Every girl has dreams. Every girl has a plan of action for a lot of things. About her career, her home, her life in general. Not all girls think of all these things but the one thing that all girls dream of is in fact about the day she is going to get married. And how beautiful the relationship is going to be….

I had the same dreams once. As a person I am possessive by nature so there was no way in hell that I would share. And if the poor soul decided to stray then there are no second chances. That's what happened with "holier than thou" Harry. Now that I think back, the day I found not one, not two but three women (ironically all redheads) in our bed in my apartment, was by the funniest moments of my life…and what was funnier than the situation at hand was what came after. Harry kept repeating the statement:

"This is not how it looks like"

Yeah right! Maybe if I was on crack or something it might have not been how it looked like!

Ever since I learned that there is no man alive who know the meaning of the words- commitment, loyalty, and trust and most importantly Love. All the married people at the place where I work sleep around. Some of these people are my good friends. And to make things worse all of these stupid men choose me to come and relate their conquests.

As though I am the trainee! Disgusting details! The only good thing is that I am probably one of the few women who know almost everything there is to pleasing a man.

Now where can I get such a man? One who will not cheat, who will love me blah blah blah blah…….

Considering this was me almost two years ago, how in the world I turn out to be me right now?

It was my birthday…and the day of my final presentation at Hogwarts School for Complex Wizardry. I was already working with the ministry in the department of Air Transportation. Life couldn't have gotten any better at that moment. There I was, at the lobby, smoking my cigarette, taking in the heady feeling of success or the beginning of success, when I heard him say "that's' a lovely outfit, be careful with your cigarette" and I turned around to see who was the latest in the long line of the Malfoy victims. Only it turned out that he was talking to me…. (Very cliché I know).

Okayyy so this is what they mean when they say "lightning struck" One part of me wanted submit to the charms full blown at my direction and the other part wanted to yank my hair out for behaving like a boy band groupie….YECH!

Anyway it turns out that he was talking to me and being very nice about it. No name calling, no sneers, no smirks, just plain and simple a very nice Malfoy! And that's how it started. And boy were we moving at the speed of sound…

I guess the fact that I was really happy must have shown when he asked me the reason for the constant smile. When I told him that my final presentation at school went great and the fact that it was my birthday; He jumped up and gave me a nice bear hug!

The only thing I could think of was that this guy was on some serious drug. Last I checked Malfoys do not indulge in any form of affection. Or P.D.A. But here I was being hugged by the most eligible bachelor and to top it all he looked really happy!

And then when we were in the elevator he hugged me again and kissed me! And to make things even more astounding I kissed him back!...

"Wow that was fast" I whispered when the doors opened. I have never been so embarrassed and I just ran as soon as I could into my office at the far end of the long corridor.

When my feelings of embarrassment died I realized that I had never been kissed the way he kissed me…Yikes! What must he be thinking! That I'm some schoolgirl who couldn't handle a kiss…… God! I had to see him again and explain why I just ran off without a word. So I met him for lunch and instead of telling the reason for my foolish behavior I just drooled! And stared into his blue eyes like I had never seen the color blue!

I think I crossed all levels of being acutely pathetic that day. It was as though my body decided to act like as tho there was no connection between my mind and my body!

I giggled…. GIGGLED! When we were returning back to the ministry we were in the elevator alone and this time he said "Let me finish what I started" and he kissed me.

Again!

And then he says that he would like to spend time with me. And all I can think of is 'huh is this guy of his rockers?'

"Malfoy are you blind? Do you realize that this is me, Virginia Weasley! Or have you forgotten about my family completely that this is all new to you?"

"Call me Draco! And yes I know who you are! I really want to get to know you. Please say that you will meet me. Please!"

Maybe that day if I had said no I might have not been in this state. Maybe if I had walked away I might have saved some self respect.

But I chose to say yes and now I deal with the consequences.