

do you think he will come to collect his poochie!!

thanks for the reviews you guys are great.

And iv had a few messages asking if Bella will get marked.

I don't no yet because she is kinda too old now.

And she had a cough because she had been outside all night in the rain.

Hope that clears it up for you all

please review ….i heart you guys

Rose